1) Slaughterho… Read Full Bio ↴There are several bands with the name Slaughterhouse:
1) Slaughterhouse is a Hip Hop group consisting of rappers Crooked I, Joe Budden, Joell Ortiz and Royce Da 5'9". The group formed in late 2008 after Crooked I, Joell Ortiz and Royce Da 5'9" appeared on the song "Slaughterhouse" from Joe Budden's album Halfway House. They took their name from the song.
The members of Slaughterhouse all share some degree of controversy from their past in the music industry. Crooked I (Long Beach, CA) was signed to Suge Knight's Death Row label from 1999-2003, but left after his projects were shelved amidst the disintegration of the label due to Knight's continuing problems with the law. Joe Budden (Jersey City, NJ) had initial success when he signed to Def Jam in the early 2000s, but for reasons unknown, fell out of favor with Jay-Z when the latter became head of the label. Budden eventually left Def Jam and released a diss track to Jay-Z entitled "Talk to 'em." Joell Ortiz (New York, NY) was signed to Dr. Dre's Aftermath label but left after he was informed that his album would not be released until both Eminem and Dr. Dre released their respective projects. Finally, Royce Da 5'9" (Detroit, MI) is known for his falling out and feud with Eminem and D12, though the two sides have since reconciled.
All four men address these issues in the Slaughterhouse song "Move On (Slaughter House Remix)," informing any interviewers out there that their pasts are behind them and that questions pertaining to these events are not relevant. A video for the song was released in March 2009.
Their self-titled debut album, Slaughterhouse, was released on August 11, 2009 on E1 Music. The album was reportedly recorded over a six day period in early June. The album features production from Focus, The Alchemist, DJ Khalil, StreetRunner and D12's Mr. Porter.
On June 18th, 2009, the first street single off the album was released via Joe Budden's twitter. The track is "Hood Hop" (formerly known as "Woodstock") and features M.O.P. on the hook.
The first official single from the album will be "The One". A video directed by Rik Cordero has already been shot.
It was announced that "Woodstock" will not be on the final cut of the album due to sample clearance issues.
The debut album by Slaughterhouse was leaked to the internet late Friday, July 31st.
2) Slaughterhouse is an American post-punk band from Los Angeles, California. Original members include Eddie Cairns, Gaby Ramirez, Nick Aguilar and Taylor Ramirez. They released their first EP Slaughterhouse EP in 2018. Their most recent release Fun Factory was released in 2021 on Recess Records and features new vocalist Veronica Molidor.
Vocals: Veronica Molidor
Guitar: Taylor Ramirez
Bass: Eddie Cairns
Drums: Nick Aguilar
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3) Slaughterhouse is a punk rock band from Los Angeles, California.
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Raindrops
Slaughterhouse Lyrics
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Tear drops in the pillow on my bed
Still trying to keep my head up
Know you'd rather see me dead
And the raindrops keep on falling
I said they keep on falling
And they keep on falling
I said they keep on falling
(Slaughterhouse yo)
I'm the product of when a nigga's mama gives up
Crying lying in the trash with the lid shut
Ain't got no family my mind is tender my
Daddy's invisible my Mom's is Brenda uh
If I survive I'm grow into what
Society considers trash the rope is to us
That means I'm hanging myself by living
The noose is getting murdered that or going to prison
My minds controlled before I learned mind control
What you call living life I call dying slow
I'm genetically predisposed
The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul freezing cold
Feeling like I was given life and if I take it at least I choose
I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
Til then all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops
[Chorus]
(Cause this is my pain)
Dear auntie I still feel your timeless sorrow
Before you died it's like your body was mine to borrow
Like I jumped in your physical shell
While you was going through miserable hell saying goodbye to tomorrow
Everyday it make me sad, angry, mad how you were sent to heaven sacred path
Duct taped and gagged plus raped and stabbed body draped in blood what a faith to have
Such a pitiful end I'm popping Ritalin like they skittles cause
When I sleep I can feel it again and again and again it's difficult
Killing is the wickedest biblical sin I'm talking about momma's identical twin
I see your face when I look at her
Her reminder of how I've been in the cold
Since 14 years old
Swear to God I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
Til then all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops. (Rest in peace Chacha)
[Chorus]
Nah I ain't move bricks on the peter pan
No father around to teach me how to be a man
We was too high didn't know when we would land
Scraping coke on the weed til' niggas didn't see a plant
Alcoholic's child raise off of sugar water
Headed to you and just thought about how good he was brought up
Coulda woulda outta one track mind
They say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
And now I'm writing a book and the hoods the author
Called the "Obvious Poker Face The Look of Torture"
Teach you how to climb your way out that ditch then
Me all I need is this pen and thick skin
Being so bright could mean you lit then
Cause you start trying to figure out a figment
I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
Til then all I hear is wind and rain drops
[Chorus]
