Redemption
Siedd Lyrics

History repeats but made mine an exception
Although history often repeats itself, I strive to make my life an exception to this pattern.

Couldn't go back I just needed redemption
I cannot change the past, but I seek redemption to improve my present and future.

Gave you my heart, I gave it all in
I gave all of my love and devotion to someone I cared for deeply.

Lord have mercy you know of all of my sins
I pray for mercy and forgiveness from God, as I am acutely aware of my past mistakes and shortcomings.

Had a heart but I broke mine in half
I used to have a full and open heart, but now it feels shattered and incomplete.

I gave you a part and I kept the other half
I shared a piece of my heart with someone, but kept some of it guarded and protected.

Lately when I go to sleep I can never feel rest
I struggle with inner turmoil and find it hard to achieve restful sleep.

Guess some are so poor money is all that they have
Some people are so lacking in resources that money becomes their sole source of security and survival.

There's something so addictive about all of these things
I am drawn to certain behaviors or substances that are difficult to resist, despite their harmful effects.

I'm tryna get sober from all of these pains
I am striving to recover and heal from the emotional and physical pains that have haunted me.

There's a higher power watching, I can feel it over me
I sense the presence and guidance of a greater spiritual force that is watching over me.

Yeah If I got you, then they got nothing on me
I feel strong and invincible as long as I have the support and love of someone I care about.

Cause Lord I know
I affirm my faith and knowledge in a higher power that guides me.

I know you always listen
I am confident that my prayers and pleas are heard by a higher power.

Things will be better God willing
I am optimistic and hopeful that things will improve, with the blessing and guidance of a higher power.

High hopes, high ambitions
I hold lofty dreams and aspirations for myself, fueled by my faith and determination.

Lord forgive me for what I've become
I seek forgiveness and release from the guilt and shame of my past actions and personality traits.

I'm not proud of it all
I admit and regret the negative aspects of my life and self.

I'm ashamed of it all
I feel guilt and embarrassment for the negative aspects of my life and self.