SkyDxddy is hip-hop artist Skylar DeMarino. She originally started singing … Read Full Bio ↴SkyDxddy is hip-hop artist Skylar DeMarino. She originally started singing country but after experiencing a brutal sexual assault she took to distancing herself from her country roots after realizing just how misogynistic it truly is. She soon ran off to college hoping to move forward with her dream to be on Broadway. Where things weren’t exactly different, being openly gay, kid to a mom that cleans houses and a dad on disability. She quickly learned the system was stacked against her in more ways than one. With no choice but to drop out. She decided to take her voice else where and start a movement for women.

Hold me
SkyDxddy Lyrics

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I didn't really need much
Except your love and your company
Couldn't handle when I fell apart
Now you got me shaking
its taking its toll on me
And my heart is breaking
Fading into nothingness
This illness is apart of me
Insomniatic psychopath
Is not what I signed up to be
Need you in this fully
Or just give me my privacy
My Post traumatic stress is fucking with my anxiety
Don't leave me lonely
Just fucking hold me
Until I don't feel a goddamn thing
Don't control me
Don't be angry
That I'm not who you want me to be
I need you to hear me now
Im stuck inside this hell
I need you to help me out
I cant do this by myself
Don't leave me lonely
Just fucking hold me
Until I don't feel a god damn thing
Don't control me

Don't be angry
That I'm not who you want me to be

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of SkyDxddy's song "Hold Me" talk about the need for human connection, especially in times of emotional pain and distress. The song speaks to the struggles of the artist, who is dealing with mental health issues and traumatic experiences, and the need for someone to hold and comfort them. The lyrics showcase the desire for someone to be present in the moment, to understand and not judge them, and to provide a sense of safety and security.

The artist talks about the frustration of feeling alone and isolated, despite being in a relationship or in the presence of another person. The lyrics convey a sense of helplessness and vulnerability as the artist struggles with anxiety, post-traumatic stress, and insomnia. They call out to their partner, telling them not to leave, to hold them close and help them feel some semblance of peace, even if it's just for a moment. In the end, the artist requests that their partner hears them and helps them out, as they cannot do it alone.

Overall, "Hold Me" is a poignant song that touches on the stigma and struggles that come with mental health issues. It emphasizes the importance of human connection, compassion, and empathy in difficult times.

Line by Line Meaning

Don't leave me lonely
I am afraid of being left alone in my struggles.

Just fucking hold me
I need emotional support and physical comfort from someone.

Until I don't feel a goddamn thing
I want to be held until the pain goes away.

Don't control me
I need freedom and autonomy to deal with my issues in my own way.

Don't be angry
I don't want to be punished or judged for not meeting someone's expectations.

That I'm not who you want me to be
I am struggling to cope with my own problems and cannot focus on meeting others' expectations.

Said that you would be there
Someone promised to support me, but their presence is inconsistent.

But your there when you wanna be
They only show up when it's convenient for them.

I didn't really need much
All I need is love and companionship to help me through my struggles.

Except your love and your company
I need someone's support to get through tough times.

Couldn't handle when I fell apart
Someone couldn't handle seeing me at my worst.

Now you got me shaking
I am now feeling anxious and scared.

its taking its toll on me
My struggles are affecting me greatly.

And my heart is breaking
I am feeling emotional pain and heartache.

Fading into nothingness
I feel like I am losing myself and my identity.

This illness is apart of me
My struggles with mental health are a part of who I am.

Insomniatic psychopath
I am dealing with mental health conditions that are affecting my ability to sleep and function normally.

Is not what I signed up to be
I never chose or wanted to deal with these struggles.

Need you in this fully
I need someone's complete support to make it through this.

Or just give me my privacy
I need someone to respect my boundaries when I need space or time alone.

My Post traumatic stress is fucking with my anxiety
My past traumas are affecting my ability to cope with anxiety.

I need you to hear me now
I need someone to listen to me and understand my struggles.

Im stuck inside this hell
I feel trapped and overwhelmed by my mental health issues.

I need you to help me out
I need someone's help to get through this.

I cant do this by myself
I need someone's support and assistance to manage my struggles.

