I Hate You
Siege & Menace Lyrics

We were in the sewers for hours, do you even remember how we got here?
How did we end up in this terrible place for so long? Can you even recall what led us here?

How did I get here?
What events led me to this place and time?

How do I get out of here?
What steps do I need to take to leave this situation?

All I wanted was gone
Whatever I desired is no longer available to me

So, all I got was null
I received nothing, or perhaps something that is of no value or interest.

Were you always this way?
Is this your customary manner of behavior, or have you changed for the worse?

When did you get full?
At what point did you become content or sated?

We were so young
We were once inexperienced and naive

You moved away
You eventually left and went elsewhere

Oh, your back now?
After your absence, have you returned permanently or just temporarily?

Are you here to stay?
Will you remain with us or depart again soon?

You've made your life now, I hope you're happy
I imagine that you have established yourself and your existence, and I hope you find happiness therein.

Looking back on it
As I consider the past

Oh how we've changed
It is remarkable how different we are now

Thinking back on it
Reflecting upon the past

Isn't it strange?
It seems peculiar or unusual to me

I gave you everything
I offered you every possible thing I could

Which wasn't enough
However, my actions or offerings were insufficient to meet your needs or desire

That's not my name
That is not what I am called or identified as

Someone your thinking of?
Are you confusing me with someone else, or thinking about someone else entirely?

Am I someone your thinking of?
Perhaps I am not accurately deducing what you are thinking or feeling.

You've made your bed now, how are you sleeping?
You have taken definitive actions and decisions, so how do you feel about these now?

All of the Forest
The entirety of the woods or a forested area

All of these Hills
All of the hills and hummocks present in our surroundings

All of the memories
Every recollection that can be summoned

I don't feel
I am devoid or lacking in sensation or emotion

Very near to you
I am in close proximity to you

Anymore
Not like before, or not recently

I broke my hand
I fractured or injured my hand

slamming the door
Closing the door with great force or anger

Wait is this where I sleep? is this my bed? Is this what happens between life and death?
I am uncertain of my location and whether I am in a state of consciousness or unconsciousness

Let's go back to when you came in
Let us revisit the point or event when you arrived

Did you find him yet?
Have you located the person or entity in question?

Are you living in sin?
Is your life characterized by immoral behavior or actions?

What's the matter, Dan?
What is causing you distress or concern, Dan?

Is this not what you thought?
Are you disappointed or dissatisfied with this situation or outcome?

I guess not
I suppose this is not the case

I fell in love
I became infatuated or enamored with someone

With your half-hearted grin
With your insincere or unenthusiastic smile

What's the matter, now?
What currently is the issue or problem?

Did you not think that I would?
Did you not believe or assume that I would feel a certain way or take specific actions?

Laying down on the couch
Reclining on the sofa or divan

I guess that I should
It would probably be most beneficial or appropriate for me to do so

I can't stand all these thoughts of you coming back
I am unable to tolerate or endure reflection upon the possibility of your return

I can't feel anything that I might have missed
There is no sensation related to any hypothetical experiences or opportunities that I may have overlooked

Doesn't this sound familiar? Oh! I think I remember this
This situation or event seems reminiscent of something that I recall or have experienced before

I was in bed all week
I remained in the bed for the entirety of one week

Someone was knocking on the door
There was a person repeatedly striking or tapping the entranceway to the dwelling

Then I heard you start to speak
Subsequently, your voice came to my attention

Doesn't Only God Forgive?
Is it not only the divine creator who is capable or willing to grant forgiveness?

Did you forgive me for that night?
Have you absolved me for the perceived offense or transgression that occurred during that period?

I never had any answers
I lacked any solutions or responses to the various questions or issues encountered

To make you feel alright
With the goal or intent of causing your satisfaction or contentment

"What the hell are you doing?"
An exclamation of surprise or shock at the actions or behaviors observed

"You could be doing me."
A crude suggestion or proposition regarding sexual activity

I think that's what you said
I believe that is the message or statement that you conveyed

Matter of factly
In a straightforward and unemotional manner

What do I even say to that?
I am unsure of an appropriate response or comment to this vulgar remark

What was even the point?
What was the reason or purpose behind this interaction or experience?

This sex isn't the answer
Physical intimacy is not the solution to our problems or issues

This sex only disappoints
Engaging in this activity is unfulfilling and unsatisfactory

I know that one day we will find
I am certain that eventually we will discover

A little bit more time
A small amount of additional time or opportunity

To make it feel alright
To bring about a sense of comfort or contentment

I swear it will be alright
I promise that everything will someday be satisfactory or pleasing

If T.O.M had learned anything it was that you cant ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event
If Tom had achieved any understanding, it would be that ordinary occurrences in our lives should not be imbued with extraordinary or supernatural importance

coincidence - that's all anything ever is. Nothing more than coincidence.
Events that appear to be connected or have a special meaning are often purely the result of chance and should not be treated as anything more meaningful

T.O.M had finally learned there are no miracles, there's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be. T.O.M was...
Tom had come to understand that there are no events that are inherently blessed by a higher power or predetermined