Mess
Skiddalz Lyrics

You said I couldn't clean this up all by myself
You underestimated me and thought I couldn't fix this on my own.

Sitting in this mess you left
I'm surrounded by the chaos and destruction you caused.

Trying to find myself
I'm struggling to rediscover who I am and my sense of self.

If these four walls could talk
If these walls could speak, they would have a lot to say about what happened here.

They'd kiss and tell
They would reveal all the intimate details of our relationship.

Here's a penny for your thoughts
I'm offering you a small amount of money to share what's on your mind.

I wish you well
I genuinely hope things go well for you despite the pain you've caused me.

And then you Take me, in your arms You know we, should know better Don't we, always end up lonely?
You keep coming back to me and holding me close, even though we know it's not good for either of us and we always end up alone in the end.

By now you should know Trying hard to forget about you
At this point, you should realize that I'm making a conscious effort to move on from you.

The moment I feel your kiss I begin to care less
When we're physically close and intimate, my resolve weakens and I start to care less about moving on.

Lately I'm my best without you I hate when I get like this Basically I'm a mess
Recently, I've been doing well on my own and hate it when I start to regress and feel like I've gone back to being a mess without you.

Heard you're looking for something to do That stupid show you like I started watching it too Every time you leave the room You know I'll pause it for you And Season 2 ends when you
I heard you're bored and looking for something to watch, and even though I previously disliked the show you were into, I started watching it too. Whenever you leave the room, I pause it so we can watch together. I plan on waiting for you to finish Season 2 before moving on without you.

If you're gonna break my heart, then break it If we're gonna shake things up, let's shake it When it feels good like this, can't fake it Every time you take me there, I can't take it
If you're planning on hurting me, then just do it. If we're going to change things up in our relationship, let's do it. When what we have feels this good, I can't pretend it's not real. Whenever you bring me to that place, I can't handle it emotionally.

Can you keep me In your heart, and hold me To your body closely Tell me that you won't leave
Can you promise to keep me close to your heart and physically close when we're together? Can you promise that you won't leave me?

By now I should know Promise I won't forget about you Moments like this I miss I can still feel your kiss Figuring out what's next without you Pretend that you don't exist How did we get like this?
At this point, I should understand that I need to move on from you. I promise not to forget about our time together. Sometimes I miss the good moments we shared and can still feel your presence. I'm trying to figure out what comes next for me without you. Sometimes I pretend that you don't even exist to help me move on. I don't understand how our relationship ended up like this.