Astin's final performance in Spring Awakening was July 19, 2008.
Astin took on the role of Mark Cohen in a production of Rent, directed by Neil Patrick Harris, at the Hollywood Bowl on August 6–8, 2010.
Astin played Rand Posin in the movie Hamlet 2. He sang "Raped in the Face" on the soundtrack along with Phoebe Strole, who was his co-star in the film, and the film's star, Steve Coogan. Screenings of the film at the 2008 Sundance Film Festival led to Astin signing on with United Talent Agency.
Astin joined the cast of the 2009 Adam Carolla sitcom Ace in the Hole on CBS, which was not picked up. In 2010 he joined the cast of the Jere Burns sitcom Strange Brew on Fox, which was also not picked up.
Astin guest-starred as Ben in the July 2011 episode of Love Bites titled "Boys to Men" and as Matt Kornstein in the May 2012 episode of Girls entitled "Hannah's Diary". He also played the role of a patient on House during episode 21 of season 8, in May 2012.
He starred in the 2012 comedy film Pitch Perfect as the character Jesse Swanson and in the 2013 comedy film 21 and Over as Casey.
He currently stars in the TBS sitcom Ground Floor as Brody Moyer, a young ambitious money manager who falls for a girl on the ground floor.
Stage
2006 Spring Awakening, as Georg
2010 Rent, as Mark Cohen
The Dark I Know Well
Skylar Astin Lyrics
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About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
"God, it's good, the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
I don't scream
Though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my "beauty"
You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
"God, it's good the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
"The Dark I Know Well" is a haunting and deeply emotional song that explores the unsettling and abusive relationship between a young child and an adult figure, possibly a family member. The lyrics depict the internal struggle and fear experienced by the child, who knows that what is happening is wrong but feels powerless to stop it. The line "You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight" reveals the manipulative tactics used by the abuser to normalize and justify their actions. The child grapples with the conflicting emotions of wanting to be strong and have the world recognize the truth, yet also feeling paralyzed and trapped in the situation.
The repeated lyric "Child, you're a beauty" highlights the way the abuser attempts to distort the child's self-perception and maintain control over them. By complimenting the child's appearance and emphasizing their supposed specialness, the abuser further blurs the lines between love and abuse, making it even harder for the child to fully comprehend what is happening. The closing lines reveal that there are deeper, darker secrets that the child is unable or unwilling to disclose, emphasizing the complexity and pain of the situation.
Line by Line Meaning
There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal
About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
You command me to go to bed as if I were just a young innocent child
Mom just smiles that smile
My mother wears a smile, oblivious to the darkness within me
Just like she never saw me
Just as if she has never truly seen the real me
So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Filled with the desire to escape and conceal myself
Knowin' deep inside
Having a profound understanding within
You are comin' to me
You are approaching me, ready to take advantage
You say all you want
You proclaim that your only desire
Is just a kiss goodnight
Is a simple kiss before sleep
Then you hold me
But then you embrace me tightly
And you whisper
And you speak softly
"Child, the Lord won't mind
"Child, God will not object
It's just you and me
It's only us
Child, you're a beauty"
Child, you are attractive"
"God, it's good, the lovin'
"God, it feels pleasurable to be intimate
Ain't it good tonight?
Isn't it satisfying tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
You have not yet experienced the extent of it
Gonna treat you right
I am going to handle you in a proper manner
I don't scream
I do not let out a scream
Though I know it's wrong
Even though I am aware that it is morally incorrect
I just play along
I simply pretend and go along with it
I lie there and breathe
I lay there, taking deep breaths
I wanna be strong
I desire to be strong-willed
I want the world to find out
I long for the world to discover
That you're dreamin' on me
That you are fantasizing about me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my supposed attractiveness
There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal
About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with
There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal
About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with
There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal
About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with
There is a part I can't tell
There is a hidden secret that I cannot reveal
About the dark I know well
About the sinister truth that I am intimately familiar with
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Duncan Sheik, Steven Sater
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@batter-hx5qg
[MARTHA]
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want is just a kiss good night
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty
God, it's good, the lovin'—ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
[ILSE]
I don't scream, though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
[MARTHA & ILSE]
Me and my "beauty"
You say all you want is just a kiss good night
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty
God, it's good, the lovin'—ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well...
@mollylosty4958
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So I leave wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want is just to kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child the Lord won't mind"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
"God, it's good to lovin', ain't it good tonight"
"You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
I don't scream though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my beauty
Me and my beauty
You say all you want is just to kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child the Lord won't mind"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
"God, it's good to lovin', ain't it good tonight"
"You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right"
"It's just you and me"
"Child you're a beauty"
There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
@destinyholloway7037
MARTHA
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well
You say, ‘Time for bed now child,?
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So, I leave, wanting to hide
Knowing deep inside
You are coming to me
You are coming to me
You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
Child, the Lord won’t mind.
It’s just you and me.
Child, you’re a beauty.
God, it’s good the lovin’ ain’t it good tonight?
You ain’t seen nothing yet gonna treat you right.
It’s just you and me
Child you’re a beauty.
ILSE
I don’t scream, though I know it’s wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you’re dreamin’ on me
Me and my ‘beauty’
Me and my ‘beauty’
BOTH
You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
Child, the Lord won’t mind.
It’s just you and me.
Child, you’re a beauty.
God, it’s good the lovin’ ain’t it good tonight?
You ain’t seen nothing yet gonna treat you right.
It’s just you and me
Child you’re a beauty.
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can’t tell
About the dark I know well
Last Update: December, 21st 2013
@liampd4342
Am I a tenor if I can sing this song in this key comfortably, none of the other boys in college could sing this song and they call themselves tenors, yet I get called baritone and I can sing this better than they can.
Although I can go fairly low I’m always able to sing higher every boy I’ve meant in my education who claims to be higher than me
Other examples include
Michael in the bathroom - Be more chill
All that’s known - Spring Awakening
freeze your brain - Heathers
meant to be yours - Heathers
Seventeen - Heathers
I’m alive - Next to Normal
And then there were none - Spring Awakening
@EmoseUhunmwangho
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me
So, I leave, wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me
You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
"God, it's good, the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
I don't scream
Though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe
I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my "beauty"
You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me
And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child, you're a beauty"
"God, it's good the lovin'
Ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Gonna teach you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well
@umbreonespeont6
"Child, the Lord won't mind." Oh Jesus. This kills me.
@evvildead
(Not so) fun fact- in the Deaf West production, during the second “you say all you want is just a kiss goodnight”, Ernst breaks away from the boys and starts signing with the girls. Originally, The Dark I Know Well was supposed to be a song for Ernst and Thea, while still keeping the same connotations, but it was changed to Ilse and Martha. So when Ernst breaks away from the boys to sing with the girls in the revival, it heavily implies he is a victim of sexual abuse as well
@noelle4939
That's so sad, poor ernst 😭
@vickiramsay6191
Powerful
@araw_buwan
I wish they didn't just imply it. Having a victim of abuse representing men would've amplified the message more imo
@natzappa8135
I wonder if there’s a recorded version like this out there
@smolpieceoftrash9101
I haven't seen anybody say this yet, and I'm sure everyone already got this but I'm new here. You know how she sings, "me and my beauty" she's referencing her and body as two different things because she feels like her body isn't hers anymore at this point
@Drakethatsme
I saw my older sister in this musical, and she played Ilse. The look in her eyes when she sang this was gut-wrenching.
@bighoodie4315
Drakethatsme I'm so sorry. I am so sorry.
@armaniv3393
@@bighoodie4315 Why r u sorry?