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Happy ever after
Shiina Tactix-Sana.K Lyrics
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All these thoughts inside my head before i go to bed
When i get this high feels like i climbed the Eiffel tower
And when i feel this pain i just wish that me never met
No i havent felt the same
Thought been eating at my brain
Catch me sipping on thus syrup trying to forget your name
I dont wanna be alone
Sometimes I wonder if i call you will you still pick up the phone yea
I might pop a bean
Percys got me seeing demons see them im my dreams
Got me drinking all this sprite it's dirty never clean
You know what i mean
Dont care about a thing
Yuh
I just might start flexing
Dont know where my head is
Go out in my best fit
I try to impress them
Percys got me sweating
Nothing makes me better
This feel like depression
Maybe its depression
I thought you were gonna be my happy ever after
All these thoughts inside my head before i go to bed
When i get this high feels like i climbed the Eiffel tower
And when i feel this pain i just wish that me never met
No i havent felt the same
Thought been eating at my brain
Catch me sipping on thus syrup trying to forget your name
Feelin lost so far from home
I dont wanna be alone
Sometimes I wonder if i call you will you still pick up the phone yea
I can forgive but I can't forget
All the thing you did
It made made me such a mess
You got jokes like a clown
You left me for a joker baby now he not around
Dont say a word girl i dont wanna hear nothjng
You broke my heart so there aint no coming back no second chances
No second chances ( no second chances)
No second chances (no second chances)
No second chances (no second chances)
Yeah
I thought you were gonna be my happy ever after
All these thoughts inside my head before i go to bed
When i get this high feels like i climbed the Eiffel tower
And when i feel this pain i just wish that me never met
No i havent felt the same
Thought been eating at my brain
Catch me sipping on thus syrup trying to forget your name
Feelin lost so far from home
I dont wanna be alone
Sometimes I wonder if i call you will you still pick up the phone
I thought you were gonna be my happy ever after
All these thoughts inside my head before i go to bed
When i get this high feels like i climbed the Eiffel tower
And when i feel this pain i just wish that me never met
No i havent felt the same
Thought been eating at my brain
Catch me sipping on thus syrup trying to forget your name
Feelin lost so far from home
I dont wanna be alone
Sometimes I wonder if i call you will you still pick up the phone
The lyrics to Shiina Tactix-Sana.K's song "HAPPY EVER AFTER" explore the feelings of heartbreak and loss. The singer expresses a sense of betrayal and disappointment in a relationship that was supposed to be their "happy ever after" but ended in pain and regret. The lyrics suggest that the singer is using drugs to cope with the pain and attempts to forget the person who caused it. The imagery of the Eiffel Tower and the feeling of being lost emphasize the emotional turmoil that the singer is going through.
The lyrics also express a desire to reach out to the person who caused the pain, but the fear of rejection and disappointment stops them from doing so. The repeated line "sometimes I wonder if I call you will you still pick up the phone" illustrates the internal conflict of wanting to reach out to the ex-partner to resolve the pain while also fearing the possibility of rejection. The song's repetition of using drugs to escape the pain suggests the singer knows it is not a healthy coping mechanism, but they cannot seem to find any other way to dull the pain.
In summary, the lyrics of "HAPPY EVER AFTER" speak to the complexities of relationships and the emotional pain that can come with them. The singer expresses a sense of disappointment, heartbreak, and the ongoing struggle to forget someone who was supposed to be their "happy ever after."
Line by Line Meaning
I thought you were gonna be my happy ever after
I had high hopes for a lasting relationship with you
All these thoughts inside my head before i go to bed
My mind is preoccupied with thoughts of you, especially at night
When i get this high feels like i climbed the Eiffel tower
When I'm under the influence, I feel invincible and on top of the world
And when i feel this pain i just wish that me never met
When I'm experiencing heartache, I regret ever getting involved with you
No i havent felt the same
I haven't been able to move on or feel the same since our breakup
Thought been eating at my brain
Thoughts of you have been consuming and negatively affecting me
Catch me sipping on thus syrup trying to forget your name
I resort to using drugs to cope and attempt to forget about you
Feelin lost so far from home
I feel lost and disconnected since we parted ways
I dont wanna be alone
I fear being alone and crave some form of companionship
Sometimes I wonder if i call you will you still pick up the phone yea
I question whether you still care for me and would answer my calls
I might pop a bean
I may consume ecstasy for a heightened experience
Percys got me seeing demons see them im my dreams
The drug Percocet causes me to see frightening images, even in my dreams
Got me drinking all this sprite it's dirty never clean
I mix Sprite with prescription drugs like Lean to achieve a certain high
You know what i mean
I'm implying that the listener understands the slang terms associated with drug use
Dont care about a thing
I'm apathetic towards everything in life due to my emotional pain
I just might start flexing
I may start showing off and being arrogant to distract myself from my issues
Dont know where my head is
I feel disoriented and confused about my own thoughts and feelings
Go out in my best fit
I dress up nicely to exude confidence and impress others
I try to impress them
I'm seeking validation and admiration from others to compensate for the loss of your love
Percys got me sweating
Percocet causes me to sweat profusely
Nothing makes me better
No amount of drugs or temporary fixes can cure my emotional pain
This feel like depression
My constant sadness and lack of motivation resembles symptoms of depression
Maybe its depression
I'm acknowledging that my behavior and state of mind could very well be a form of depression
I can forgive but I can't forget
Although I could potentially forgive you for past wrongs, I can never forget what you did
All the thing you did
Your actions caused me pain and trauma
It made made me such a mess
Your mistreatment of me caused significant emotional distress and instability
You got jokes like a clown
You didn't take our relationship seriously and made a mockery of it with your behavior
You left me for a joker baby now he not around
You left me for someone who didn't value you or our relationship, and now that person is no longer in your life
Dont say a word girl i dont wanna hear nothjng
I don't want to hear any apologies or attempts at reconciliation
You broke my heart so there aint no coming back no second chances
You hurt me too deeply and I can't give you another chance to do so again
No second chances (no second chances)
I'm emphasizing that there is absolutely no possibility of reconciliation or forgiveness
Yeah
A simple exclamation of agreement or affirmation
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Kwesi Amoa
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