Somewhere
Seán Keane Lyrics

I have created my own hurt
I am the one responsible for my own pain and suffering

I have created my own pain
The emotional hurts I feel are of my own doing and not due to external sources

I could have walked away
It was within my power to end things before they got worse

I have no one else to blame
I must take full responsibility for the consequences of my actions

It was trouble from the start
I knew that this relationship was going to cause problems right from the beginning

When you first looked at me
My attraction to you began the moment we locked eyes

I should have turned away
I should have listened to my better judgement and not pursued this relationship

When I knew you weren't free
I was aware that you were not available but pursued a relationship with you anyway

We flirted and we teased
We engaged in playful banter and seductive behavior

We lured each other in
We enticed each other into a relationship that we both knew was wrong

I tried to shut you out
I attempted to end the relationship or distance myself from you

But your web would always win
Your charms and seductive mannerisms always drew me back in

From the very start
I knew that this relationship was doomed from the beginning

I knew the sordid end
I was fully aware of the unpleasant outcome that would eventually occur

A severely broken heart
The emotional pain that resulted from this relationship was deeply damaging

With little hope to mend
There seems to be no way to recover from this heartbreak

And where are you now......somewhere
I have no idea where you are or what you are doing

Playing your silly games.....somewhere
You are likely still engaging in seductive behavior and manipulating others

And if my heart could go....somewhere
If I could escape the pain, I would

I'd forget about the hurt
I wish I could erase the emotional pain I feel

Run for all my worth
I would do anything to escape this heartbreak and emotional pain

For that love to share .......somewhere
I yearn for a fulfilling and loving relationship with someone who truly cares for me

I have counted all the weeks
The passage of time has been a constant reminder of my heartbreak

As they stretched into years
The emotional pain has persisted for an extended period of time

My pillow like a sponge
My pillow has absorbed countless tears caused by this heartbreak

As it soaks up all the tears
The emotional pain has been so intense, it has caused me to cry uncontrollably

I wasn't blinded or naive
I was not misled or unaware of the consequences of my actions

I could see through it all
I understood the true nature of this relationship and the harm it would cause

But there was no safety net
I had no support or protection from the emotional pain that resulted from this relationship

When I began to fall
Once I became emotionally invested in this relationship, it was too late to avoid the heartbreak

I know there's someone else
I am aware that you have moved on to someone else

Has filled the void I knew
You have found someone else to replace me in your life

Listening to the lies
You are still manipulating others with false promises and seductive behavior

That I also heard from you
I too fell victim to your false promises and seductive mannerisms

Lonely is all I know
I am consumed by feelings of loneliness and emotional pain

But yearning still the same
Despite the pain, I still long for a fulfilling and loving relationship