(Check it out)
I'm still waiting on my did to get back
He went to the store in 84 and I ain't seen him after that
Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent
So they had us back and forth to court in the months of the blizzard (Freezing)
My sneakers leaned the rubber was missing
No one on ones they always jumped me no brothers and sisters to hold me down
Along with headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Gun shots and me sleep walking I hate weights
A whole lot of crying police chalking that fate tape
Ambulance never on time they like a day late
My cousin ain't had to vacate my best friend since age eight
Sometimes I can't hold them I kid you not
Eyes get swollen holding on that tissue box
Somebody get a mop
I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
Til then all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops
[Chorus]
And the raindrops keep on falling
Yeah yeah yeah
The lyrics to Slaughterhouse's song Raindrops express the individual experiences of each member of the group, opening with the chorus that speaks to the internal turmoil that each individual feels. The wordplay in the first verse describes the struggles of growing up in tough conditions, where the writer is born to a mother who has lost hope and is found in the trash. The writer's father is absent, and he is resigned to the fact that he would grow up to become trash, and the only way out is by releasing himself, choosing life or prison. Mentally, he is in a state of mind control, or dying slowly, and the only release he finds comes from the raindrops he hears.
The second verse tells a personal, painful story of the artists' experiences with death, grief, and violence. The artist addresses his aunt who passed away, and whose body was ravaged in despicable ways. He recounts how he felt his aunt's misery, which would affect him in his sleep. He then switches to address his identity and background, describing how he was brought up as an "alcoholic's child" who survived on sugar water. He was raised in a court battle, where he and his mother were kept moving due to inconsistent payment. He finishes by acknowledging how much he has been hurt but that he held on to his pain.
Overall, the song's lyrics create a narrative of the struggles, trials, and tribulations faced by each member of the group. The chorus expresses the tensions and struggles that each member faces as they try to carry on with their lives.
Line by Line Meaning
Tear drops in the pillow on my bed
There are tears on my pillow as I try to cope with my emotions
Still trying to keep my head up
Despite the pain and difficulties, I am trying to remain strong
Know you'd rather see me dead
There are people who want me to fail and give up on life
And the raindrops keep on falling
The struggles and pain in my life continue to persist
I said they keep on falling
The problems and sadness never seem to go away
I'm the product of when a nigga's mama gives up
I was born under difficult circumstances, with a mother who could not cope
Crying lying in the trash with the lid shut
My mother gave up on me and left me to die as an infant
Ain't got no family my mind is tender my
I have no support system and my mental health is fragile
Daddy's invisible my Mom's is Brenda uh
My father is absent and my mother is struggling to raise me
If I survive I'm grow into what
If I manage to overcome these obstacles, I will be labeled and treated as trash by society
Society considers trash the rope is to us
Society has predetermined that people like me are not worth anything and have already set us up for failure
That means I'm hanging myself by living
Being alive is in itself is a challenge and a burden
The noose is getting murdered that or going to prison
The only things that await me in life are death or imprisonment
My minds controlled before I learned mind control
My thoughts and actions are so influenced by my environment that I don't even realize how much control it has over me
What you call living life I call dying slow
Life for me feels like a slow march towards death, rather than an actual living experience
I'm genetically predisposed
My life and my future are predetermined by my genetic makeup and the circumstances of my birth
The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul freezing cold
Death is the only thing that can finally put an end to this pain and suffering
Feeling like I was given life and if I take it at least I choose
My life feels almost like a punishment, and I can only hope that choosing my own end will bring some sense of control back
I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
I can only find peace once death finally takes me
Til then all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops
Until that day comes, I am left to endure the constant pain and hardships of life
Dear auntie I still feel your timeless sorrow
I am still haunted by the suffering that my aunt went through before passing away
Before you died it's like your body was mine to borrow
In the moments before her death, I felt like her suffering was a burden also weighing heavily on me
Everyday it make me sad, angry, mad how you were sent to heaven sacred path
I am left with a mix of painful emotions at the thought of my aunt's passing
Duct taped and gagged plus raped and stabbed body draped in blood what a faith to have
My aunt's death was particularly brutal and savage, leaving me with even deeper scars to bear
Such a pitiful end I'm popping Ritalin like they skittles cause
The horror of my aunt's death has left me with a deep need to numb myself to the world
When I sleep I can feel it again and again and again it's difficult
