Prison Sex
Section-S Lyrics

It took so long to remember just what happened.
It has been a long time since I could clearly recall the events that occurred.

I was so young and vestal then,
At the time, I was very young and innocent.

You know it hurt me,
It caused me pain.

But I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
Despite the pain, I am still alive and breathing.

Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Despite any indications to the contrary.

I've got my hands bound,
My hands are restrained.

My head down, my eyes closed,
I am submissive with my head down and eyes closed.

And my throat wide open.
My throat is exposed.

Do unto others what has been done to you
Treat others the way you have been treated.

I'm treading water,
I am barely keeping afloat.

I need to sleep a while.
I need to rest for a bit.

My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.
The person I am addressing is dear to me.

Won't you come a bit closer,
Can you move nearer to me?

Close enough so I can smell you.
So that I may inhale your scent.

I need you to feel this,
I require that you experience this.

I can't stand to burn too long.
I cannot endure this suffering for an extended period.

Released in this sodomy.
I find liberation in this sexual act.

For one sweet moment I am whole.
For a brief moment, I feel complete.

Do unto you now what has been done to me.
I will now treat you the same way I was treated.

You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
Since you are breathing, you must still be living.

Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Despite any outward signs to the contrary.

Won't you come just a bit closer,
Please approach me a bit more.

Close enough so I can smell you.
So that I may inhale your scent.

I need you to feel this.
It is crucial that you experience this.

I need this to make me whole.
I require this to feel complete.

There's release in this sodomy.
I find liberation in this sexual act.

For I am your witness that Blood and flesh can be trusted.
I am the one who can testify that sex can be trusted.

And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind.
Sex is the only thing that brings me peace of mind.

Got your hands bound, your head down, Your eyes closed.
You are restrained, submissive, and not looking.

You look so precious now.
You seem very valuable to me at this moment.

Show me something
Demonstrate something to me.

Thought I could make it end
I believed that I could put a stop to it.

Thought I could wash the stains away
I hoped to rid myself of the negative effects.

Thought I could break the circle if I Slipped right into your skin
I believed that if I were closer to you, I could break the cycle.

So sweet was your surrender
Your submission to me was very pleasing to me.

We have become one I have become my terror
We are now united, and I have become my own worst nightmare.

And you my precious lamb and martyr.
I view you as my sacrificial lamb.

I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
This act has brought me some level of temporary mental clarity.

Shit blood and cum on my hands.
There is fecal matter, blood, and semen on my hands.

I've come round full circle.
I have returned to where I began.

My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
The situation will be over shortly, my dear.

You look so precious.
You are still very valuable to me.