Who Knows
Sister City Lyrics


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Probably
I'm not as angry as I should be
A stiff and stoic apology
From a crumbling bastion of closed-eyed empathy

I don't believe
In the curative properties
Of rivers or of centuries-old exercises for our egos or
Of pushing my beliefs on anybody
I've already lost them
I couldn't care less

Suddenly
I am brought to my knees
By all the things I see
So unabashedly
In disrepair
Insight inciting fires in my stare
So goddamn self-aware
In conflict or in tandem with the "I don't cares"
As genuine as irony thrown unprepared
And ignorant and faultless
Like the men nailed up on crosses
The horizon duly dotted
On any given day

If I leave
Or is it when, I mean?
I will turn around
And take in everything




And I'd expect that I will see
There was always something there for me

Overall Meaning

The first verse of Sister City's "Who Knows" addresses the singer's emotional state. The singer notes that they feel less angry than they should be, as if they've resigned themselves to the world's shortcomings. They approach their need to apologize due to their empathy being "closed-eyed," which suggests that it is both passive and unseeing. They reject the idea that "rivers" or "centuries-old exercises for our egos" can cure the problems they see in the world. Additionally, they don't want to push their beliefs on others because they already feel like they've lost them.


In the second verse, the singer has a moment of realization where they can't help but be emotionally overcome by the world's suffering. They describe their awareness as "goddamn self-aware" and their emotions as "insight inciting fires in my stare." Their view of the world stands in stark contrast to "the 'I don't cares'," who they suggest are indifferent or ignorant. The singer acknowledges the lack of control they have over the world and compares their existence to the men on crosses. Finally, the singer acknowledges leaving one day and wanting to take in everything that exists.


Line by Line Meaning

Probably
There's uncertainty in my beliefs


I'm not as angry as I should be
I'm not as emotional as I'm expected to be


A stiff and stoic apology
A formal and unfeeling expression of regret


From a crumbling bastion of closed-eyed empathy
From an institution that lacks compassion and introspection


I don't believe
I don't have faith in


In the curative properties
In the healing powers


Of rivers or of centuries-old exercises for our egos or
Of natural elements or long-standing traditions that improve our self-esteem or


Of pushing my beliefs on anybody
Of imposing my convictions on others


I've already lost them
I don't have them anymore


I couldn't care less
I don't have any interest or concern


Suddenly
Unexpectedly


I am brought to my knees
I'm humbled


By all the things I see
By the harsh realities that confront me


So unabashedly
So brazenly


In disrepair
In bad condition


Insight inciting fires in my stare
I'm gaining clarity that fuels my passion


So goddamn self-aware
I'm painfully conscious of my shortcomings


In conflict or in tandem with the "I don't cares"
Contradicting or complementing those who lack concern


As genuine as irony thrown unprepared
As authentic as unexpected contradictions


And ignorant and faultless
Uninformed but innocent


Like the men nailed up on crosses
As helpless victims of society's injustices


The horizon duly dotted
The expected future marked with uncertainty


On any given day
At any moment


If I leave
When I depart


Or is it when, I mean?
Maybe it's already decided, but I don't know


I will turn around
I will look back


And take in everything
And remember all there was


And I'd expect that I will see
I predict that I'll realize


There was always something there for me
There were always opportunities or lessons I missed




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