After You
Shy Lyrics

せまい部屋にモノだけがふえてく
Things keep piling up in this small room, leaving no space for memories to coexist.

思い出とも ともに住めなくなる
Memories cannot inhabit this space alongside everything else.

みおろした足の踏み場
Standing amidst everything, I am left with limited space to stand.

これが今の自分
This is who I am right now.

ずいぶん前に逃げた青い鳥
The blue bird I fled from a long time ago.

バルコニーから見える青い空
The blue sky visible from the balcony.

私にはどれも遠い
They all seem far away to me.

君のいない部屋で一人泣いていても
Even though I cry alone in this room without you,

とりかごの小さな
All I can do is swing the small cage,

ブランコを揺らすだけ
Of the tiny swing attached to it,

優しい人に優しくされる事にさえ
Even when I am shown kindness by kind people,

ただ ただ 困るフリ
All I can do is pretend to be troubled.

理解した筈、と先へ進んだ
I thought I understood and moved forward, but

現実はつめたいな、私には
Reality is cold to me,

甘えてるといわれても
Even when I'm told that I'm being too needy,

「おいていって下さい...」
I still hear the words, 'Please leave...'

好きだった人 まだ好きな人
Whether it's someone I liked or someone I still like,

どちらでも同じ もういないなら
It doesn't matter anymore if they're no longer here.

ひとりぼっちで 誰に
Alone, who do I have to,

強がるのでしょう
Put up a strong front?

あとどれくらいの悲しい日々を
How much longer will I spend in this sad state,

この部屋で忘れずにいたのなら
If I don't forget about everything that's happened in this room,

いとしいあなたのもとへ
Will I be called to be with you, my beloved?

召されるのかな
I wonder if I'll be summoned there.

秋も冬も君の声で泣いていたよ
I cried hearing your voice, in both autumn and winter.

覚えてる限りのおしゃべりを
Reciting every word of our conversations I still remember,

うたって
I sing along,

彼の名前を呼ぶ私のおうむ
The parrot in me calling out his name,

ただ ただ くりかえしで
Repeating this over and over again,

君のいない部屋で一人泣いていても
Even though I cry alone in this room without you,

秋も冬も君の声で泣いていたよ
I cried hearing your voice, in both autumn and winter.

ただ ただ くりかえしで
Repeating this over and over again,

ただ ただ くりかえしで
Repeating this over and over again,

ただ ただ くりかえしで
Repeating this over and over again.