Moving forward is exactly what the artist did in 2007 when she moved to Nashville, Tennessee from a small town in Kansas in an effort to pursue music as a full-time career. After taking a year-long break from performing to explore what she really wanted to do musically, Fraley recorded her freshman solo EP, Up Up and Away. The EP landed her numerous placements on major network television shows and movies including One Tree Hill, Knight Rider, Ghost Whisperer, Plain Jane and the recently-released Free Willy 4. Fraley was also the featured "Needle in the Haystack" artist on MtvMusic.com as a result of the EP.
Pulling inspiration from artists such as The Cardigans, Josh Ritter, John Mayer, Sheryl Crow, Sara Bareilles, Ingrid Michaelson, and many others, the new album includes seven new songs mixed with three of the original songs from the EP. The music takes broad stylistic leaps, moving from piano-based, mid-tempo songs such as "Sway," to acoustic-driven, upbeat songs such as "Uh Oh, I'm Falllin'."
Hailing from a small town in Kansas, Fraley recalls the age when she first began to take an interest in writing and playing music.
I would say I was around four or five, probably five since I could write... I was sitting in the “pink room” in my childhood house, leaning over a notebook, and I came up with the lyrics “you keep cracking me up.” I couldn’t understand why my mom laughed when I used the phrase in a breakup song... it seemed like such a serious phrase to me. From those first lyrics until now, I have been a songwriter at heart.
I never thought of myself as a great singer, but I always loved the process of writing and creating something that was my own. I first began learning piano on a Casio keyboard with little sticker letters on the keys to learn the notes when I was about eight years old. Growing up in the country lent to plenty of creative time to learn the piano and make music, silly as it may have been. My first semi "official" recordings were done at my church in my tiny town on a slightly out of tune piano. They were piano ballads, mostly. I still have the cassette tapes stored away!
After high school, Fraley continued on down the path of higher education at a small, private school in Winfield Kansas where she studied music and mass communications. Three semesters in, however, she left college to work full-time at a design firm in Wichita. For the next two years, Fraley would concentrate soley on graphic design, putting music to the side. These years of desk jobs and nine-to-five hours proved pivitol in helping the singer songwriter decide which path she would take. The need to create music never went away, and eventually, Fraley started writing and playing music again.
At some point, I realized that "now was not the time to be sitting behind a desk." I knew there would always be that opportunity later on in life. But, although I had fun with music, and loved creating it as a kid, I had a pretty sheltered childhood as far as my musical influences go. I listened to a lot of pop radio and occasionally records from my grandma and grandpa's collection. Not that any of that music was bad, I still love it all, but my musical knowledge didn't expand much further than top 40 radio. It wasn’t until I started writing and playing with other musicians that I began discovering music that I had no idea existed, music that pushed me to want to write better, more interesting songs. I started working harder at guitar and exercising writing by co-writing on a regular basis.
For a couple of years, Fraley continued playing in local wichita bands, acting as singer and one of the songwriters in the bands. But it wasn't until her dad was diagnosed with cancer and passed away in 2004 that the singer songwriter decided it was time to take her own musical path and persue music as a solo-artist.
I just remember feeling stunned, and then really really numb for the next year or so. It was like the head space I was in when writing music was the only place that I was able to feel anything. I started writing and eventually recorded a solo project under the band name Adora Rising. I'm still proud of that album, although, listening back, it is definetly clear that I hadn't quite discovered my sound or voice.
After conquering the initial feat of recording a full-length album, Fraley continued the process of promoting the album, and her band, by playing as often as possible, including doing a small amount of touring the summer after the release. An "offical band" was formed around Adora Rising, but the band split in 2007, pushing Fraley to make the move from Kansas to Music City, Nashville.
It was entire year before the singer-songwriter was ready to dive back into music after moving to Nashville. Finally, in 2008, after a long creative dry spell, Fraley finished five new songs. She released them under her own name on an e.p. entitled Up Up & Away.
