Toronto
Silverstein Lyrics


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You know I have to go back to the place I hate the most
Long ago it used to help me grow
Always kept me feeling safe from coast to coast

Lock the gates at night and don't set my place
I won't be back to see how the snow covers leaves
I counted down the hours until I found a shortcut home to you
But I'm just passing through
Barely a guest, a stranger in my own home

I'm back in Toronto, but just until tomorrow
That's when the bleeding stops again
Put off all the feelings, forget all the meanings
Just let it cycle through my head
We're spinning again, the sinning is innocent
Until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again

You kicked and screamed until you met your defeat
And slammed the door behind me, where you stood for weeks
I spent all night pretending I was alright
I justified, I planned, but I know deep inside
I can't withstand temptation by your hand

I'm back in Toronto, but just until tomorrow
That's when the bleeding stops again
Put off all the feelings, forget all the meanings
Just let it cycle through my head
We're spinning again, the sinning is innocent
Until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again

Back home, Liberty, cutting through the park
I see everything has changed except for me
This place is called home but I've never been so scared
To face the cold, breathe in the truth from the air
This place is called home, but from Kensington to Dee's
Everything I pass it plants a seed
And it takes me back to a time when all I had
Was a cloud over my head, weights on my feet
This place is called home but it's not where I will stay
It's all temporary, I know I'll never move away




But I know this city will always feel strange
This city is a stranger to me

Overall Meaning

The song Toronto by Silverstein explores the complexities of coming home to a place that used to be familiar and comforting, but now feels foreign and unsettling. The first stanza sets the tone for the rest of the song, as the singer muses on the idea of returning to a place they hate, yet once found solace in. The mention of the gates being locked at night suggests a level of fear or mistrust, while the use of the word "shortcut" implies a desire to escape as quickly as possible.


The second stanza delves deeper into the singer's feelings of discomfort, as they confront the reality of the situation - the bleeding won't stop until they leave again. They try to ignore their emotions and forget the past, but the cycle of returning to Toronto and repeating old mistakes persists. The line "the sinning is innocent, until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again" captures the sense of guilt or shame that comes with falling into familiar, destructive patterns.


The final stanza is perhaps the most poignant, as the singer reflects on how much they've changed since leaving Toronto. While the physical landscape has transformed (seen in the mention of Liberty and Kensington), the singer feels like they themselves have not grown or evolved. They are still burdened by their past, and the familiar sights and sounds of the city only serve to remind them of this. Toronto is a stranger to them now, and they to it.


Line by Line Meaning

You know I have to go back to the place I hate the most
Returning to the place where I have negative emotions is necessary for me.


Long ago it used to help me grow
In the past, this place helped me mature and develop.


Always kept me feeling safe from coast to coast
When moving around the country, this place provided a sense of security and comfort.


Lock the gates at night and don't set my place
I don't want visitors, secure my home and don't leave it unlocked.


I won't be back to see how the snow covers leaves
I won't come back to see any changes or natural occurrences.


I counted down the hours until I found a shortcut home to you
I eagerly anticipated getting back to you and took a quick route.


But I'm just passing through
I'm only briefly stopping here on my way to another destination.


Barely a guest, a stranger in my own home
Despite being in my own place, I don't feel comfortable and feel like an outsider.


I'm back in Toronto, but just until tomorrow
I'm in Toronto for a very short time and will be leaving soon.


That's when the bleeding stops again
Once I leave Toronto, the emotional pain and suffering will subside.


Put off all the feelings, forget all the meanings
I'm avoiding and ignoring all of the emotions and reasons for being in Toronto.


Just let it cycle through my head
I'm letting my thoughts and emotions run through my mind without actively engaging with them.


We're spinning again, the sinning is innocent
We're repeating our destructive behaviour, but it feels less impactful and wrong this time.


Until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again
We'll keep making the same mistakes and end up returning to Toronto in the future.


You kicked and screamed until you met your defeat
You resisted but eventually surrendered and let me leave.


