Addiction
Skinny Puppy\KMFDM Lyrics

Desperate
Feeling hopeless and frightened

Deranged
Mentally disturbed and disordered

Talking in my sleep again
Speaking unconsciously while asleep

Eyes twitch
Experiencing small, involuntary muscle spasms in the eyes

Retain
Keeping something, like a memory or feeling

A sentimental something
An emotional attachment to a particular thing or experience

Looked lorn
Appearing sad and alone

And we burned and burned
Continuing to suffer and endure pain

I was a cinder body soul in my dreams
Feeling burned and destroyed, both physically and mentally, even in one's dreams

Breakdown amid the mixtures
Suffering a mental or emotional collapse amidst confusion and complexity

Avoid addictive plea
Refusing to give in to the temptation of addiction

Responding disillusion
Reacting with disappointment and loss of faith

Encrusted cruelty
Behaving in a harsh and brutal manner that has become ingrained and difficult to change

describe why nails enclose me
Explaining why one feels trapped and confined, like being nailed shut in a container

Eating so easily
Indulging in addiction without any difficulty or resistance

There exists a lot of reasons
Many factors contribute to this situation

To support fatality
All of these circumstances ultimately contribute to and perpetuate one's destruction

Abstinence
Refraining from harmful addiction

Possessed
Controlled by a powerful force or influence

Hardly
Barely, almost not at all

What you think it is
This situation is not what it appears to be on the surface

Hearts beat positive
Feeling good and optimistic about oneself and life

Provided there's progress
Assuming that positive changes are being made

Ignorance
Lack of knowledge or awareness

Does insist of the right coffin
Temptation and addiction are urging one to accept their own demise, willingly or unknowingly

Took some food offered me
Giving in to temptation and accepting something harmful

Can't see myself
Feeling lost and disconnected from one's own identity

Drank the wine
Indulged in addiction, like drinking alcohol

Wished the feverish burst of terror
Desiring a frightening and dangerous experience, even though it will cause harm and pain

Insist that nothing happened
Denying that anything wrong occurred or was experienced

Chilled, bloodless fatigue
Feeling drained of energy and vitality, almost like a lack of life force

Recharge with bitterness
Trying to renew oneself with negative or painful experiences

Fanatics beckoning
Extreme and compulsive temptations leading to one's self-destruction

Mistook a look impassioned
Misinterpreting a passionate expression or behavior, leading to further confusion and harm

Absorbed with clarity
Becoming focused and clear-minded, despite being in the midst of chaos and addiction

Consciousness drifts away
Losing awareness of oneself and reality

Discarded memory
Forgetting important experiences and knowledge

Packaged shelf life bad display
Having a limited and unpleasant existence, like a product on a store shelf

Excessive neuromances
Indulging in addiction to the point where it becomes obsessive and overwhelming

Comfort is treachery
Feeling that being comfortable and at ease is actually dangerous and leads to complacency and destruction

So pound the nails in tight
Continuing to confine oneself and surrender to addiction, like nailing a coffin shut

Eyes screaming out of sight
Feeling blind and helpless, like the eyes themselves are screaming in frustration

Against a grain-like curtain
Pushing against an obstacle that seems impossible to overcome, like a heavy, coarse curtain

Unbearably alive
Feeling intensely alive, but also suffering immensely