Ben Graham vocals
Luke Graham guitar
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Ben Graham vocals
Luke Graham guitar
Josh Johnson bass
Audie Grantham drums
There are few who place honesty and vulnerability as their foremost virtues in artistry. After all, rock n’ roll has been built on fantasies, imaginations, and the hype of cartoonlike demagogues. Yet, today, as the music industry itself searches for new voices, there seems to be a growing hunger among the public for something real, something beyond plastic personas and fake fluorescent skies.
The music industry is crying out for an honest voice. Since October has answered these cries with This is My Heart.
Neither pompous nor pretentious, this is not another of the endless parade of power-pop outfits or screamo clones. Simply put, this is a collection of heavy rock songs that have endless commercial viability and no agenda beyond connecting with the hearts of any and all who would hear them. Frontman and lyricist Ben Graham explains:
“It’s truth. It’s real life stories. And this record is a part of me. And probably a part of me that most people would never see if I could not put it to music, it’s honest. It’s just rock n roll. We love big melodies, we love harmonies, throw in a little screaming and that’s us. We are fans of that type of music and that’s probably why we play and write it.”
One need look no further than the band’s first rock single, “Disaster” for the crux of their approach. Though the guitars cut like knives and the opening vocal lines are delivered with ferocious firepower, there is a universal quality that is distinct and tangible in the first seconds of the track. A hooky, melodic verse gives way to a chorus that is...gigantic. Such is the case with entirety of This is From My Heart, though the other most notable single is their upcoming second “In This Moment.” Given the proper exposure these songs can sit alongside the heavyweights of the active rock world.
Lyrically speaking, Graham’s lyrics are as connective as the sonic qualities of the songs themselves. Visions of desperation, hope, and redemption are painted with primary colors against the sonic canvas, leaving the listener with no uncertain impressions. He speaks words of wisdom on learning from mistakes on “Disaster”: Thank God for disaster, disaster and tears. Thank God for my reason, my reason to fear. On “Guilty,” he pleads for heaven to release him from tainted memories: Guilt has got the best of me.
I’m holding on to almost nothing, wondering if innocence could ever lead to my forgiveness. And finally, on “Follow Me Down” he confides in the listener about his own battles with pride: My struggle is not flesh and blood now. This pride I loved is staring me down, constantly it’s taking me far away from the place that I should be. Graham does present an idea of his own perfection, but rather his need for salvation on every single track. Needless to say, these songs from hearts that have been humbled from real life experiences.
Though this is the band’s first label release, these four Bradenton, Florida stalwarts are far from freshmen. They sold over 5,000 copies of an independent release prior to signing to Tooth and Nail, and have toured extensively during the two-year stretch that has led them up to this point. Having shared the stage with Seventh Day Slumber, Pillar, Disciple, Decypher Down, and Underoath, they are more than prepared for the hundreds of shows that are soon to follow. Graham comments on their touring approach:
“I love the fact that the industry is shifting back towards the live show; you will not make it far if you cannot make a lasting impression with your performance. We feel more than prepared to meet this challenge--God willing--and are more than excited to show people what we can do.”
With the proper perspective and motivation on where their potential success lies, this band has something that few possess: brokenness. Where the proud and boastful abound, here are four men who know what it means to admit who they truly are behind any perception. They are men who know their destinies lie outside their own hands.
“We want to be successful enough to stay on the road and continue to do what I love. We want to stay as far away from all the politics and nonsense that comes along with industry. We don’t want to get bogged down with anything except our primary purpose and vision: To encourage people with our music. We would love to change lives along the way, and provide therapy for the listener.”
Guilty
Since October Lyrics
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So exactly what does that mean
For me now have I given up
On almost everything
My scars are easy to see
Haunting reminders indeed
And they still bleed
Begging, pleading now
Intercede please show me how
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
You're asking nothing of me
Just say goodbye and I'm free
It's so easy, I don't understand
But I want it more than anything
Can't seem to begin to release
This guilty conscience for peace
It's so hard till I'm back here
I'm back on my knees
Begging, pleading now
Intercede please show me how
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
Guilt has got the best of me
I'm holding on to almost nothing
Wondering if innocence
Could ever lead to my forgiveness
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
If I could survive, if I was innocent
Would you take the blame for me?
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me? Guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me? Guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me? Guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me?
The lyrics of Since October's song Guilty explore themes of guilt, self-doubt, and the desire for redemption. The opening lines reveal the singer's apathy towards success, indicating a lack of motivation or soul-searching to overcome their feelings of worthlessness. The reference to scars serves as a metaphor for past mistakes and failures that continue to torment them. They long for someone to take the blame and carry the weight of their guilt. The chorus repeats the question of whether someone would take the blame for them, exploring the complexity of guilt and the search for absolution.
