Pills
Shiner Lyrics


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If I ran out of pills today, I won't wait.
If I ran out pills today, fill my plate.
I keep my paxil-chardonnay, just in case.

I'd drive to hell to fill my eyes, face the sky.
And there's no trick to reason why I'll stay high.

Then it pins you to the wall
And you just can't turn it off.
Then you sink into the sea,
But it keeps you off your knees.
And it keeps you on the phone.
And you find yourself alone.
Then you sink into the sea,
But it keeps you off your knees.
You're giving it away.

If I ran out of pills today, reinstate.
And I don't care what keeps me sane, just keep me sane.
I'll take the risk and calculate, just when I'll break.

Then it pins you to the wall
And you just can't turn it off.
Then you sink into the sea,
But it keeps you off your knees.
And it keeps you on the phone.
And you find yourself alone.
Then you sink into the sea,




But it keeps you off your knees.
If it keeps you on your way...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Shiner's song "Pills" speak to the experience of someone who relies on medication to maintain their mental and emotional stability. The opening lines, "If I ran out of pills today, I won't wait. If I ran out pills today, fill my plate," express a sense of urgency and reliance on medication. The mention of "paxil-chardonnay" suggest that there may be a mix of prescribed medication and self-medication happening.


The chorus describes the sensation of being "pinned to the wall" and unable to "turn it off," likely referring to the overwhelming experience of mental health struggles. The mention of sinking into the sea and being kept "off your knees" implies that the medication offers some relief from these feelings. However, the idea of being "alone" and "giving it away" suggests that there is still a sense of isolation that comes with relying on medication.


The second verse continues to emphasize the importance of medication, with the lyric "If I ran out of pills today, reinstate. And I don't care what keeps me sane, just keep me sane." The final line, "If it keeps you on your way," could be interpreted in a few different ways, but it seems to suggest that the singer is willing to do whatever it takes to stay functional and to maintain their mental health - even if that means relying on medication that may come with its own set of risks and challenges.


Overall, the lyrics to "Pills" offer a poignant and honest look at the experience of someone who relies on medication to stay afloat, and the complex feelings and experiences that come with that.


Line by Line Meaning

If I ran out of pills today, I won't wait.
I won't hesitate to take more pills if I run out today.


If I ran out pills today, fill my plate.
If I run out of pills, give me more as soon as possible.


I keep my paxil-chardonnay, just in case.
I always have a combination of pills and alcohol ready to use.


I'd drive to hell to fill my eyes, face the sky.
I would go to any lengths, even dangerous ones, to get high.


And there's no trick to reason why I'll stay high.
There is no logical reason why I continue to abuse drugs to remain high.


Then it pins you to the wall
The effects of the drug make you feel trapped.


And you just can't turn it off.
Once under the influence, you can't stop using the drug.


Then you sink into the sea,
You feel like you are drowning or sinking into oblivion.


But it keeps you off your knees.
Using drugs keeps you from feeling weak or powerless.


And it keeps you on the phone.
Drugs can make you feel compelled to call people for no reason.


And you find yourself alone.
Drug use can lead to social isolation and loneliness.


You're giving it away.
You are losing control by giving in to your addiction.


If I ran out of pills today, reinstate.
If I run out of drugs, I need more immediately.


And I don't care what keeps me sane, just keep me sane.
I'll do whatever it takes to keep from feeling insane, including using dangerous drugs.


I'll take the risk and calculate, just when I'll break.
I know I'm taking a risk by using drugs, but I'm trying to find a way to keep using them without facing negative consequences.


If it keeps you on your way...
If using drugs keeps you going forward in life, then it's worth it to you.




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