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Hannah DeMarino

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@Angel-it1ej

2y↑28

Don't leave me lonely
Just fucking hold me
Until I don't feel a goddamn thing
Don't control me
Don't be angry
That I'm not who you want me to be
Said that you would be there
But your there when you wanna be
I didn't really need much
Except your love and your company
Couldn't handle when I fell apart
Now you got me shaking
Its taking its toll on me
And my heart is breaking
Fading into nothingness
This illness is apart of me
Insomniatic psychopath
Is not what I signed up to be
Need you in this fully
Or just give me my privacy
My Post traumatic stress is fucking with my anxiety
Don't leave me lonely
Just fucking hold me
Until I don't feel a goddamn thing
Don't control me
Don't be angry
That I'm not who you want me to be
I need you to hear me now
Im stuck inside this hell
I need you to help me out
I cant do this by myself
Don't leave me lonely
Just fucking hold me
Until I don't feel a god damn thing
Don't control me
Don't be angry
That I'm not who you want me to be

All comments from YouTube:

@SkyDxddy

2y↑87

☆ Available in Select Stores ➼ https://streamlink.to/skydxddy_holdme 🖤

@martianzkingtv5168

2y↑3

when are we finna collab ?

@andrewmartin1981

2y↑4

Yassss Dxddy!!!! Next level 💯 💪👏 🖤

@lkayde1996

2y↑3

You have a beautiful voice and you’re so beautiful.

@halcyon3116

2y↑1

😭💕

@Ukraine__1985

2y↑1

Ти просто скарб! Обожнюю 😘

3 More Replies...

@straightouttaattitude714

2y↑216

I only recently found a bunch of your music, but I really enjoy it so far. I'm still kind of a new fan, but I think your music is really relatable because a lot of people feel what you speak about in your lyrics.

@lushiouslover420

1y↑2

I completely agree I just found her to

@alexiswagner999

1y↑3

It's true I only just found her music today and I can't explain how she makes it soooo very real when I've been through most of what she sings and built walls so I can make sure everyone else is ok when I'm not

@Samandcolbyfanzzz

100%

@ashleyhowell6246

43w

Me2 just found about her after the remix of dax joker I love her music❤

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@pansexualfrying_pan9704

2y↑102

Your voice is so beautiful and the words go straight to my heart. I’m now listening to it on repeat

@lizesc4046

2y↑65

This is absolutely phenomenal. It got me right in the heart. THANK YOU FOR THIS!!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

@jessicuhann5884

2y↑12

girl your music is seriously what this world needs and i appreciate the fuck outta you

@PassionForTheArts

28w↑2

I became a fan recently and you made me a top fan on your page on Facebook. I just listened to this song for the first time and I cried so hard, thank you, this is exactly how I've been feeling lately and I feel like I'm never understood, I am in hell.

@xenagoldwolf7907

2y↑103

It'll be premiered on my bday!! your music really helps makes a change love you and your music 💞💘

@innerdemons4440

2y↑14

Happy early birthday :)

@SkyDxddy

2y↑34

Happy Birthday boo! 😍🌹

@cesarcuellar5276

2y↑2

@@SkyDxddy hola soy nuevi de aqui me gusta tu video 👍

@being_clairvoiant_is_unique

22w

@@SkyDxddyI LOVE UR MUSIC SO MUCH

@Morgan-xm8id

1y↑23

YOU ARE MIND BLOWING !!!!!!! Your music is absolutely EVERYTHING especially to those who are dealing and carrying so much on our shoulders and feel like we can’t open up to anyone or no one cares to really understand❤️‍🩹 I pray God blessed your talents and gives you the strength to continue to share your story in your beautiful self made genre of music ⭐️🙌✨🌟 you’re a HUGE part of peoples lives and I just want you to know even though/when there’s terrible people out there that say shitty things I want to REMIND you how many MORE people that’s rooting for you and ONLY WANTS HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE so you can move forward and grow and cope💖💖💖💖 much love and many prayers sent your way gorgeous!!!!!!! Keep being so fkin brave with the searching soul you have 🙌🥹🥹🥲🥲🥲🥲

@LilAceTrash

1y↑4

Jesus your voice is unmatched and your style is something powerful. Keep doing your thing!

