My Soul Is Empty And Full Of White Girls
Slaves Lyrics


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I wanna get out, I wanna get out
I'm sick of giving in to these demons
I wanna get out, I wanna get out
I'm sick of giving in to these demons

With eyes wide open, all I see is the dark
Another hit, another mark
A small pinch and my whole world starts to spark
If I had another chance, I can't say what I'd do
The minds a tricky thing when it comes to the loss of you

Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close

Dear shame, are you forever?
I'll never know what it's like to keep my head from spinning
I'll carry the flame for you, I'll carry the weight for you
In that moment I don't need to think twice, the end of a shattered life

Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close

I feel her body break under the weight
My selfish lies, selfish lies, I can't do it any other way
Sometimes I hear her cries, I hear her cries
Under, under, under the weight of my love

Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?




Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close

Overall Meaning

The song "My Soul Is Empty And Full Of White Girls" by Slaves is a hauntingly emotional track that depicts the internal struggles of the lead vocalist, Jonny Craig. The lyrics convey a sense of despair and regret, as Craig laments the self-destructive behavior that has consumed him. Throughout the song, he expresses a desire to escape the demons that have taken hold of him and to find a way to regain control of his life.


The chorus of the song, "Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life, if I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?" highlights the internal conflict that Craig experiences. It is unclear who this "her" is, but it is evident that her cries haunt him, and he feels guilty about the actions that have led him to this point. The line "If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?" suggests that despite feeling lost and empty, he still finds some level of euphoria in his reckless behavior.


The lyrics of "My Soul Is Empty And Full of White Girls" are deeply personal and provide a glimpse into the tumultuous life of Jonny Craig. The song explores themes of addiction, guilt, and regret and offers an unflinching look at the struggles that many individuals face when battling their inner demons.


Line by Line Meaning

I wanna get out, I wanna get out
The singer wants to escape from their current situation.


I'm sick of giving in to these demons
The singer is tired of succumbing to negative influences or behaviors.


With eyes wide open, all I see is the dark
The singer is in a state of despair or hopelessness.


Another hit, another mark
The artist is self-destructive and engaging in harmful behavior.


A small pinch and my whole world starts to spark
The artist is turning to drugs or other substances for a temporary escape from their problems.


If I had another chance, I can't say what I'd do
The singer is filled with regret and unsure of how they would have acted differently in the past.


The minds a tricky thing when it comes to the loss of you
The singer is struggling to come to terms with a past relationship and the impact it had on their mental state.


Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
The artist is haunted by memories of a past relationship and feels overwhelmed by their emotions.


If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
The artist feels conflicted between their feelings of emptiness and their ability to feel passion or emotion.


Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
The artist wants to revisit a specific moment in the past, where their partner's deceit led to the end of the relationship.


Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close
The singer is bitter towards their past partner and sees them as nothing more than a sexual object.


Dear shame, are you forever?
The artist is reflecting on their feelings of guilt and wondering if they will ever be able to move past them.


I'll never know what it's like to keep my head from spinning
The singer feels like they are in a constant state of chaos and are unable to find peace or stability.


I'll carry the flame for you, I'll carry the weight for you
The singer is still emotionally attached to their past partner and is willing to bear the burden of their pain.


In that moment I don't need to think twice, the end of a shattered life
The singer is contemplating suicide or self-harm as a way to escape their emotional pain.


I feel her body break under the weight
The artist is consumed by guilt and feels responsible for their past partner's pain.


My selfish lies, selfish lies, I can't do it any other way
The artist acknowledges that their past behavior was self-serving and harmful to others, but also feels trapped in their negative patterns.


Under, under, under the weight of my love
The singer's intense, overwhelming emotions are causing pain and harm to themselves and others.




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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@Prof.Pwnalot

Addiction never leaves you.
Can only imagine, same thing with Anthony Green and plenty of other influential musicians / comedians.
Takes 100 times the amount of strength and energy to actively go out of your way to not resort back to the addiction.
Takes half a breath to fall back in the trap.
Comes down to how much you want it, and coping mechanisms as you do life without substance.
Also the perspective on life / outlook mentally.
Need to keep yourself grounded.
Hard drugs are hard habits to break.
"Old habits die hard"



@Cwolfe

I wanna get out, I wanna get out
I'm sick of giving in to these demons
I wanna get out, I wanna get out
I'm sick of giving in to these demons
With eyes wide open, all I see is the dark
Another hit, another mark
A small pinch and my whole world starts to spark
If I had another chance, I can't say what I'd do
The minds a tricky thing when it comes to the loss of you
Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close
Dear shame, are you forever?
I'll never know what it's like to keep my head from spinning
I'll carry the flame for you, I'll carry the weight for you
In that moment I don't need to think twice, the end of a shattered life.
Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close
I feel her body break under the weight My selfish lies, selfish lies, I can't do it any other way
Sometimes I hear her cries, I hear her cries
Under, under, under the weight of my love
Sometimes I hear her cries, silence is the dirtiest trick in life
If I'm so empty, then why do I feel alive?
Let's go back for the last time, when you breathe you lie
Pretty thing keep your mouth closed, and those legs tangled close



@_Sinnamon28_

Deserves it? Him being deserving or not is completely irrelevant...
Talent is talent.
And take a look at some of the most recognizable artists over the last few decades... If their popularity/career/album sales/success were based upon them as people being "deserving" or not would you be as aware of their music as you are now? Doubt it. 🤔 🤷‍♀️
Let's just see if we can name a few....?
Elvis!? Kurt Cobain of Nirvana!? Bradley Nowell of Sublime!? Jimmy Hendrix!? Janis Joplin!? Amy Whitehouse? Whitney Houston!? Michael Jackson!?......
Please, feel free to add any that come to mind... 😒
So yes, there may be some foul words spoken in the music industry about Jonny Craig as a person and I am sure others involved have been given reasons to speak their opinions...
But his personal struggles, prior mistakes or intimate relationships are not to be used against him to determine if he is "deserving" of a successful career or not!
Please sit the f-ck down with that argument... 👎
Talent is talent!!



All comments from YouTube:

@abysses

jonny has been my favorite artist for well over a decade and it absolutely crushes me to see his legacy vs where he’s at now.

@terragrow440

Hes actually been doing great for the last year or so especially

@bb_goblin

​@@terragrow440 shhhhhhhhhhhh don't jinx it. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Love him anyways.

@timmotti8436

Director: Hey Jonny, what are you gonna do with your hands?
Jonny: Just watch!

@jonnyralston5299

I do a lot of things with my hands

@aprildavadi9697

🤣🤣🤣

@zakburcham4738

Man, I just hope Johnny can get through it again. So much talent, such an incredible voice, for that junk to take it away from the world

@terragrow440

Is something bad going on with him rn? Ive been seeing him extra active lately on IG with gigs and such

@andrebraganza3607

Yeah... Its kinda absurd to think about that a drug addict with so much struggles delivered the best projects of its genre, and some of the best projects of music as a whole. Dude is pure talent

@Puffley

Daddy Craig is sober still

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