I am constantly tormented by nightmares of my aunt's death, making it almost impossible to rest easy
Killing is the wickedest biblical sin I'm talking about momma's identical twin
The thought of violence and killing is something that fills me with dread, and makes me think back to the pain of losing my own mother's twin sister
I see your face when I look at her
Every time I look at my aunt's face, I am reminded of my mother's twin sister who passed away
Her reminder of how I've been in the cold
The memories surrounding my aunt's death and my mother's twin's passing have left me feeling isolated and alone
Since 14 years old
I have carried this pain and grief from a very young age
Swear to God I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops
Only death can bring me any sort of peace, and I know that is where I will find it
Nah I ain't move bricks on the peter pan
I am not involved in any criminal activity
No father around to teach me how to be a man
Growing up without a father figure has left me without a clear understanding of what it means to be a man
We was too high didn't know when we would land
I grew up in an environment where drug use and addiction were common, leaving me feeling unmoored and untethered in life
Scraping coke on the weed til' niggas didn't see a plant
I grew up in an environment where drugs were always present, and sometimes it was not even clear that there was any actual plant material being consumed
Alcoholic's child raise off of sugar water
I grew up in a family where there was an alcohol problem, leaving me to subsist on cheap sugary drinks
Headed to you and just thought about how good he was brought up
As I approach you, I cannot help but think of your own fortunate upbringing and beginnings
Coulda woulda outta one track mind
My mindset has been limited by my upbringing and environment, leaving me unable to fully imagine a different kind of life
They say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter
People say that someone with many skills or talents is also capable of engaging in morally questionable activities
And now I'm writing a book and the hoods the author
I am now working to tell and share the stories of others who come from similar circumstances, using my own experiences as the foundation
Called the "Obvious Poker Face The Look of Torture"
This book that I am working on has a provocative title that is intended to capture the pain and suffering of life in the projects
Teach you how to climb your way out that ditch then
Through my book, I hope to help others learn how to overcome their own struggles and rise up from their difficult circumstances
Me all I need is this pen and thick skin
All I need to be successful is my writing and a resilience that comes from enduring the pain and hardship of my upbringing
Being so bright could mean you lit then
Being intelligent and having promise and potential could also make you a target for those who would seek to tear you down
Cause you start trying to figure out a figment
Once you begin to imagine and dream of a better life, it can be difficult to reconcile that hope with the harsh realities of the world around you
I'm still waiting on my did to get back
I am still hoping for a reunion with my father, who has not been present in my life
He went to the store in 84 and I ain't seen him after that
My father left and never returned in 1984, leaving me without any sort of relationship or bond with him
Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent
My mother was also struggling and was forced to accept public assistance to make ends meet
So they had us back and forth to court in the months of the blizzard (Freezing)
The challenges and difficulties in our life only seemed to compound, with legal troubles and the harshness of winter compounding our struggles
My sneakers leaned the rubber was missing
We were unable to afford basic necessities like proper shoes, which left me at risk of injury and added to my sense of despair
No one on ones they always jumped me no brothers and sisters to hold me down
I was frequently surrounded by people who meant me harm, and had no siblings or support to help me navigate those situations
Along with headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes
Music was one of the few respites I had from my life, but even that was a struggle as my cheap technology was constantly breaking and malfunctioning
Gun shots and me sleep walking I hate weights
I am constantly on edge and fearful due to the violence and danger around me, making it hard for me to truly rest and relax
A whole lot of crying police chalking that fate tape
So much pain and misery surrounded me that there was almost always a sense of tragedy and loss hanging in the air
Ambulance never on time they like a day late
Even basic services like medical care are often unavailable or unreliable in my community
My cousin ain't had to vacate my best friend since age eight
My own family members and those closest to me have also been forced to flee or abandon our community, leaving me more alone
Sometimes I can't hold them I kid you not
The pain and grief of my life are often too much for me to bear, leaving me seemingly without any outlets
Eyes get swollen holding on that tissue box
All I can do is cry and grieve, holding onto whatever meager comfort I can find
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc., Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ROBERT BROOKINS, RYAN MONTGOMERY, TONY RAY HAYNES, JOSEPH ANTHONY BUDDEN, DOMINICK WICKLIFFE, JOELL CHRISTOPHER ORTIZ, ALONZO MARIO STEVENSON, HERBERT CORTEZ TURNER
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