@loulouxou7565

2y↑17

Damn, I love your voice, your style of music and the lyrics! They are deep and filled with truths, you put so much emotion in your voice that I can feel them. The words touch me a lot and your art helps me and accompanies me during my nights ❤️ I love all of them

@samanthaekin500

37w↑1

All of your most speaks to me my story’s the same as yours I can tell from your lyrics. Thank you for creating this healing releasing music

@HillbillyVR2023

1y↑4

I feel like you walked in my shoes. Every word you say I take to heart you help me so much and I'm so thankful for your music .

@ermwhatt

2y↑10

its not everyday when u hear a song that makes ur heart skip a few beats. love u

@alexlee1338

2y↑14

This sounds amazing Sky I love your music so much it has helped me a lot over this past year you sound amazing your incredibly talented keep up the good work stay strong and don’t listen to the haters their just jealous because they know that your extremely talented and they can’t do anything about it

@mikayla_random

1y↑3

Never thought i could relate to a song word for word. Your songs have helped me through tons of flashbacks and ill be forever thankful for you. Never stop making music! Your an amazing soul who deserves to be heard!! <3

@River1998

34w↑1

I love this song and all of your music. It helps me not feel alone with my own battles. Thank you for existing.

@hunnidaniels2100

1y↑7

This song hit so hard. Exactly how I feel. I found your ptsd snippet on tiktok and fell in love someone has the bravery to put into words what I haven't been able to. Keep it up. Voice of the voiceless

@chozen0018

1y↑2

You sing well to :) .. Such a talent.. <3. Dont sell out .. No labels . independent artist :)

@blaireofhylia1572

2y↑5

I relate so much to a lot of your songs, and I assure you from all your art and creativity, you have earned any and all love and affection you recieve from here on out. You deserve it

@WeWillOvercomeThis

44w↑1

I have been in an abusive relationship for the past 12 years. This sickness in me reels with love for the person he was that i fell in love with and the other half of me is stricken with the abuse and control and manipulation and physical abuse. I love you dxddy your lyrics help me get through each day, to hold on just a little longer. That i dont derserve this. I will overpower the darkness. Thank you. You literally have saved my life.

@101myhottie

1y↑1

Thank you , your music came to me when i was caught in a muddle of mud , You have no idea how much your music means to me. Keep writing we'll keep listening

@Angel-it1ej

2y↑28

@michellefinestephens902

I got you Hon I'm just trying to be respectful of everyone and answer some questions that is all

@eamonntheemo6715

2y↑33

You're amazing, I can't wait till we get to listen to this. Thank you

@blinkofan3ye

2y↑7

soo talented!! I'm sure u will become big if you keep going and get the deserved attention❤

@reaper9148

2y↑6

Your songs are amazing. Your songs have helped me over this past year. This song relates to me so much. I am listening to it on repeat.

@justicehovland700

1y↑4

Can't lie, I've had this on repeat for a week! ❤️🙏🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

@ryanmarshall3632

1y↑1

I'm new to ur music saw a TikTok & then went to youtube to listen to it & I love it. Thank you for making music about what so many of us feel inside & the depression we suffer with every single moment makes people feel not as alone plus u are extremely talented. Can't wait for the new song

@haleypesonen6369

2y↑4

out of all the artists I'm so glad I found you on tik tok your music has been helping me so much right now it makes me feel like I'm heard keep making these

@StonedTechN9cian

2y↑39

QUEEN. when the masses truly hear you, you're gna change the world Sky. sorry.. I mean Dxddy 🙏❤

@ashkr4903

2y↑8

They prefer to be called dxddy and not queen. i think. They might be non-binary but again, not sure

@awesomeperson

1y↑1

Love this song and all your music you are so talented

@hellhounds9319

2y↑3

Amazing as always sky I love your music they help me fight my depression and it also help many others with day to day issues

@user-gr5qy7fj3o

32w↑3

Wow this gets me deep! Being a super empath who has CPTSD, boarderline personality both quite and cluster plus serve anxiety and depression and seeing a man who always wants me but won't acknowledge me as a GF and wants me to be and do stuff I don't wanna makes this song touch my soul.

@lifesucks2586

1y↑1

I have a whole playlist of just your songs I relate to all your songs in some way and I can listen to all of them on repeat for hours but when I feel like I'm giving up this and 2 more of your songs are the ones I listen to all the time most of the time I listen to one song for an hours then switch but I love your songs so much and everything your lyrics say I relate to its like I'm listening to myself and thoughts

@FrejaBlight

2y↑3

I relate so well to all of your songs 💜🖤 appreciate you! Sending love and light!

