Left Handshake
Skinny Puppy Lyrics


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I think I'm water
My sickness grows inside
Help me out of it!

(You are a light. You are a sound. Drift within. This is your body)

I decayed and rot away, your bloody mind's set (did you get lost on the trip?)
You don't know me... (did you get trapped in memory?)
Encovered in a wall... (did you forget?)
No memory...

Dark fear, walk 'til one A.M. (what did you do?)
Last morning... (you brought your own mind games with you)
Little one or two (trivial paranoia)
No color... (you had to make it a bad trip)

Darkness, for short
Mind reflecting, in the paint of a picture
Cracks of the believable vision

In terminal, watered down
Air, take ingest it, poison
Recursed, repeats, astounds

Presenting the sight
Visual betrayal, last rights denied (quiet, dormant sea of light)
Cyclical trails, a long road inside (buried, a mass grave)

Underestimated, the state of disease
Dirt lipped motherfuck chose a life of ease

Hard to believe, when spirit falls
Takes a soul, travels a trip, to the edge of it all

Why can't they see?
I'm still in control, still having eyes (you don't see right)
Plans lifeless, last rights denied!

Medicated eyes, least to expect him
Who controls, no one right?

Shadow given, it's a decision (soft... It's soft, tissue soft)
Flip or toss this coin, head or tail
Cause effect breakdown, inexperience fails (lift... lift and fold, its soft tissue, soft)

Washing their hands, pointing.. This way!
Washing their hands, point on this way (sink gently, into dark fertile marsh)
Washing their hands, guilt and denial
Washing their hands, pointing away
Washing their hands, pointing this way
Washing his hands, point of denial... (sink, sink, into your... dark)

Who were the righteous, need that be so wrong? (in this mirror of confession)
No guilt, no guilt, I see no guilt (what do you see there?)
No guilt... In... (your personality)
Inexperience failed (all your goals, and your fears)
My fears are my... (your ambitions)
Ambitions? Hey, it's okay (the chess game, of your life)

This world is such a stupid... (you gotta check that, you can't take that on the trip dude)
Hold on, inside... (all those animal impulses)
Way down, hiding down (which you hide, and you keep down below)
Too many, don't you hide this... (all this baggage too, must be checked)

I wouldn't expect it could be (you can't take that)
I never knew I would (on the billion year voyage)
Never wanted to, welcome water, poison (are you ready?)
Sickness, sickness grows inside (then take this chalice, the elixir of life)





Weather, wishing you could grow up

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Skinny Puppy's song "Left Handshake" are complex and seem to allude to various themes related to the human condition, such as mental illness, personal demons, and control. The song depicts a narrator who feels like they are drowning in the sickness that grows inside them. They beg for help, but it is unclear if there is anyone around to hear them. The use of the metaphorical language in the song illustrates the despair that the singer feels. In the lines "You are a light, you are a sound, drift within. This is your body" the singer seems to be giving up and relinquishing control.


The song also talks about the state of disease and how it can make one feel underestimated. The singer mentions a dirt lipped motherfuck who chose a life of ease, which can be interpreted as a reference to someone who gave up on fighting their disease. They also criticize the people who wash their hands of the problem and point in different directions, not willing to take responsibility.


The song's overall theme is one of desperation and the struggle to maintain control in the face of internal turmoil. It seems to portray the way critical moments can make or break a person, with various voices vying for control. The seemingly disjointed lyrics, combined with the eerie music, create a sense of disorientation that enhances the feeling of losing control.


Line by Line Meaning

I think I'm water
Feeling as if one is fluid and adaptable, flowing with the circumstances around them


My sickness grows inside
An internal battle with illness or dis-ease that is worsening


Help me out of it!
Seeking assistance or relief from the difficult situation


(You are a light. You are a sound. Drift within. This is your body)
A reminder to stay present and connected to oneself and one's surroundings


I decayed and rot away, your bloody mind's set (did you get lost on the trip?)
Feeling as though one's individuality and sense of self is being destroyed or disregarded by others, questioning if this was always the case


You don't know me... (did you get trapped in memory?)
Feeling misunderstood or unseen, due to possible past events that have caused one to feel stuck or confined in their own mind


Encovered in a wall... (did you forget?)
Feeling trapped and unable to break free from constraints, possibly forgetting the ways to overcome such obstacles


No memory...
Memory loss, forgetting important aspects of one's life


Dark fear, walk 'til one A.M. (what did you do?)
Walking through fear and anxiety, questioning past decisions


Last morning... (you brought your own mind games with you)
Realizing that one's own thoughts and actions contributed to the current state of mind


Little one or two (trivial paranoia)
Experiencing small bouts of unfounded fear or anxiety


No color... (you had to make it a bad trip)
Feeling as though the world lacks vibrancy and depth due to one's own negative perception and outlook


Darkness, for short
A short period of darkness and negativity


Mind reflecting, in the paint of a picture
The mind actively creating and reflecting on one's perceptions and experiences


Cracks of the believable vision
Realizing that the picture-perfect vision of life has many flaws and inconsistencies


In terminal, watered down
In a state of decline or deterioration, lacking vitality


Air, take ingest it, poison
Taking in toxicity, whether metaphorically or literally


Recursed, repeats, astounds
Stuck in a pattern of negative behavior or thinking that is difficult to break out of and is causing shock or surprise


Presenting the sight
Showing the view or perspective of the situation


Visual betrayal, last rights denied (quiet, dormant sea of light)
Feeling as though one has been deceived by what they see, and not being allowed to move on from the negativity


