Never
Sick and Sad Lyrics

Bittersweet
The situation is both pleasant and unpleasant at the same time.

Tossing and turning like it was yesterday
I can't sleep because these thoughts keep coming back to me, as if they just happened yesterday.

A memory
This is a recollection of an event that happened in the past.

I remember now like it never faded
This memory is so vivid that I feel like I am experiencing it for the first time.

Makes me feel like you're living
This memory is so vivid that it makes it feel like the person is still alive.

Feels like you're living inside of me
The memory is so strong that it feels like the person is still a part of me.

All is done and forgiven
I have moved on from the past and forgiven the person involved.

I grew up but you didn't now listen, to me
I have matured and learned from the past, but the other person hasn't and won't listen to me.

This love has turned to grey
The love that was once vibrant and colorful has now become dull and lifeless.

You're the darkest shade of black
The person has become the opposite of what they once were, and now bring negativity and darkness into my life.

I wouldn't want anyone other but
Despite everything, I still only want this person and no one else.

I'm still chasing the brightest red
I am still searching for the passion and intensity that was once present in our relationship.

And I didn't need you before
Before this relationship, I was perfectly fine without this person in my life.

And I don't need you now
Despite my feelings, I know that I can survive and thrive without this person in my life.

But when it's all coming down
When everything is falling apart and I am vulnerable, my feelings for this person resurface.

I'm far from never
Despite everything, I know that I could never truly be over this person.

Caught up in a dream
I am lost in my own thoughts and imagination.

And like nothing else mattered
In that moment, everything else fades away and this person is all that matters.

We just stayed in place
We were stuck in this moment and couldn't move forward.

And I believed you
I trusted this person completely, even in a dangerous situation.

'Cause such a dangerous plan can be such a sweet escape
Even though it was risky, it was worth it for the feeling of escape and freedom.

But our clock kept ticking like a bomb
Our relationship was ticking like a time bomb, waiting to explode.

But I'd buried my senses, helpless
I was ignoring the warning signs and couldn't do anything to stop what was about to happen.

It blew off, took me with it
Our relationship exploded and it took me down with it.

You got out only as a witness
The other person was able to escape and only had to witness the aftermath of the explosion.