And slammed the door behind me, where you stood for weeks
You shut the door and remained in one spot, unable to move on.


I spent all night pretending I was alright
I lied to myself and pretended I wasn't affected by what happened.


I justified, I planned, but I know deep inside
I tried to rationalize and make excuses, but I was aware of the truth.


I can't withstand temptation by your hand
I can't resist the lure of being with you.


Back home, Liberty, cutting through the park
I'm in my neighbourhood, walking through a park on Liberty Street.


I see everything has changed except for me
Although everything around me is different, I'm still the same person.


This place is called home but I've never been so scared
I'm afraid of this place, even though it's supposed to be my home.


To face the cold, breathe in the truth from the air
Confronting reality is difficult and painful, but necessary.


Everything I pass it plants a seed
Each thing I see or experience has a lasting impact on me in some way.


And it takes me back to a time when all I had
I'm transported to a time in the past when things were different.


Was a cloud over my head, weights on my feet
I felt weighed down and burdened by emotions and circumstances.


This place is called home but it's not where I will stay
Although it's called home, I won't remain here forever.


It's all temporary, I know I'll never move away
I realize that nothing is permanent and that I'll eventually leave.


But I know this city will always feel strange
No matter how long I live here, this city will never feel familiar or comfortable.


This city is a stranger to me
I don't feel like I belong in this city or connect with it on a deep level.




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Fernandez Martin

You know I have to go back to the place I hate the most.
Long ago it used to help me grow,
Always kept me feeling safe from coast to coast.

Lock the gates at night and don’t set my place,
I won’t be back to see how the snow covers leaves.
I counted down the hours until I found a shortcut home to you,
But I’m just passing through,
Barely a guest, a stranger in my own home.

I'm back in Toronto, but just til tomorrow,
That's when the bleeding stops again.
Put off all the feelings, forget all the meanings,
Just let it cycle through my head.
We’re spinning again, the sinning is innocent,
Until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again.

You kicked and screamed until you met your defeat
And slammed the door behind me, where you stood for weeks.
I spent all night pretending I was alright,
I justified, I planned, but I know deep inside
I can’t withstand temptation by your hand.

I'm back in Toronto, but just til tomorrow,
That's when the bleeding stops again.
Put off all the feelings, forget all the meanings,
Just let it cycle through my head.
We’re spinning again, the sinning is innocent,
Until we realize that we're back in Toronto once again.

Back home, Liberty, cutting through the park
I see everything has changed except for me.
This place is called home but I’ve never been so scared
To face the cold, breathe in the truth from the air.
This place is called home, but from Kensington to Dee’s,
Everything I pass it plants a seed.
And it takes me back to a time when all I had
Was a cloud over my head, weights on my feet.
This place is called home but it’s not where I will stay,
It’s all temporary, I know I’ll never move away,
But I know this city will always feel strange,
This city is a stranger to me.



All comments from YouTube:

Oh its Mike

Holy shit balls.  Shane has definitely been working on his singing.  He sounded amazing on every track, and every track was better than the last...not sure what my favorite is yet besides all of them.  9.5/10

Tyler Reece

forever and always I will love this band from the beginning till the future.

Katja H

Tyler Reece +1

Logan Sorensen

I see what ya did there 😃

German Resendiz

Tyler Reece pun intended lol nice xD

Jebber Gaming Jaws

Yes 👍

Irrenoid

This makes me want to throw on my long coat and take a train ride in Toronto while watching the world pass me by. Classic and timeless song; I have so many memories attached to it.

Karol

OMG WHAT A PERFECT ALBUM. I LOVE IT

Jem

This is the song that got me into Silverstein, and a lot of their material is different (in a good way) but I would not mind if they just put out an album full of these acoustic/midwest emo inspired tracks. This is probably one of my favorites ever. Thanks.

dfgdfb sdfvv

full acoustic album would be nuts with full band 2 on some tracks

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