Cyclical trails, a long road inside (buried, a mass grave)
Stuck in a cycle of negativity and self-destruction, with the past weighing heavily on the present


Underestimated, the state of disease
Feeling as though the severity of one's illness is not being fully understood or acknowledged


Dirt lipped motherfuck chose a life of ease
A derogatory comment directed at someone who has chosen the easy way out of a difficult situation, rather than facing it head-on


Hard to believe, when spirit falls
Feeling disillusioned and lost in oneself and one's spirituality


Takes a soul, travels a trip, to the edge of it all
Going through a difficult journey that tests one's spirit and pushes them to the brink of what they can handle


Why can't they see?
Feeling unseen and unheard


I'm still in control, still having eyes (you don't see right)
Asserting one's control over a situation, even if others do not see it that way


Plans lifeless, last rights denied!
Feeling as though one's plans for the future are falling apart, with no hope of redemption


Medicated eyes, least to expect him
Feeling drugged or medicated, with no indication of when or if things will improve


Who controls, no one right?
Questioning who has control over one's life and circumstances, without a clear answer


Shadow given, it's a decision (soft... It's soft, tissue soft)
Becoming aware of a negative aspect of oneself or one's life, but choosing to ignore it or overlook it


Flip or toss this coin, head or tail
Being presented with a difficult decision or choice to make


Cause effect breakdown, inexperience fails (lift... lift and fold, its soft tissue, soft)
Experiencing the consequences of one's actions or choices, and realizing they were not prepared or experienced enough to handle the situation


Washing their hands, pointing.. This way!
Others distancing themselves or deflecting responsibility for the negative situation


Washing their hands, point on this way (sink gently, into dark fertile marsh)
Continuing to ignore or overlook their role in the situation, and remaining stagnant in the darkness


Washing their hands, guilt and denial
Feeling guilty and in denial about their role in the situation


Washing their hands, pointing away
Completely disowning responsibility for the situation and blaming others


Washing his hands, point of denial... (sink, sink, into your... dark)
An individual remaining in denial and refusing to take responsibility for their actions


Who were the righteous, need that be so wrong? (in this mirror of confession)
Questioning the morality of one's actions, and if what they did was truly wrong or not


No guilt, no guilt, I see no guilt (what do you see there?)
Denying that one should feel guilty for their actions, and questioning if others can see and understand this perspective


No guilt... In... (your personality)
Believing that one's personality traits or innate characteristics make them exempt from feeling guilty


Inexperience failed (all your goals, and your fears)
Realizing that one's lack of experience has led to a failure in achieving goals and facing fears


My fears are my... (your ambitions)
Using one's fears and anxieties as a catalyst for pursuing their ambitions and dreams


Ambitions? Hey, it's okay (the chess game, of your life)
Encouraging oneself to pursue their ambitions, even though it may feel like a game of strategy and risk


This world is such a stupid... (you gotta check that, you can't take that on the trip dude)
Feeling as though the world and its aspects are ridiculous, and realizing that this negative outlook will not be conducive to a positive experience


Hold on, inside... (all those animal impulses)
Battling against one's base instincts and natural impulses, in order to maintain control and stability


Way down, hiding down (which you hide, and you keep down below)
Suppressing and hiding away negative aspects of oneself, in order to present a positive image


Too many, don't you hide this... (all this baggage too, must be checked)
Acknowledging that there are too many negative aspects to hide away, and that they must be confronted and addressed


I wouldn't expect it could be (you can't take that)
Being surprised or overwhelmed by a difficult situation or aspect of oneself


I never knew I would (on the billion year voyage)
Reflecting on how the journey of life can be full of unexpected twists and turns


Never wanted to, welcome water, poison (are you ready?)
Feeling unprepared for the challenges and difficulties of life, but being forced to face them anyway


Sickness, sickness grows inside (then take this chalice, the elixir of life)
The internal battle with illness or negativity is growing worse, but there is hope for healing and transformation


Weather, wishing you could grow up
Feeling stuck in a state of immaturity or uncertainty, and wishing for growth and maturity




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Comments from YouTube:

@juno3242

The inclusion of this song on the Last Rights tracklist is what elevates that album from a 9 to a 10 in my personal opinion. It works so well as the final buffer of humanity after circustance before Download comes in and wipes the slate completely clean, and is such a creepy and rare personal performance from Ogre before the final instrumental stretch of download. What a tune.

@Meowmixmaster

Well said. One of those rare perfect albums, especially with the inclusion of this track.

@vincenzollamas

i like also how his vocals are mostly 2nd seat to the Timothy Leary samples, & a response/reiteration

@jimbothompson6540

Well said

@Jw071

Having surviving stage iv cancer and losing everything to uncaring, ignorant, and hateful people while I struggled put this song on a whole other level for me. Burned up a lot of NIN and Ministry in the last few years as well. But it’s okay, we gonna rise above.

@shannonjenkins3610

Oh man, so glad you kicked cancers ass and are living life! Hope you're able to make it to one of SP's final shows this year!! 🎶 ❤️ 🎶

@Skullkan6

This song just proves the strength of Ogre as a vocalist. There's lines in here no other vocalist could have pulled off, small segments of melody to string you along deeper and deeper down into darkness.

@herbyverstink

would have made a fantastic album even more fantasticier

@chickenblaster

Oh man, thanks for sharing this, I love this track!

@cablevamp3163

Man this band changed my life

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