Bayside
Shy Jnr Lyrics

I don't know what happened
I'm confused about the situation and uncertain how things have unfolded.

I just let you go and I don't know the consequences
I made the decision to end our relationship without understanding the repercussions of that choice.

Pictures burn and scars still open up from all this madness
Memories fade painfully, and the emotional wounds from this chaotic experience remain fresh and unresolved.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
I have no excuses or justifications for my actions and decisions.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
I feel overwhelmed by the presence of others, while grappling with my own internal struggles.

Rote-learn in my head all of the words to say 'I'm sorry'
I've memorized phrases to apologize, yet they feel hollow and insincere amidst my turmoil.

Broken promises are not the unexpected from me
It is typical for me to let others down and fail to follow through on my commitments.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
Once again, I find myself unable to provide justifications for my behavior.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
I feel isolated in my pain, surrounded by others yet struggling to connect.

Split personality
I often feel torn between different sides of myself, leading to inner conflict.

Multiple realities
I navigate through diverse perspectives and experiences that often clash.

It's the devil or the high sea, yeah
I feel torn between two difficult choices or paths, neither of which seems promising.

I can't begin to choose
I am paralyzed by indecision and unable to make a choice.

What precious things I lose
I am aware that I am sacrificing valuable relationships and moments through my choices.

It's like a Catch 22, oh no
I find myself in a paradox where any choice I make results in negative consequences.

Empty fulfilment it's no secret
It's obvious that my attempts to find satisfaction in life feel unfulfilling.

That I was always so wrong, ay
I recognize and admit my consistent errors in judgment throughout this turmoil.

I broke my heart in two
I feel profound emotional pain, having divided my affections and loyalty.

Having her or loving you
I'm torn between two individuals whom I care for deeply.

Pick a side I'll always lose
No matter which option I choose, I fear it will lead to disappointment for someone involved.

But I chose and now
I've made a decision, and now I have to confront the outcomes of that choice.

I don't know what happened
Once again, I find myself bewildered by the unfolding events.

I just let you go and I don't know the consequences
I’ve released the hold on a significant relationship without understanding what will happen next.

Pictures burn and scars still open up from all this madness
The memories are painful and persist, leaving emotional marks that are hard to heal.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
I remain unable to offer any explanations for my choices and actions.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
I am stuck in a crowd yet profoundly alone, grappling with personal battles.

Rote-learn in my head all of the words to say 'I'm sorry'
I repetitively go over apologies in my mind, striving to express my regret, but they feel insufficient.

Broken promises are not the unexpected from me
It’s not unusual for me to go back on my word; it’s become a pattern.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
Once more, I find I lack any reasonable explanation for my behavior.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
I feel trapped in a crowd, overwhelmed by my own issues while surrounded by others.

Heart broken by the Bayside
I have been emotionally shattered by experiences associated with a particular place or time.

I can't sleep tonight
Rest eludes me, as I am troubled by thoughts and emotions.

I wish I had the cash to buy some xans and make this alright
I desire to escape my distress through substances like Xanax, seeking solace in temporary relief.

Wonder what happened?
I’m left contemplating the circumstances that led to my current state.

Girls I'm just bad to 'em
I acknowledge that I have a pattern of mistreating the women I get involved with.

Give a couple days and I'd go stupid for the next one
After a brief period, I often find myself quickly infatuated with someone new.

Heart on the run
I feel as though my emotions are always in a state of flight, never settled.

A player in this game
I view myself as someone who engages in love casually, without commitment.

I'm hopeless with love
I struggle to navigate relationships effectively, feeling lost in matters of the heart.

And no girls will make this change
I’m resigned to the idea that no romantic connection will alter my challenges with love.

I'll hold you in my arms but might
Although I may embrace someone physically, I fear my emotional struggles may complicate the gesture.

Choke you in my embrace so
I am conscious that my affection can sometimes feel suffocating due to my own issues.

Please help me God
I am reaching out for divine assistance as I grapple with my despair.

I'm losing all my faith cos I don't know
My uncertainty about life and love is eroding my hope and belief in positive outcomes.

I don't know what happened
I continue to be perplexed by my situation and the choices I've made.

I just let you go and I don't know the consequences
I chose to end our connection without a grasp on what the fallout will be.

Pictures burn and scars still open up from all this madness
The remnants of painful memories cause ongoing emotional distress, reminiscent of chaotic times.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
I find myself again unable to explain or justify my actions and decisions.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
Caught in a crowd, I am overwhelmed by my loneliness mixed with the chaos surrounding me.

Rote-learn in my head all of the words to say 'I'm sorry'
I’ve rehearsed apologies in my mind, yet they feel inadequate to express the depth of my remorse.

Broken promises are not the unexpected from me
It’s become a norm for me to disappoint others by failing to uphold my commitments.

I can't tell no alibi to say why I have done this
Once more, I remain unable to provide a satisfactory explanation for my actions.

Me, myself and I, too many people here to deal with
Despite being surrounded by many, I feel a profound sense of solitude as I wrestle with my inner turmoil.