The Aftermath
Senta The Artist Lyrics

I thought you was real (I did)
I believed in you and thought you were an authentic person.

But you be off of the pills (pill popping)
You use prescription drugs irresponsibly.

And I be off of the shits too (I do too)
I also use drugs recreationally.

So how we really feel? (How we feel)
Are our feelings towards each other genuine or simply influenced by our drug use?

Was it just the drugs? (Was it)
Did our drug use play a significant role in our relationship?

Or is it real love?(I don't think so)
Do we actually have feelings of love for each other? I doubt it.

I ask the same question every time knowing I
Every time I enter a relationship, I ask myself this question, even though I

Don't really give a fuck(swear I don't give a fuck)
I don't actually care about the answer.

Man fuck a nigga(fuck em)
I don't need a man in my life.

I don't really need a thug nah (I don't)
I don't require a tough or violent partner.

I ain't ever gon want nobody cause I don't believe in love
I have given up on the idea of finding love in another person.

Don't believe in marriage either so you can get off your knees
I am not interested in getting married, so stop proposing to me.

Oh you say you loving me(stop lying)
I know you are not telling the truth when you say you love me.

Nigga please
I don't believe you at all.

You capping can't buy my love cause I'm taxing
You are lying when you say you can buy my love, as I have high standards when it comes to relationships.

Im classic with a whole lot of bad bitch
I am a classic beauty with a lot of confidence.

She ratchet and her face structure tragic
My friend is a little bit rough around the edges and not conventionally attractive.

That's what these niggas want so I'm staying on my own
Men are attracted to her more than me, so I am choosing to remain single.

All by my lonely cause only bitch niggas want me
I am alone because all of the men who want me are weak and undesirable.

And I don't want nun of these bitches
I don't want to be friends with any of these women.

So I be chilling with the homies
I hang out with my male friends instead.

Ima do it on my own I don't need a nigga cause I keep it on me
I am self-sufficient and don't need a man to protect me, as I carry a weapon.

Coming with a different tone cause my last nigga was a phonie
I have changed my mindset and approach to relationships because my last partner was fake and insincere.

(Fake ass)
My ex was phony and insincere.

Back then I coulda sworn I was in love
I used to think I was in love with him.

Got off the drugs now I don't really give a fuck
I have stopped using drugs and no longer care about my ex.

Looked at that nigga like he was ugly as fuck(bitch you was ugly)
I now see my ex as unattractive and not worth my time.

Aye when it's over man I swear it's really done
When a relationship ends, it is truly over for me.

Got another self before you love anyone
I prioritize my own well-being before entering into a relationship with someone else.

People quick to deceive you that's why you gotta keep a gun
People are quick to lie to you, which is why it's important to be able to defend yourself.

My head is filled with madness I can not trust anyone
I struggle with mental health and don't trust anyone as a result.

I feel like they trying to get me but I am not going to run
Paranoia affects me, but I refuse to let it control my actions.

Ima take this shit head on bullet landing right in my dome
I am not afraid of death and will confront any challenges head-on.

But I promise to see the throne I'm okay with dying alone
I am okay with the idea of dying without a partner or family, but I still have aspirations for success.

I hate when niggas call my phone i never ask them
I despise when men call me and I never give them my number.

What they want cause I don't really care to know you a hoe
I don't care what these men want from me because they are all beneath me.

Why the fuck are you calling my phone
I am angry and confused as to why men keep contacting me.

Leave me alone these niggas just tryna get on
I want these men to leave me alone because they just want to use me.

Say they fuck with me but really they don't thats why I'm doing
Men say they support me, but in reality, they don't care about me. That's why I am pursuing my goals on my own.

This shit on my own thought I could ride with the nigga I couldn't
I tried to depend on a man and was let down, so I am doing this on my own now.

Every bitch he fucked with he shouldn't
My ex made poor choices in partners after he left me.

I got the cake and these bitches is pudding
I am successful and these other women are not in the same league as me.

You layed with these soft hoes and end up with nothing
You slept with women who were weak and ineffective, and now have nothing to show for it.

But fuck it I'm turning nothing into something
Despite feeling discouraged, I am determined to turn my life around and succeed.