"I felt compelled to write about this band because they really do hearken back to the days before hardcore music became so blatantly commercial, and they really remind of a band I would have been in love with when I first got into heavier music. Sounding like something of a cross between Vision of Disorder meets modern day Remembering Never, with touches of Bury Your Dead and even Lamb of God, Sinshrift employs the necessary tools to have a successful sound without becoming cliché and compromised. "
- Denvermusic
Crawling Back
Sinshrift Lyrics
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Through the darkness
I held you high
Even past all the suffering
it was all in vain
I could never read the signs.
Now distorted these lines have eroded
Theres no symmetry between you and I
A life has lost its meaning and you deny my pain
I've fallen down again
I'm crawling back
Crawling back to you
Now I'm holding on to my last breath
I've become somebody else
Don't say anything
I've made this hell my own
Can't see how I can forget
All the little things
That made you so perfect
Now distorted these lines have eroded
Theres no symmetry between you and I
Its now fleeting
A life has lost its meaning and you deny my pain
I've fallen down again
I'm crawling back
Crawling back to you
Now I'm holding on to my last breath
The lies, I can’t take it
(take it)
The lyrics to Sinshrift's song Crawling Back express the pain and desperation of a person who is struggling to let go of someone they love, even though that person has caused them suffering and pain. The singer asks the listener to look into their eyes, hoping that they will see the depth of their pain and understand their struggle. However, the singer ultimately acknowledges that their efforts to hold on to this person are in vain and that they were unable to read the signs that foretold their separation. The lines that used to bring them comfort and joy in the relationship have become distorted and eroded, highlighting the lost connection between the singer and their beloved.
The singer concedes that their loved one denies their pain and has moved on, leaving the singer alone and in despair. The singer states that they have fallen down again and are crawling back to their loved one, despite the hurt they caused. They realize that they have become someone else in the process, and their beloved's perfection is now distorted and unreachable. The singer acknowledges that they have made their own hell, and they cannot see a way to forget the special moments that they shared with their loved one.
The final chorus is the singer's last plea, as they hold on to their last breath, unable to bear the lies and pain anymore. The song closes with the repetition of "I'm crawling back, crawling back to you," leaving the listener with the sense that the singer is unable to let go, despite their suffering.
Line by Line Meaning
Can you look into my eyes
Can you see my pain?
Through the darkness
Despite the difficult times we faced
I held you high
I put you on a pedestal
Even past all the suffering
Despite all the pain we went through
it was all in vain
It didn't work out
I could never read the signs.
I didn't see the warning signs
Now distorted these lines have eroded
Our relationship has deteriorated
Theres no symmetry between you and I
We're not on the same wavelength
It's now fleeting
Our time together is short-lived
A life has lost its meaning and you deny my pain
I feel lost and you're not helping me
I've fallen down again
I'm back to where I started
I'm crawling back
I'm trying again
Crawling back to you
Hoping things will work out this time
Now I'm holding on to my last breath
I'm giving it my all
I've become somebody else
I've changed because of our relationship
Don't say anything
I don't want to hear it
I've made this hell my own
I've accepted the bad situation
Can't see how I can forget
It's hard to move on
All the little things
All the special moments we shared
That made you so perfect
That made you seem flawless
The lies, I can’t take it (take it)
I'm tired of the dishonesty
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* Shenanigans
This song is great, I'm adding it to my play list. I love your music & how you play together so well, I've been to several shows where the bands are obviously playing the same song but it's sounds wrong cause they're playing their part but not flowing together. I hope that makes sense, you all sound amazing!!
Punk1019
Yes!!!!!!!!! Been here since 2011 I love y’all I can’t wait for the album! Please upload this to Spotify!
Kimberlie Evans
I love it!!!! It's on repeat so I know the lyrics for tonight's show!!! I can't wait to see you guys tonight and Celebrate my sister's belated birthday (it was two days ago) at your Headlining Show!! 🤘🏼 🤘🏼 🤘🏼 🤘🏼 🤘🏼
Daniel Culver
Amazing work guys! Love it. Can’t wait to share the stage with you guys again!
Mamafufs
Found y'all through Instagram. Gotta say I'm not disappointed! New fan here, can't wait to see how far you guys go! Love this!
Melohdies
Can’t wait for the full album. Been following for years!
Phil Bryson
Awesome!!!! I love this, keep it coming.
Heidi D
Such a great song!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻
Kill Your Name
Fucking amazing!!!!!!! Omg! Best band in Arizona hands downs!
T. Lynn
My new obsession, added to my playlist!!