Leave Me Alone
Seduce the Heaven Lyrics

Chained onto my altar – a suffocating embrace.
Feeling trapped in my own pain, unable to break free and suffocating under its hold.

Fading alive for all around you – easy for me to scar your face.
Feeling like my pain is consuming me and making it easier for others to harm me.

Half dying. Fear Of the Unknown.
Feeling lost and scared, like I'm only barely holding on.

Just try to leave me alone.
Asking to be left alone with my pain, not wanting anyone else to intervene.

Hope that I’ll somehow find a way.
Holding onto a glimmer of hope that I will eventually be able to overcome my pain.

I see the end is not far.
Realizing that the pain won't go away on its own and that I need to actively work towards healing.

Find and fight me, don’t you have the guts?
Challenging others to confront me and my pain, as if daring them to step up.

(Thinking inside of me)
Not sure what's going on inside my own head, feeling lost within my own thoughts.

Drown, despise me no more.
Begging to not be judged or disliked for my pain, as if drowning under negative opinions.

Lies, no! Your work is a part of me.
Realizing that I can't escape the pain and that it's become ingrained into my being, it's become a part of me.

Now love me or leave me alone
Giving an ultimatum: either accept me with my pain or leave me alone.

before I come undone and the
Warning that if the ultimatum isn't met, I could fall apart.

Dreamer’s awake! Nothing’s really fake
Being awakened to the reality of the situation, realizing that my pain is all too real.

But the love you possess me in.
Acknowledging that there is still love in my life, despite the pain.

Somebody else I’ll be when I wake,
Realizing that I'm not the same person I used to be and that the pain has changed me.

I feel I can say.
Feeling like I can finally express myself and my pain.

Hear you breathing. Bounding heart in my hands.
Being hyper-aware of others around me and feeling like I have their fate in my hands.

Now that rules are broken can you step on your feet?
Feeling like everything I thought I knew has been turned upside-down and unsure if others can handle that change.

You cannot escape this prison, it’s built for you and me.
Feeling trapped by my pain and like there's no escape from it, for myself or others.

Tonight I have nothing more to lose.
Feeling like I've hit rock bottom and have nothing left to lose.

Can’t but escape from the core.
Feeling like the only way out is to confront the pain head-on and actively work towards healing.

I’m so tired of having a start to make.
Feeling exhausted by the constant effort of trying to start over and make progress.

Give hope or give it away.
Asking others to either give me hope or leave me be and stop trying to offer false hope.

Now hold me. Besides all the rape
Asking for comfort and support, even though the pain may feel overwhelming and violating like a rape.

these are moments we shape when
Realizing that the pain, while difficult, can shape and define the moments and experiences in my life.

Hiding from me I believe you see
Feeling like others are trying to hide their true thoughts and feelings from me, as if I can see through their facade.

All the lies you possess me in.
Feeling like there's a web of deceit and lies surrounding me and my pain.

Somehow the words don’t work in that way.
Feeling like there are no words that can accurately describe the pain and how it feels.

A dream to decay!
Feeling like the hope and dreams of a better future are slowly fading away and decaying.

Insanity has drove you mad.
Feeling like the pain has brought me to the brink of madness and insanity.

Your ghosts are now real.
Feeling like the past traumas and pain have become very real and are haunting me.

Not asking you to understand
Not expecting others to fully comprehend the pain and what I'm going through.

Why’s all the pain that you feel.
Questioning why there has to be so much pain and suffering in the world.

Have you felt what’s like to be alone
Wondering if others have experienced the same sense of loneliness and isolation that I feel.

Without a hand to hold among thousands of them?
Feeling like there are so many people around, but still feeling alone and like there's no one to turn to or lean on.

I can’t breathe the air around me, I can only feel the pain
Feeling like the pain is all-consuming and taking over my life, unable to escape it no matter where I go.

So don’t you try to show me how to love.
Rejecting others' attempts to show me how to love or how to heal, wanting to find my own way.

I’ll break you down. Feel my growl.
Feeling like the pain makes me aggressive and that I'll bring others down as well if they get too close.

Down my core won’t leave you alone.
Feeling like the pain is deep within my being and that it won't be easily shaken or forgotten.