@welcometoalyssaboylan4796

1y↑1

I'm new to being a fan to you SkyDxddy. Your music is so relatable to what I've been dealing with and feelings. A couple years ago I was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder. I have depression, social anxiety and all that stuff. I'm dealing with family issues because of everything so listening to your music helps me

@katlyngrace2211

22w

I love you hope you feel better soon!

@cuiliane

25w

i hear you all <3
sending an embrace your way
feel free to take it :3
a place in those loved hearts is what we truly desire...

Smooches from switzerland :*

@brittred8429

2y↑2

Pleaseeeee say you have an album!!!! Every single song you have I feel all the words in my bones, my soul! You are amazing!!!!

@victoriaherrera7192

2y↑4

You and Nova Rockefeller ever meet I'm sure you both will make great friends! Your music Is the best it helps me and my sister with depression and anxiety, keep going cuz your the one to make the world a better place cuz your music is medicine. Through this whole depressing times locked inside its been sad for all of is but at least we got u to cheer us up!

@vanessaroy7578

I absolutely love your music so many of your songs are my everyday must songs. Keep pushing amazing…

@NicoPhantom5

2y↑3

Absolutely amazing! Got the chills & goosebumps listening to this! 💜 it!

@kirstenreed2514

2y↑1

You’re music is so strong and I’m so glad I found it! It’s really made a difference in my life

@jellymermaidforlife1471

2y↑13

I have been waiting so long for this song to come out I am so EXITED to listen to it

@jeremiahsteverson2137

Wonderful music, all is truly relatable, touches the heart & soul

@robgoblin9803

2y↑2

Always hitting everyone in the deepest place. Thanks for this

@krystalpotts1490

2y↑2

I saw you on tiktok and I listened to your music that you have made and it has made me feel so much better that I am not alone. I have so much past trauma and other things. I searched you on youtube so I can listen to your songs more and make a playlist with them in it. I dont know how to tell you that your music is so amazing and it really makes me glad that your songs make it easy to relate to. I sent my best friend your song triggered because I had a really bad panic attack because I was near a guy who SA me and I couldnt move nor speak but after she heard it she understood.

@d.b.6856

You are extremely talented, definitely an inspiration 🔥

@danarios2965

51w

I can’t wait till everyone in the world hears all of this. ♥️
You’ve helped me so much.

@fluffydoggos2759

i love this song so much. it’s in repeat and so relatable.. thx for your music SkyDxddy 🥺❤️

@Karaxxleexx90

Have this on blast 24hours a day 7 days a week! Love love love this song so much! All your music speaks to my heart 110%

@koelubird2539

Amazing song and beautiful lyrics!!! Keep dropping these amazing hits!

@Gothy_Princess_Ky

2y↑4

OH MY GODDAMN I LOVE THISSSSS🥺😍😍😍😍 it’s soo good,I’ve related to this in the past but thankfully I’m better with my mental health and I’m in a loving relationship with an amazing man 🥺

@mizzkay831

38w

Me and my ex of 6 years just broke up a couple weeks ago, this song reminds me of how unsupported I felt through the last few years. I know I'll be better off mentally not being in such an unsupportive and toxic environment. Thank you for sharing your music, it really helps not feeling so alone 🖤

@mrsmeganashillington-herme2686

Wow thank you for your songs. Finally something different and real. I can relate to every word it all is what I think and feel and pull myself out of every single day. I choose to get up and fight through the bad thoughts that just want to hold ypu down.

@brenthoward3850

I'm trying to listen to your music but I can't stop looking at this drop dead beautiful cover art!

@Dez886

2y↑1

I really love this music and it speaks in so many ways when people can't get their words out

@douglasjayden1843

2y↑2

Girl thank you, u where my best find on ticktock I sware and honestly u r so brave and I appreciate you so much 31 FTM victim and survivor ; please never stop healing and trying to help others

@BigPoppa0378

52w

I absolutely love your music. ❤❤❤

@reneehicks3285

2y↑2

I'm in love with this even more than I thought I would. Amazing job

@L.SMcClure

I love this song along with generation z and triggers I relate a lot to this type of music I can hear the emotions you put into your music. Thank you for sharing your voice with the world.

