Life After Death
Sixx:A.M. Lyrics


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So here we are at the end
And at the same time we're at the beginning
Of this misadventure
Why I had to go down a dead end street
At two hundred miles an hour
Screaming for vengeance and embracing death
That's still something I'm trying to figure out
You know a part of me thinks this is some big master plan
To expose the raw nerve endings of dysfunction so I can heal
But you know addicts, we think everything's about us, don't we?

Man it got so convoluted, polluted, and distorted
I ran with the only information I was given
I turned it into my armor, my defense mechanism
And my weapon of self destruction
Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood
And I was a troubled teen
Those are facts
How I got there? That's a story told by many voices
It's not my job to blame anybody anymore
I just need to accept the path I was given





This is, without a doubt
My life after death

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Sixx:A.M.'s song "Life After Death" reflect on the journey of an addict who has reached the end of their life but is also at the beginning of their next phase. The lines "Here we are at the end, and at the same time we're at the beginning" sets the tone of the song and the message it seeks to convey. The lyrics explore the reasons why the singer had to go down a dead end street at 200 miles an hour, screaming for vengeance while also embracing death. The character is searching for answers and trying to figure out if there is a master plan behind their dysfunction that could help them to heal.


The song acknowledges that running with the only information that was given to him became his armor, defense mechanism and weapon of self-destruction. The lyrics focus on accepting the addictions that plague him rather than blaming his childhood or anyone else. The addict concludes that his life after death is the realization and acceptance of his path, and that it is not a matter of blaming anyone for how he ended up in this situation. The singer is finally at peace with their inevitable fate and the addict is willing to take ownership of their life.


Line by Line Meaning

So here we are at the end
We have reached a point in our lives where we feel like everything is over.


And at the same time we're at the beginning
Simultaneously, we are starting a new phase of life.


Of this misadventure
This journey we have been on has been challenging.


Why I had to go down a dead end street
I question why I had to make such bad decisions.


At two hundred miles an hour
I was living recklessly and quickly.


Screaming for vengeance and embracing death
At times, I sought revenge and didn't value my life.


That's still something I'm trying to figure out
I'm still struggling to comprehend why I acted the way I did.


You know a part of me thinks this is some big master plan
I feel like maybe everything that has happened to me has a purpose.


To expose the raw nerve endings of dysfunction so I can heal
Perhaps my struggles are meant to help me confront my issues and recover.


But you know addicts, we think everything's about us, don't we?
As someone dealing with addiction, I recognize that I tend to be self-absorbed.


Man it got so convoluted, polluted, and distorted
Things became incredibly confused, corrupted, and twisted.


I ran with the only information I was given
I made decisions based on the limited knowledge I had available.


I turned it into my armor, my defense mechanism
I used this information to shield myself from vulnerability.


And my weapon of self destruction
Sadly, this approach led to more harm than good.


Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood
I experienced significant trauma growing up.


And I was a troubled teen
I struggled with issues during my adolescence.


Those are facts
These are irrefutable truths about my past.


How I got there? That's a story told by many voices
The reasons for my struggles are complex and multifaceted, and many people have different perspectives on it.


It's not my job to blame anybody anymore
I realize that it's not productive to place blame on others for my situation.


I just need to accept the path I was given
Instead, I need to focus on accepting my circumstances and moving forward from there.


This is, without a doubt
There is no question that this is my situation.


My life after death
I see this as a new phase in my life where I can start fresh and heal from the past.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DARREN JAY ASHBA, DJ ASHBA, NIKKI SIXX

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