The Dark I Know Well
Skylar Astin Lyrics


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There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me

You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

"God, it's good, the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

I don't scream
Though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe

I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my "beauty"

You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

"God, it's good the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well




There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

Overall Meaning

"The Dark I Know Well" is a haunting and deeply emotional song that explores the unsettling and abusive relationship between a young child and an adult figure, possibly a family member. The lyrics depict the internal struggle and fear experienced by the child, who knows that what is happening is wrong but feels powerless to stop it. The line "You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight" reveals the manipulative tactics used by the abuser to normalize and justify their actions. The child grapples with the conflicting emotions of wanting to be strong and have the world recognize the truth, yet also feeling paralyzed and trapped in the situation.


The repeated lyric "Child, you're a beauty" highlights the way the abuser attempts to distort the child's self-perception and maintain control over them. By complimenting the child's appearance and emphasizing their supposed specialness, the abuser further blurs the lines between love and abuse, making it even harder for the child to fully comprehend what is happening. The closing lines reveal that there are deeper, darker secrets that the child is unable or unwilling to disclose, emphasizing the complexity and pain of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal


About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with


You say, "Time for bed now, child"
You command me to go to bed as if I were just a young innocent child


Mom just smiles that smile
My mother wears a smile, oblivious to the darkness within me


Just like she never saw me
Just as if she has never truly seen the real me


So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Filled with the desire to escape and conceal myself


Knowin' deep inside
Having a profound understanding within


You are comin' to me
You are approaching me, ready to take advantage


You say all you want
You proclaim that your only desire


Is just a kiss goodnight
Is a simple kiss before sleep


Then you hold me
But then you embrace me tightly


And you whisper
And you speak softly


"Child, the Lord won't mind
"Child, God will not object


It's just you and me
It's only us


Child, you're a beauty"
Child, you are attractive"


"God, it's good, the lovin'
"God, it feels pleasurable to be intimate


Ain't it good tonight?
Isn't it satisfying tonight?


You ain't seen nothin' yet
You have not yet experienced the extent of it


Gonna treat you right
I am going to handle you in a proper manner


I don't scream
I do not let out a scream


Though I know it's wrong
Even though I am aware that it is morally incorrect


I just play along
I simply pretend and go along with it


I lie there and breathe
I lay there, taking deep breaths


I wanna be strong
I desire to be strong-willed


I want the world to find out
I long for the world to discover


That you're dreamin' on me
That you are fantasizing about me


Me and my "beauty"
Me and my supposed attractiveness


There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal


About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with


There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal


About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with


There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal


About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with


There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal


About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Duncan Sheik, Steven Sater

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@batter-hx5qg

[MARTHA]
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want is just a kiss good night
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty
God, it's good, the lovin'—ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

[ILSE]
I don't scream, though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"

[MARTHA & ILSE]
Me and my "beauty"
You say all you want is just a kiss good night
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty
God, it's good, the lovin'—ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...



@mollylosty4958

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So I leave wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want is just to kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child the Lord won't mind"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
"God, it's good to lovin', ain't it good tonight"
"You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
I don't scream though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my beauty
Me and my beauty
You say all you want is just to kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child the Lord won't mind"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
"God, it's good to lovin', ain't it good tonight"
"You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well



@destinyholloway7037

MARTHA
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well

You say, ‘Time for bed now child,?
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me

So, I leave, wanting to hide
Knowing deep inside
You are coming to me
You are coming to me

You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
Child, the Lord won’t mind.
It’s just you and me.
Child, you’re a beauty.

God, it’s good the lovin’ ain’t it good tonight?
You ain’t seen nothing yet gonna treat you right.
It’s just you and me
Child you’re a beauty.

ILSE
I don’t scream, though I know it’s wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe

I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you’re dreamin’ on me
Me and my ‘beauty’
Me and my ‘beauty’

BOTH
You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
Child, the Lord won’t mind.
It’s just you and me.
Child, you’re a beauty.

God, it’s good the lovin’ ain’t it good tonight?
You ain’t seen nothing yet gonna treat you right.
It’s just you and me
Child you’re a beauty.

There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well

Last Update: December, 21st 2013



@liampd4342

Am I a tenor if I can sing this song in this key comfortably, none of the other boys in college could sing this song and they call themselves tenors, yet I get called baritone and I can sing this better than they can.

Although I can go fairly low I’m always able to sing higher every boy I’ve meant in my education who claims to be higher than me
Other examples include
Michael in the bathroom - Be more chill

All that’s known - Spring Awakening

freeze your brain - Heathers

meant to be yours - Heathers

Seventeen - Heathers

I’m alive - Next to Normal

And then there were none - Spring Awakening



@EmoseUhunmwangho

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me

So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me

You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

"God, it's good, the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

I don't scream
Though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe

I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my "beauty"

You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"

"God, it's good the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well



All comments from YouTube:

@umbreonespeont6

"Child, the Lord won't mind." Oh Jesus. This kills me. 

@evvildead

(Not so) fun fact- in the Deaf West production, during the second “you say all you want is just a kiss goodnight”, Ernst breaks away from the boys and starts signing with the girls. Originally, The Dark I Know Well was supposed to be a song for Ernst and Thea, while still keeping the same connotations, but it was changed to Ilse and Martha. So when Ernst breaks away from the boys to sing with the girls in the revival, it heavily implies he is a victim of sexual abuse as well

@noelle4939

That's so sad, poor ernst 😭

@vickiramsay6191

Powerful

@araw_buwan

I wish they didn't just imply it. Having a victim of abuse representing men would've amplified the message more imo

@natzappa8135

I wonder if there’s a recorded version like this out there

@smolpieceoftrash9101

I haven't seen anybody say this yet, and I'm sure everyone already got this but I'm new here. You know how she sings, "me and my beauty" she's referencing her and body as two different things because she feels like her body isn't hers anymore at this point

@Drakethatsme

I saw my older sister in this musical, and she played Ilse. The look in her eyes when she sang this was gut-wrenching.

@bighoodie4315

Drakethatsme I'm so sorry. I am so sorry.

@armaniv3393

@@bighoodie4315 Why r u sorry?

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