@tinalionti5989

Gives me chills! Love it💜

@kimberlynicole7441

I absolutely love your work ❤️

@sheldongelinas8972

Never stop making beautiful music you’re amazing

@noname-ds1jd

2y↑8

You're so talented and amazing your music helps so many people you truly have a gift

Happy Holidays if you do celebrate

I wish you lots of success cause you deserve it

@AnnastasiaGalpin

everything from the lyrics, to your voice, to the mix is just without flaw.

@amandawoolley7776

I found this song via tiktok and its exactly what I needed.
Beautiful song. TY

@doggo20p10

2y↑2

Me and my siblings are listening to it
Sounds amazing we love it✨💖

@cogendinstuff4081

I don´t know you for a long time,
the first song I heard was monsters ink,
but since then I heard your other songs and not gonna lie,
I´m impressed as heck.
Really underrated artist with such a unique style, excited for more.
Greetings from Germany, may be blessed to overcome everything!

@zeri1t240

What an awesome song.👍 Keep up the hard work!

@daleshields1776

2y↑3

Hauntingly beautiful voice!

@jorgeechevarria215

This is a very powerful song. Great song.😎👍🔥🙏✌

@foxispritty4104

2y↑2

This is going to be amazing!!!💕💕💕

@lukeburch9029

WE. NEED. MORE. OF. THIS ❤❤❤❤

@inkyquartz

2y↑3

I absolutely love it! You’re my idol ❤️

@taurean6201

I love your music so much! Triggered is 100% things I relate to.

@katerinahale7285

Just found your music a few days ago but love it because is explains how I am feeling without me saying anything

@allenleblanc7374

I appreciate your music because I can relate to some of the things you talk about and I hope some day you can find peace in what happened to you

@mariana24205

Thank you 💜 felt this deeply and it's what I needed to heal a bit my heart... Thank you so much

@ethansellers411

2y↑2

Can't wait! Been so excited for this song to come out since I first heard it on Tik Tok!

@mushroom._.mellow5502

i found your music so relatable your my favorite artist of all time:)

@JacksonPierce

Great song Sky!! Congrats on 30k subs and Happy 2022!!

@persephonecwilich9545

You sing to my soul... thank you for sharing yourself like this. 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

@Brittiney-fz6tk

I heard her on Facebook and I been hooked to all her music ❤️😢

@brandigrady8134

You are the voice of all of us! Pure perfection

@annastanford520

This song is everything I needed it to be and more 😍😍

@julesmarsh2832

2y↑1

This music is therapy and you are a KING!!!

@jessicaabbassi1140

On repeat, this shit is so emotional and amazing🙌😍🔥

@inhumanmf9889

Hey, I hope this doesn't sound weird, but you're gorgeous!!! Your body is amazing btw (In a friendly way, I understand what it's like to be taken advantage of because of this! I was just trying to be kind of course, I don't want you to take it the wrong way.) You're voice is amazing and I'm so sorry you've gone through so much! I hope things are better for you now :)

@fallenblackrose9481

Fuck, I love your songs. You're amazing, Sky! Don't change yourself! ♥

@ashton_thewolfie3479

I love how I found one of your songs on tictok then I listened to the rest and literally made a playlist with your music saved on my YouTube

@brandonhosler7445

Yoo ur amazing my favorite song of urs is battlefield make some more like that please also ur a great person don't forget that 😁

@lyndaferguson6742

Have this pumping out Spotify ❤️🫡

@JustTheFactsYall

🔥 this hit. Lyrics are clean.

@deadeye-girlgaming1548

I love your music i connect with it so very deeply thank you for your music

@nikkibretherton899

Really love this one 💯❤️‍🔥
🌔🖤🥀❤️🌒

@queenofangels5612

another banger. keep going Girl dont ever doubt posting things just do it be brave.

@Hope1771epoH

2y↑1

The most relatable honest artist ever

@darxhart1646

This hurts. But so, so well done.

@fluffydoggos2759

2y↑1

i can’t wait to hear this song!!

@nights420

24w

Hits different when you actually understand the lyrics.....

@jdam3137

I love this! So good!!!

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