Drama
Scuare Lyrics

I find a best fit line
I'm trying to make sense of things and find my path forward.

Got dots with no design
I have some pieces but it's hard to see the bigger picture.

I thought I was in time
I believed I was on track to reach my goals.

I'm not, it's no denyin'
But I'm realizing that I'm not where I thought I would be.

I tried to grow and define
I'm actively trying to improve and understand myself better.

The thoughts I hold in my mind
I'm constantly thinking and reflecting on my experiences.

And toss the old ones aside
I'm trying to let go of unhelpful thoughts and beliefs.

But it's hard to know the divide
It's challenging to find the balance between holding on and letting go of old thoughts and beliefs.

So why do I try
I sometimes question why I bother trying to improve myself.

Just to find the right lines
I'm searching for the right path and answers to my questions.

With lies that minimize
But sometimes I distract myself or deceive myself to avoid facing difficult truths.

The prize in my pride
I have a sense of accomplishment that comes with self-improvement.

Keep blocking off any prize
But sometimes I self-sabotage or struggle to allow myself to feel that accomplishment.

The options are getting by
I sometimes feel like my choices are limited or not very inspiring.

The clouds in enemy skies
I feel like there are obstacles or challenges in my way.

I'm doubting everything twice
I'm second-guessing myself and my decisions regularly.

I'm tired, I'm not wired
I often feel exhausted and unmotivated.

To really do what's required
But I know there are things I need to do to get where I want to go.

I mired down by some irony
Sometimes the irony of life or my situation weighs me down.

I ain't feeling inspired
And I'm struggling to feel inspired or motivated.

So why are we swimming in circles
I'm questioning why we're all struggling and not making progress.

In search servin' a purpose
We're all looking for meaning and a sense of direction.

Uncertain of what's been worth it
But we're not always sure what's worthwhile or valuable in our lives.

Determined to function perfect, yeah
We're still trying our best to succeed and be our best selves.

Awkward moments off the dome
I sometimes struggle to express myself or feel awkward in social situations.

You talkin' big but I forget it
I don't always trust people who make big promises or talk a lot.

Always got a proper flow
But I'm able to express myself pretty well.

Get off the topic y'all presentin'
I don't always want to engage with the conversations or ideas others are presenting to me.

I don't need no options
I don't feel like there are many choices available to me.

Livin' obstinate, no hops to end this
I'm feeling stubborn and stuck in my ways, despite wanting to change.

I'm just here to talk some shit
Sometimes I just want to vent or express myself, without a specific purpose.

No toxic shit, just thoughts I'm givin'
But I don't want to contribute to toxicity or negativity in the world.

Yeah, I see the cost diminish
I'm aware of the consequences of my choices or actions, and sometimes feel discouraged because of them.

Caution in this constant image
I'm aware that the image or persona I present to others can have a big impact on my life.

Oscillating on and off these obsolete and odd incentives
But sometimes the incentives or motivations driving me don't feel relevant or don't make sense.

I been sittin' shotgun and finished fishing for the carpet
I've been passive or uninvolved in my life, but am now trying to take control.

And this isn't what I thought
But the reality of my situation doesn't match my expectations.

I'm getting caught before I started slippin'-
And I'm struggling to make progress or find my footing.

I guess I'm livin' softly, searchin' through the quasi-
I'm taking my time and being gentle with myself as I search for answers and direction.

Put my truth in Google Docs
I'm using writing or other methods to help me sort out my thoughts and feelings.

I move these thoughts like who gon' dox me
But I'm also worried about sharing my thoughts or being vulnerable to others.

Poison pills, I don't need no Oxy
I don't want to rely on medication or other substances to cope with my problems.

Poise that kill, I'm a lethal rock, see
Instead, I'm trying to find inner strength and resilience to face my challenges.

Boy just chill, better ease up off me
And I want others to respect my boundaries and give me space to do that.

Gorgeous skill, everything's so glossy
Despite my struggles, I have a lot of positive qualities and abilities.

Hold this L, man I'm old as hell
But I'm also aware of my faults and limitations.

But you still ain't this, and you know this well
But I'm also confident in my unique strengths and qualities.

Better focus enough 'til you know yourself
And I know that self-knowledge is key to moving forward and finding fulfillment.

Never openin' up, then you owe yourself
If I don't allow myself to be vulnerable and honest with myself, I'm doing myself a disservice.

That's the golden skill
Because self-knowledge is one of the most valuable things we can have.

Get a hold of yourself
So I'm trying to focus on understanding myself and my experiences better.

Don't run up faith, you'll get cut up
But I also don't want to blindly trust or believe in something, without thinking critically.

Wait, need to unobtain
I need to take my time and be patient in my search for meaning and direction.

Any high that you think you on
Because chasing highs or temporary pleasures won't bring me true fulfillment.

Bendin' minds that been sane too long
Instead, I need to challenge myself and think outside the box to find true meaning.

Minimize the new angle, God
I also need to be open to the unknown or unconventional, and not dismiss new ideas out of hand.

Ain't the time for new games, move on
But I also need to balance new experiences with being realistic and practical.

I'm just playing, I'm fine with staying
I'm not in a hurry to rush into anything or make dramatic changes, and I'm okay with that.

I like complaining, I love it here
I sometimes enjoy venting my frustrations or being cynical, because it's a way of coping with difficulty.

Everybody grown up in here
But I also know that everyone else around me is struggling and trying to find their way too.

Ain't nobody know nothing here
So we're all in the same boat, and nobody has all the answers.

Everybody keep it lovey-dovey
Despite our struggles and differences, we try to maintain a sense of positivity and kindness.

'Til they talkin' shit, it's all becoming ugly
But sometimes conflicts or negativity can arise, and things can get messy.

You ain't bothering, you ain't one to dummy
But I know not to let others bring me down or manipulate me.

Gotta pass it up and get nothing from me
And I'm good at setting boundaries and protecting my own interests.

Crash, crash, gotta scratch that
But conflicts and negative interactions can still be frustrating and difficult to deal with.

Auto, ah just to pass past
I try to move on from those moments quickly and not dwell on them.

Keep it up and be like Nasdaq
Because I know that persistence and resilience will help me succeed in the long run.

Never see me fuck with these sad sacks
And I don't let negative or toxic people drag me down or hold me back.

That's that
In the end, I'm still trying to find my way and figure out what's truly important to me.