The middle section of the song reflects on the desire for release and states how easy it would be to just say goodbye and be free. However, the singer struggles with overcoming their guilty conscience, and finds themselves back on their knees, begging for someone to help them. The final lines express a longing for forgiveness, wondering if innocence is enough, and pleading for someone to take the blame for them.
Guilty is a powerful song that deals with heavy themes of guilt and redemption. The lyrics inspire introspection and the human longing for forgiveness and absolution.
Line by Line Meaning
Good luck means nothing to me
I don't believe in luck or divine intervention.
So exactly what does that mean
Can you explain to me what good luck has to do with anything?
For me now have I given up
I'm defeated and have lost faith in myself.
On almost everything
I find it hard to see purpose or worth in nearly everything.
My scars are easy to see
I wear the physical and emotional scars of my past.
Haunting reminders indeed
Memories of those scars linger in my mind and still impact me.
And they still bleed
Despite time, they continue to impact me deeply.
For the first time I'm down on my knees
In this present moment, I am humbled and in despair.
Begging, pleading now
I am seeking help and desperate for change.
Intercede please show me how
I implore someone to intervene and guide me out of my despair.
If I could survive, if I was innocent
If only I hadn't suffered or been responsible for past wrongs.
Would you take the blame for me?
Would someone else take on the responsibility and consequences of those mistakes?
You're asking nothing of me
I'm surprised that this isn't going to cost me anything.
Just say goodbye and I'm free
If I can just cut ties, maybe I can move on from my guilt.
It's so easy, I don't understand
It seems too simple, almost like it can't be real.
But I want it more than anything
Despite my doubts, I crave release from my past mistakes.
Can't seem to begin to release
I don't know how to let go of my guilt and pain.
This guilty conscience for peace
My constant guilt and regret is preventing me from finding peace.
It's so hard till I'm back here
I thought I was making progress, but now I feel like I'm back at square one.
I'm back on my knees
Once again, I am humbled and begging for help.
Guilt has got the best of me
My guilt is overwhelming and controlling me.
I'm holding on to almost nothing
I'm struggling to find purpose or meaning in my life amidst my guilt.
Wondering if innocence
I'm questioning if being innocent would really make a difference.
Could ever lead to my forgiveness
Would being innocent finally allow me to find forgiveness and closure?
Blame for me
I am asking someone else to take on my blame and responsibility.
Would you take the blame for me? Guilty
If only someone else could bear the burden of my guilt and mistakes.
Lyrics © CAPITOL CHRISTIAN MUSIC GROUP, DistroKid, Capitol CMG Publishing
Written by: Ben Graham, Luke Graham, Josh Johnson, Audie Grantham
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@DDAngel1
Good luck means nothing to me
So exactly what does that mean for me now
Have I given up on almost everything
My scars are easy to see
Haunting reminders indeed
And they still bleed
For the first time I'm down on my knees
Begging, pleading now
Intercede please
Show me how
CHORUS
If I could survive
If I was innocent, would you take the blame for me
If I could survive
If I was innocent, would you take the blame for me
You're asking nothing of me
Just say good bye and I'm free
It's so easy, I don't understand
But I want it more than anything
Can't seem to begin to release
This guilty conscience for peace
It's so hard till I'm back here
I'm back on my knees
Begging, pleading now
Intercede please
Show me how
CHORUS
Guilt has got the best of me
I'm holding on to almost nothing
Wondering if innocence
Could ever lead to my forgiveness
CHORUS
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me, guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me, guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me, guilty
Blame for me
Would you take the blame for me
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@sleeka00
every now and then you come across a christian band that knows who to rock, good tune
@garciagg3s
the guy on the drums is awesome!! I love this band.
@HamRadioConcepts
I installed internet at the drummers house, what a cool guy. looks beastly but hes so nice. this band is amazing.
@rickyreinhardt7045
I knew his momma
@rogueghost9737
Love this song so much I can't stop playing it
@MyDeathangel69
Became a fan of this band when i heard one of P.O.D's first songs loved ever since
@Railfreak78
This may sound odd but it reminds me of crossing Korn with Nonpoint. These guys sound really cool and I'm going to see them in a couple days. I hope they sound good live. I'm pumped!
@TgBigNeil
Grew up with these guys and proud to call them all close friends...
@danielmendonca3186
I Loved the drummer!!!
@andrewhohlfeld
Would love to see these guys again, not much activity from them as of the late... so sad, they are awesome!