Midnight Decisions
Sia Lyrics

Remember when we had it all?
Do you remember when our relationship was perfect and we had everything we wanted?

Remember when you took my calls?
Do you remember when you would always answer my calls and we were always connected?

You were my whole world
You were everything to me and I couldn't imagine my life without you.

Not a thing said to me
But now you are not speaking to me and I don't understand why.

Question now if my heart bleeds
I am questioning if you even care that my heart is breaking.

I can't stop watching my phone
I can't stop checking my phone to see if you have called or texted me.

Can't turn it off
I can't even bear the thought of ignoring my phone, hoping to hear from you.

What is wrong with me? I can't, baby
I feel so desperate and alone without you and I can't handle it.

But if you change your mind then I'll miss it
If you do decide to reach out to me, I will be eagerly waiting for your call.

Now I'm crying alone
I am alone and heartbroken, with no one to comfort me.

Hotel, never much fun
Even though I am staying in a hotel, I don't feel any better or happier.

Not when there's nobody to catch your tears
There is no one here to offer me emotional support or to help me through my pain.

Out here
I feel so lost and hopeless, with nowhere to turn.

I know, last night we made some midnight decisions
I am aware that last night we did something impulsive and potentially life-changing.

Did I mess up? Oh God I hope I didn't
I am worried that my actions last night may have ruined any chance of us reconciling.

It's all a blur when we talk through the liquor
Last night, we were both drunk, and now I can barely remember or understand what happened.

I always regret midnight decisions
In the past, I have often felt remorseful after making impulsive decisions late at night.

Soothe me now, soothe me, old friend
I am seeking comfort from a familiar source, someone who has been there for me before.

Warm my body, dunk my head
I need physical comfort to help me soothe my emotional pain.

Kill the chattering
I need to silence the negative thoughts and worries that are consuming me.

Keep the voices from screaming
I need to block out the negative self-talk and focus on healing.

Kill the chattering
I need to quiet my mind and find inner peace.

You were my whole world
You were everything to me and my entire life revolved around you.

Pull me out, I wanna fall
I am so consumed by my pain that I want to give up and lose myself completely.

Fall into the rabbit hole
I want to let my pain and sadness consume me completely, like falling into a deep hole.

Just pull me out, the pain is great
I need someone to save me from my pain and help me find my way back to happiness.

The pain of losin' you today
Losing you has caused me so much pain and heartbreak, and I don't know how to cope.

I'm in here bawling, just a friend
I am crying uncontrollably, and I don't even have a close friend here to comfort me.

Never thought we'd meet again
I never imagined that we would end up in this painful and distant place.

But here you are, one more, again
But even in this pain, I can't help but hope that we might be able to reconcile and be together again.

You're calling me
Even though we are distant now, I still long for your call and your connection.