21 Months
Screeching Weasel Lyrics


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I tried to act as if I cared
I tried to act as if I didn't want to get out
I wasn't careful what I asked for and I got it but I hung on for 21 months

49 days sitting, standing, not sleeping and going crazy in a corner
49 days, my balls turned to brass and I finally won out
I did 21 months. the 21 strangest months I've ever lived
I think about all the sick things that I said
And what I did, and what was done to me
And through it all I grew strong

Made my stand




Learned to live
I still live what I learned in 21 months

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Screeching Weasel's song "21 Months" seem to be about a difficult period in the singer's life, where they found themselves stuck in a situation that they didn't want to be in, but also did not have the courage to extricate themselves from. They acted as if they did not care, but deep down, they were desperately trying to find a way out. The singer reflects on their journey, spending 49 days in a corner without much rest, and ultimately hanging on for 21 months, which were the strangest months of their life. The singer thinks back to all the terrible things they said and did, as well as the things that were done to them during this period. However, through it all, they grew strong and learned how to live.


The song may be about a personal experience of lead singer Ben Weasel, who notably struggled with drug addiction and homelessness in his youth. The 49 days of sitting, standing and going crazy may represent a specific event or period of time in Weasel's life. The lyrics "my balls turned to brass" could be a reference to the phrase "having balls," meaning to have courage, which Weasel had to summon during this difficult time in his life.


The lyrics also suggest that the singer went through a transformation during this period of time, as they "made [their] stand" and "learned to live." This could mean that the challenges they faced forced them to become more resilient, to stand up for themselves and to learn valuable life lessons. In any case, the song is a powerful reflection on the human capacity for endurance and survival, even in the face of incredible adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

I tried to act as if I cared
I pretended to be emotionally invested


I tried to act as if I didn't want to get out
I feigned contentment with being trapped


I wasn't careful what I asked for and I got it but I hung on for 21 months
I naively sought something and endured its consequences for a long time


49 days sitting, standing, not sleeping and going crazy in a corner
I spent nearly seven weeks confined, alert, exhausted, and losing my mind in a small space


49 days, my balls turned to brass and I finally won out
After almost two months, I earned a reputation for bravery and tenacity


I did 21 months. the 21 strangest months I've ever lived
I survived and adapted to the unique difficulties of 21 months in a peculiar situation


I think about all the sick things that I said
I reflect on the immoral or unethical words that I spoke


And what I did, and what was done to me
I meditate on my own actions, as well as the behavior of others toward me


And through it all I grew strong
I developed resilience, toughness, or confidence as a result of my trials


Made my stand
I stood up for my principles or beliefs


Learned to live
I discovered how to survive and thrive in adverse conditions


I still live what I learned in 21 months
I continue to apply the knowledge, skills, or perspective that I acquired during that time




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