Sevdaliza's visually sophisticated music videos caught the attention of many international blogs and magazines, with Complex nominating her video for "Sirens of the Caspian" as a top ten video of the year in 2014. This was succeeded by features with Vogue and Alexander Wang, while H&M made her a brand ambassador. Sevdaliza herself describes her music as "raw, strong, and vulnerable", while her stage persona is "everything (the audience) want(s) (her) to be".
Sevdaliza was born in Tehran, Iran in 1987, but moved to the Netherlands at a young age. She left home at 16 on a basketball scholarship and played as part of the Dutch national team. She continued with basketball and her studies, but chose to start making music when she was 24. Not trained to read music or play instruments, she taught herself how to sing and how to use Ableton, drawing on the reserve of discipline that drove her time in sports.
Her debut EP The Suspended Kid was released in January 2015. It was followed by a collaboration with Pussykrew which resulted in an elaborate music video for the album cut "That Other Girl". She was also featured on Paris-based producer Stwo's track "Haunted", providing vocals.
Children of Silk, her second EP, was self-released on November 24, 2015 on Twisted Elegance. It is characterized by a more conceptual approach and darker undertones of self-reflection. A music video for "Marilyn Monroe" was released in March 2016, directed by Hirad Sab, who also designed the cover artwork for the extended play. It received critical acclaim and was featured in various "best of" lists, including a year-end ranking by FACT magazine.
She co-directed and starred in a short film, called The Formula, which was released through Noisey. It features an original soundtrack by Sevdaliza and frequent collaborator Mucky.
Her debut full-length album, titled ISON, was released in April 2017. It includes 16 tracks, among which earlier releases such as "Marilyn Monroe" and "Amandine Insensible", as well as new songs. The album cover features an image of a hyperrealistic sculpture of Sevdaliza by artist Sarah Sitkin.
Official site: www.sevdaliza.com
Angel
Sevdaliza Lyrics
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It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn'tIt shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
Ahh
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
Hmm
It shouldn't hurt
Ohh it
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It shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt
It shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't
Angel
It shouldn′t
Ooh
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
Ahh
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
It shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt
It shouldn′t hurt
It shouldn't hurt
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The lyrics to Sevdaliza's song "Angel" convey a contradictory sentiment of pain and longing. The repetition of the phrase "It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel" highlights the singer's inner conflict. On one hand, they identify as an angel and perhaps feel a sense of duty or responsibility towards someone. However, the pain they are experiencing suggests that being in this role is causing them emotional distress.
The repetition of the phrase emphasizes the intensity of the pain felt by the singer. It almost feels like a plea for relief, as if they are questioning why they are enduring such suffering to fulfill the role of an angel. The use of the word "hurt" also suggests a deeper emotional pain rather than simply physical discomfort.
Overall, these lyrics reflect the complex emotions of love and sacrifice. The singer grapples with their role as an angel, questioning if the pain they feel is justified or if it's too much to bear. It captures the intricate balance between devotion and personal well-being.
Line by Line Meaning
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
Being a source of support and love for you shouldn't cause me this level of emotional pain.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
My role as your protector and guide shouldn't come with such significant suffering.
It shouldn′t hurt
I shouldn't feel this anguish.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
The sacrifices I make in caring for you shouldn't lead to this degree of heartache.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
The love I provide should not be accompanied by this intense sorrow.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
Being devoted to you is intended to be fulfilling, not a source of pain.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
I shouldn't feel overwhelmed by emotional turmoil while fulfilling my role for you.
It shouldn't
This pain is contrary to what my role should represent.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
The joy of being there for you should not be overshadowed by distress.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
My dedication to you should bring peace, not anguish.
Ahh
An expression of frustration or resignation.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
It feels wrong that being supportive leads to such internal pain.
Hmm
A moment of contemplation or realization about my situation.
It shouldn't hurt
The pain I feel is not what I expected or desired.
Ohh it
A realization of my emotional struggle.
It
This feeling of pain.
It shouldn′t hurt
The suffering I'm experiencing is unjustifiable.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
My role in your life should elevate both of us, not cause me distress.
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
This ongoing anguish is not something that should be tolerated.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
I should be able to deliver support without suffering intensely.
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
The idea of enduring this pain while being loving is unacceptable.
It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn′t hurt
My heart should remain whole while caring for you.
It shouldn't hurt
The emotional toll is heavier than it needs to be.
It shouldn′t hurt
I should be able to embrace my role with joy instead of hardship.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
Being your source of light shouldn't bring me down.
It shouldn't
This suffering contradicts the essence of my support.
Angel
Referring to my role as a guardian, albeit with its burdens.
It shouldn′t
The expectation of my love and support must align with my emotional well-being.
Ooh
A sigh of weighty realization about my emotional journey.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
I shouldn't feel broken while trying to lift you up.
Ahh
Reflecting the weight of my emotions once again.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
My commitment to you should feel light and liberating, not heavy and sorrowful.
It shouldn′t hurt this much to be your angel
The pain I'm in highlights a rift between my role and my feelings.
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel
The burden I carry while caring for you feels misaligned with love.
It shouldn′t hurt
Pain is not a necessary element in the act of supporting others.
It shouldn't hurt
This experience should not serve as a source of suffering.
It shouldn't hurt
The heaviness I carry should not exist in the expression of love.
It shouldn't hurt
The toll on my heart while being there for you feels unjust.
It shouldn't hurt
This experience contradicts the ideal of love and support.
Writer(s): Reynard K Bargmann, Sevda Alizadeh, Leon Den Engelsen
Contributed by Ethan J. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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@bizarro8849
I send you a big HUG 😊
@MadLikeDog
My pleasure ~
@thesandalgod
love you babe💖
@zutroyzang1
wow i love your voice <3 don't stop making music
@tizz.89
Thank you ❤
@CatharticCreation
she is channelling something from a higher dimension i swear to god.
@Tamron15
You have the power to do the same🤫
@ქეთიოქიტაშვილი
Definetely 🙏❤🤍
@joch5575
It shouldn't hurt this much to be your angel