Real Life
Shock Therapy Lyrics


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I could never close this endless hell
The grinding teeth and the alcohol smell
Do i really want whats best for me?
The paper tastes bad but thats o.k. For me

Real life

The techno-colour psycho-swell
Wishing it could never end
Now i start to feel the pain
I dont care about pain when i know im gonna gain

Real life
Real life, real life, real life, real life
Life all around me is falling apart

I think im gonna over dose
I feel the pain very close
The evil enters in my brain
The world is playing hard and im losing at this game

Real life
Real life, real life, real life, real life




Life all around me is falling apart
Real life, real life, real life

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Shock Therapy's song "Real Life" delve into the gritty and raw aspects of life that are often ignored. The opening line "I could never close this endless hell" sets the tone for the rest of the song, describing the perpetual state of despair that the singer finds themselves in. They describe the "grinding teeth and the alcohol smell," indicating that they are well acquainted with the darker sides of life.


The line "Do I really want what's best for me?" highlights the internal conflict that the singer is grappling with. They know that they should want what's best for themselves, but their actions and lifestyle contradict that notion. The line "the paper tastes bad but that's okay for me" suggests that the singer is indulging in drug use despite the negative consequences, indicating a lack of concern for their physical wellbeing.


The repeated refrain of "real life" emphasizes the harsh reality that the singer is living in. The line "life all around me is falling apart" drives home the idea that the singer is surrounded by chaos and instability. The final line "the world is playing hard and I'm losing at this game" suggests a sense of defeat and hopelessness.


Line by Line Meaning

I could never close this endless hell
I cannot escape this never-ending cycle of misery and despair.


The grinding teeth and the alcohol smell
I am tormented by my addiction to alcohol, which is slowly destroying me from within.


Do i really want whats best for me?
I question whether my actions and decisions are leading me towards a better life or only deeper into my current struggles.


The paper tastes bad but thats o.k. For me
I have become so numbed by my addiction that even the taste of paper (used for rolling cigarettes) does not bother me.


Real life
This phrase serves as a reminder of the harsh reality that I am living in, despite my attempts to escape it through my addiction.


The techno-colour psycho-swell
The intensity of my emotions and experiences is overwhelming, sometimes even psychedelic in nature.


Wishing it could never end
I am experiencing a fleeting sense of happiness or contentment, and I do not want it to fade away.


Now i start to feel the pain
My temporary sense of euphoria has dissipated, and I am left with the harsh reality of my struggles.


I dont care about pain when i know im gonna gain
I am willing to endure physical or emotional pain if it means that I will receive some sort of reward or benefit, such as a temporary boost from my addiction.


Life all around me is falling apart
The world is chaotic and unpredictable, and it sometimes feels like everything and everyone around me is in a state of disarray or crisis.


I think im gonna over dose
I fear that my addiction will lead me to take dangerous or lethal quantities of drugs or alcohol.


I feel the pain very close
I am acutely aware of the physical or emotional pain that I am experiencing or may experience due to my addiction.


The evil enters in my brain
My addiction is slowly taking over and corrupting my thoughts and feelings, leading me down a dangerous path.


The world is playing hard and im losing at this game
I feel like I am constantly struggling to keep up with the harsh and unforgiving demands of the world around me, and that my addiction is preventing me from winning this game of life.




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Comments from YouTube:

@woolfy02

I really want to try 'magnetic seizure therapy'. It's supposed to be a lot fewer side effects than regular ECT

@williamjohnson1668

ECT works wonders and was a gift from God to me.

@gragorysemenov4747

Да это кошмар

@denofcool

I don’t think this clip told us anything about anything, except that this lady had it sometime in the last 20 years.

@collegebrat9959

It never ended. I want it.

@day99988

Shordy you like 17

@Bassi2oo6

Me when I fall inside a hole I couldn’t see

@tool_fighter

This was essentially an infomercial for ECT. No mention of the thousand of people who have been permanently disabled by ECT.

@angeliccandy5832

Stop trying to make it sound like something it's not

@Error-33

​@@angeliccandy5832i have seen people completely lose the ability to feel emotions (or atleast display them to the outside world) and fully lose their personalities from this. The original commenter is right and this treatment is a very risky gamble. Now those people just wander off on the world, no emotion or anything to appreciate, its honestly sad to think about.

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