Asylum
SkyDxddy Lyrics

Who are you to dictate what i do
You have no authority over me, so why do try to control my actions?

Who are you to say I'm crazy
Why do you label me as insane when you have your own issues?

When your crazy too
You are not in a position to judge me since you also have mental health struggles.

Who are you to do those things you do to me
You have no right to mistreat me and make my situation worse.

You don't judge yourself
You should reflect on your own actions and acknowledge your faults before you criticize me.

So bitch stop judging me
Stop trying to make me feel inferior and belittled.

You're crazy too
You also have your own struggles and issues.

Crazy too
Mental health struggles are not unique to just one person.

Crazy
A common term for someone struggling with their mental health.

So so fucking crazy
A strong feeling of frustration towards being labeled as insane or unstable.

The definition of crazy is mentally deranged
The current perception of what it means to be crazy implies having a severe mental illness.

But only if manifested in an aggressive way
Being labeled crazy is often only done if your issues are expressed in a violent or threatening manner.

I regretfully inform you I feel this everyday
The singer is struggling with their mental health on a daily basis and finds it difficult to cope.

But I thought I was among many
The singer believed that they were not alone in their struggles with mental health.

Who expected it to change
The singer believed that society as a whole would work towards a more accepting and understanding attitude towards mental health issues.

So I ask you again
The artist is seeking a second opinion regarding their mental health.

And give it to me straight
The artist wants an honest assessment of their mental health.

Am I as crazy as they think I am
The singer is questioning whether their mental health struggles are as severe as others perceive them to be.

As fucked up as I thought
The singer is also questioning their own perception of their mental health.

I need a second opinion on why I cant get off the floor
The artist is struggling with feelings of hopelessness and is seeking a professional opinion on how to cope.

And why these drugs that Im takin
The artist is questioning the effectiveness of their prescribed medication.

Don't do shit anymore
The artist is feeling as though their medication is no longer helping them cope with their mental health issues.

Why no one gets what Im sayin
The singer is struggling to communicate their feelings to others and feels misunderstood and alone.

Why I met satan in person
The artist may be experiencing hallucinations or delusions related to their mental health.

And he told me I'm worthless
The singer is struggling with feelings of inadequacy and worthlessness.

That I might as well die and do the whole world a service
The singer is experiencing suicidal ideation and may feel as though they are a burden on others.

Because I don't have a purpose
The singer is struggling to find meaning in their life.

So I wont leave behind a legacy
The artist feels as though they will not make an impact in the world.

Just shit that I purchased
The artist feels as though they have not achieved anything significant in their life.

But Im aloud to feel crazy without you locking me up
The singer believes that it is possible to struggle with mental health without being institutionalized or stigmatized.

This is why we don't speak
The singer may have experienced judgement or prejudice from those around them, leading them to avoid communication on the topic of mental health.

No one really gives a fuck
The artist feels isolated and as though no one truly understands them or their struggles.

They just lock you up good
The artist may feel as though society has a tendency to institutionalize mental health patients in a way that dehumanizes them.

And throw away the key
The artist is illustrating the severity of being committed to a mental health facility and the implied lack of human dignity in that situation.

Left to fend for yourself
Institutionalization may leave mental health patients feeling abandoned and as though they must rely only on themselves.

Aimlessly
The artist is wandering without a clear sense of purpose or direction.

These chapters are getting darker and I know that
The singer's mental health is deteriorating and becoming more severe over time.

But I cant just rip out pages
The singer is illustrating that they cannot undo what has happened in their life and that they must face their struggles head-on.

Change the facts of the past
The singer is acknowledging that they cannot change the things that have happened to them, but they can work to move forward and find a better future.

Fading to black to fast
The artist feels as though they are losing themselves and their identity too quickly.

Hands are shaking
The artist is experiencing physical symptoms related to anxiety or stress.

Wishing I could turn back
The singer is experiencing feelings of regret and wishing they could change the past.

Ill fucking stab you if you ever cross my path again
The singer is experiencing intense anger towards someone who has hurt them and may be experiencing violent thoughts or impulses.

Ill end you so sadistically
The artist is experiencing intense violent thoughts towards someone who has hurt them.

And feed the pieces to the demons you created
The artist is experiencing a desire for revenge and may be blaming their struggles on someone else.

In the sickest way that you could
The artist is illustrating how intense their revenge fantasy is by describing it as 'the sickest way possible'.

You know I wont feel a thing but i might begin to sing
The singer is experiencing a sense of detachment from their own violent thoughts and may feel as though they are watching their own actions from a third-person perspective.

Cause the idea of you dead makes me feel so good
The artist is experiencing a sense of empowerment and catharsis from their violent thoughts towards someone who has wronged them.

Feels like Im on lockdown
The singer is illustrating the feeling of being trapped in their own mind and unable to escape their struggles with mental health.

And I don't know why
The singer does not understand why they are experiencing these mental health struggles and may feel frustrated or confused.

I told you Im not crazy
The singer is pushing back against being labeled as insane and trying to assert their own sanity.

But Im still stuck inside
Despite their assertion of sanity, the artist is still struggling with their mental health and feeling trapped in their own mind.

Why wont you let me out
The artist may feel as though they are being held captive by their own mental health struggles and is seeking a way out.

Just open up and let me go
The singer is seeking relief and release from the pain and suffering of their mental health struggles.

I wasn't even suppose to be here
The singer may feel as though their struggles with mental health are unfair and they should not have to deal with them.

Please let me go home
The artist is seeking a sense of comfort and familiarity, possibly away from the tumultuous environment that is contributing to their mental health struggles.