Now, with both the Up Up & Away e.p., and the Into the Sun album under her belt, Fraley continues to make great strides in staking her name in the indie-pop scene. Look for her to be touring and releasing more albums in the months and years to come.
I Don't Know
Shelly Fraley Lyrics
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It's a long haul to the place where we both know that
This is what we're supposed to do
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh, I don't know
Oh 3 o'clock this morning felt this feeling was a warning
And I don't think I can make it, even though I know you're worth it
Oh life barrels on down a one-way track,
There's no going back that I can see.
" but I can't say, "Go," and I'm scared to know where that will lead.
Oh, I'm scared to know where that will lead.
So say it now, I'm the one who wants to wait it out
If you wanna get out I would get it, though I really can't make you stay
If you say you're out, I cannot say that I would blame you, now
Just because I can't jump 'til I'm ready doesn't mean I don't feel a thing
If you say you're out, I cannot say that I would blame you, now
Just because I can't jump 'til I'm ready doesn't mean I don't feel a thing
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh, I don't know
Oh, 3 o'clock this morning felt this feeling was a warning
And I don't think I can make it, even though I know you're worth it.
In Shelly Fraley's song "I Don't Know," the lyrics tell the story of someone who is struggling to make a decision about their relationship. The singer is waiting for a moment of clarity or epiphany, a sign that will "flip the switch and rearrange [their] view" and make everything clear. However, this moment hasn't come yet, and instead the singer is overwhelmed with doubt and fear, unsure whether to stay or leave. The lyrics are full of uncertainty and hesitation, with the repeated refrain of "I don't know" highlighting the singer's indecision.
The second verse focuses on the passage of time and the feeling of being stuck on a "one-way track" with no way of turning back. The singer is torn between wanting the other person to stay and wanting them to go, unable to make a decision either way. The fear of the unknown future is palpable, with the line "I'm scared to know where that will lead" conveying the singer's anxiety. The bridge offers a moment of clarity, with the singer expressing their desire to wait it out and giving the other person permission to leave if they need to. However, the unresolved tension remains, with the repeated final line of "I don't know" emphasizing the singer's uncertainty.
Overall, "I Don't Know" is a poignant and relatable exploration of the complex emotions that come with relationship indecision. The lyrics capture the feeling of being trapped between two conflicting desires and the fear of making the wrong choice.
Line by Line Meaning
I've been waiting on the light to flip the switch and rearrange my view
I am waiting for something to happen that will completely change my perspective.
It's a long haul to the place where we both know that
This is what we're supposed to do
It will take a lot of effort to reach our goal, but we both believe it's the right thing to do.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh, I don't know
I'm feeling uncertain and hesitant about the situation.
Oh 3 o'clock this morning felt this feeling was a warning
And I don't think I can make it, even though I know you're worth it
I woke up in the middle of the night with a sense of unease, and although I care about you, I'm not sure I can handle this.
Oh life barrels on down a one-way track,
There's no going back that I can see.
I feel like time is moving forward rapidly and there's no way to go back to how things used to be.
Well I can't say, "Slow down,
" but I can't say, "Go," and I'm scared to know where that will lead.
I feel powerless to control the situation, and I'm afraid of what might happen if I make a decision.
So say it now, I'm the one who wants to wait it out
If you wanna get out I would get it, though I really can't make you stay
I'm willing to wait and see what happens, and I understand if you decide to leave.
If you say you're out, I cannot say that I would blame you, now
Just because I can't jump 'til I'm ready doesn't mean I don't feel a thing
I won't hold it against you if you decide to leave, but it doesn't mean I don't care about you.
If you say you're out, I cannot say that I would blame you, now
Just because I can't jump 'til I'm ready doesn't mean I don't feel a thing
I won't hold it against you if you decide to leave, but it doesn't mean I don't care about you.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh, I don't know
Oh, 3 o'clock this morning felt this feeling was a warning
And I don't think I can make it, even though I know you're worth it.
I still feel uncertain and anxious about the situation, even though I know you're important to me.
Contributed by Samantha L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.