19RED
Shela Lyrics


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電話は しないよ
かけひき なのかな でも
ほんとは切った後 落ちこんじゃう
つらいから
メールで おやすみ
でも ほんとはね 今
話したいことがいっぱい あるよ
遠い距離 孤独と愛しさが
深い闇夜にのみ込まれそうだよ
こんな気持ちは初めてだよ
幼い私がそこにいたよ

君が浮気してるって
友だちが言ってたよ だから
遊んだりもしたけれど
やましくて嫌になった
声かけて こられてさ
ファミレスで食事して えっと
ドライブに行くんでしょ
退屈な くり返し
曇った ガラス窓みつめてる
一人で がんばるって
つぶやいてみたよ
このまま時間が過ぎてくと
私には 何が残るんだろう?
ねぇ どおしてこんなに自分の夢が
大事なのかわからなくなっているよ
どおしたらいい?

やっと ねぇ気づいた愛情が
今はもうただの友情だなんて
泣くのは嫌だから強がってた
私はいつも一人だった
遠い距離 孤独と愛しさが
深い闇夜にのみ込まれそうだよ




こんな気持ちは初めてだよ
幼い私がそこにいたよ

Overall Meaning

The song "19RED" by Shela is a contemplative ballad that deals with themes of distance, loneliness, and unrequited love. The singer of the song is in a long-distance relationship with someone, and while they communicate through email, they rarely speak on the phone. The distance and lack of communication make the singer feel isolated, and they struggle to come to terms with their feelings of love and loneliness.


The lyrics touch on the painful experience of being in love with someone who may not love you back. The singer alludes to their partner's infidelity and the subsequent breakdown of their relationship. Despite this, the singer longs for connection and finds themself yearning to speak with their partner, to tell them all the things they want to say but cannot. The song ends on a melancholy note, questioning what will be left for the singer if time passes and their dream of being with their love is never realized.


Overall, "19RED" is a bittersweet reflection on the complexities of love and human relationships, particularly in the context of distance and isolation.


Line by Line Meaning

電話は しないよ
I don't call


かけひき なのかな でも
Maybe it's just a game, but


ほんとは切った後 落ちこんじゃう
After I hang up, I get depressed


つらいから
It's painful


メールで おやすみ
Goodnight by message


でも ほんとはね 今
But actually, right now


話したいことがいっぱい あるよ
There are many things I want to talk about


遠い距離 孤独と愛しさが
Distance, loneliness, and love


深い闇夜にのみ込まれそうだよ
Seems to be swallowed up in the deep dark night


こんな気持ちは初めてだよ
I've never felt this way before


幼い私がそこにいたよ
I was there as a child


君が浮気してるって
My friend said you're cheating


友だちが言ってたよ だから
So


遊んだりもしたけれど
We played together, but


やましくて嫌になった
Feeling guilty, I became sick of it


声かけて こられてさ
You came to talk to me


ファミレスで食事して えっと
Eating at Family Restaurant, well


ドライブに行くんでしょ
We're going for a drive, right?


退屈な くり返し
Boring repetition


曇った ガラス窓みつめてる
Staring at the cloudy glass window


一人で がんばるって
I said to myself, 'I'll try to do it alone'


つぶやいてみたよ
I tried to mumble


このまま時間が過ぎてくと
If time passes like this


私には 何が残るんだろう?
What will be left for me?


ねぇ どおしてこんなに自分の夢が
Hey, why am I becoming unsure of my own dreams?


大事なのかわからなくなっているよ
I don't understand if they are important anymore


どおしたらいい?
What should I do?


やっと ねぇ気づいた愛情が
Finally, yes, I realized that my love


今はもうただの友情だなんて
Is now just friendship


泣くのは嫌だから強がってた
I pretended to be tough because I didn't want to cry


私はいつも一人だった
I was always alone


遠い距離 孤独と愛しさが
Distance, loneliness, and love


深い闇夜にのみ込まれそうだよ
Seems to be swallowed up in the deep dark night


こんな気持ちは初めてだよ
I've never felt this way before


幼い私がそこにいたよ
I was there as a child




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Written by: SHELA

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