Near its inception, Sleeping At Last's amateur debut album, Capture, was noticed by Smashing Pumpkins frontman Billy Corgan, who helped expose the music to the major-label world. Soon after, the band signed to Interscope Records and released 2003's Ghosts , their first official full-length album. Two independently-released full-length records followed: 2006's Keep No Score and 2009's Storyboards . In between the writing and recording of albums, the band has established a reputation for a pitch-perfect live show, successfully headlining several U.S. tours and sharing the stage with such artists as Switchfoot, Yellowcard, Something Corporate, Billy Corgan's Zwan, Alanis Morrisette, Lifehouse, and Phantom Planet, just to name a few. The creative process has always been protected, as the band self-produced each record, working with respected mixers such as John Goodmanson and Alan Moulder.
After the departure of drummer Chad O'Neal in 2011, the remaining duo embarked on the ambitious Yearbook project, in which O'Neal and Perdue released three songs on the first of every month in individual EPs. After its completion, all EPs were compiled into an LP and published independently. However, upon the final release of the Yearbook series, Perdue stepped down from the duo, leaving Ryan O'Neal a solo artist under the group's pre-existing moniker.
On December 10, 2012, O'Neal announced his largest project to date: the Atlas series, a three-part project approaching the themes of the origins of the universe and human development. Similar to 2011's Yearbook compilation, each set of new songs would be released as individual EPs until each part's completion, at which time the compilation of songs would be released as an LP. Up to now, 2014's Atlas I and 2019's Atlas II remain as stellar examples of O'Neal's accomplishments as a solo independent artist. Production on Atlas III is in progress, and its first two songs, "Overture III" and "Awake" have been released as singles.
Besides the Atlas series, O'Neal has kept busy with other projects, including three albums of covers commissioned by ABC's "Grey's Anatomy", in which Sleeping At Last has appeared a whopping 77 times. Sleeping At Last also produced the scores for the documentaries Many Beautiful Things (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack) and charity:water's The Spring (Original Score). Finally, O'Neal has released multiple singles surrounding significant astronomical events, published as a compilation in 2020 under the title of Astronomy, Vol. 1.
Sleeping At Last has long been a beacon shining brightly on behalf of independent artists. In the ever-changing climate of the music industry, the quest for a successful independent career seems evermore difficult to attain. From his new home in L.A., O'Neal pursues this challenge relentlessly through his commitment to musical integrity in his songwriting, and in this way nurtures a unique and personal relationship with his listeners. He has remained true to the things that brought him to music in the first place: his love of melody and the power of words. His music and lyrics emerge from a place that is honest, raw, and spiritual: Says Ryan, "Our faith is a big part of who we are, but we have always intended our music to be for anyone that cares to listen, no matter who they are or what they believe in. Everyone hears a song in a different light."
In keeping with this, Ryan's lyrics ask every important question that occurs. While he promises no fast, sure answers, he somehow always offers hope as the consistent, overarching theme.
Emphasis
Sleeping at Last Lyrics
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Who's sting protects the colony.
Was its life worth nothing more
Than honey for the queen?
Life is a branch and it is a dove,
Handcrafted by confusing love.
Sign language is our reply,
In hollow towers and empty hives,
We craved sweetness with a fear of heights.
Was it all just a grain of sand
In an hourglass?
The smartest thing i've ever learned
Is that i don't have all the answers,
Just a little light to call my own.
Though it pales in comparison
To the overarching shadows,
A speck of light can reignite the sun
And swallow darkness whole.
Death is a cold, blindfolded kiss.
It is the finger pressed upon our lips.
It puts an unwanted emphasis
On how we should have lived.
Life is a gorgeous, broken gift.
Six billion+ pieces waiting to be fixed.
Love letters that were never signed,
Sent to where we live.
But the sweetest thing i've ever heard
Is that i don't have to have the answers,
Just a little light to call my own.
Though it pales in comparison
To the overarching shadows,
A speck of light can reignite the sun
And swallow darkness whole.
"Emphasis" by Sleeping at Last is a hauntingly beautiful song that explores the questions of life, death, and the purpose of existence. The lyrics reveal an underlying fear of mortality, as well as a desire to find meaning and hope in the face of the unknown.
The opening lines of the song "Death is promised to the bee/ Who's sting protects the colony" establish the theme of mortality and the idea that we are all inherently fragile, but are capable of great sacrifice for the greater good. The following lines "Was its life worth nothing more/ Than honey for the queen?" question the purpose of such sacrifice and suggest an existential crisis that many face.
The chorus of the song "Though it pales in comparison/ To the overarching shadows, /A speck of light can reignite the sun/ And swallow darkness whole" offers a glimmer of hope in the darkness. It suggests that even though life may seem insignificant, the smallest of gestures can still make a significant impact and bring light into the world.
Throughout the rest of the song, the lyrics continue to explore the complexities of life and death, but ultimately the message is one of hope and resilience in the face of the unknown.
Line by Line Meaning
Death is promised to the bee
The bee's sting is its protection of the colony, but in return for this duty, its death is certain.
Who's sting protects the colony.
The bee's sting is a necessary mechanism for the survival of the colony.
Was its life worth nothing more
The bee's life was valuable, and the question raises whether its full purpose was merely to serve the queen by creating honey.
Than honey for the queen?
The value of the bee's life is questioned in relation to its role in producing honey for the queen.
Life is a branch and it is a dove,
Life can be seen as something that is both sturdy and fragile, symbolic of a branch and a dove.
Handcrafted by confusing love.
Life itself is created by the perplexing nature of love and chance events.
Sign language is our reply,
When words cannot convey our emotions clearly, we use sign language to express ourselves.
When church bells make no sound.
In times of spiritual silence, we turn to other means of communication to express ourselves.
In hollow towers and empty hives,
We often seek comfort in structures that may be devoid of real substance or meaning.
We craved sweetness with a fear of heights.
We long for things that may be pleasing to us but may also hold risks or dangers.
Was it all just a grain of sand
The things we often strive for or desire may ultimately amount to very little in the grand scheme of things.
In an hourglass?
Time can be fleeting, and what we value or do may slip away as quickly as sand through an hourglass.
The smartest thing i've ever learned
The singer has learned that it's impossible to have all the answers in life.
Is that i don't have all the answers,
There will always be things in life that are beyond our understanding or control.
Just a little light to call my own.
Despite this lack of control or knowledge, the singer takes comfort in the small amount of understanding or light they possess.
Though it pales in comparison
Even though the light the artist possesses may seem insignificant in comparison to the greater darkness in life.
To the overarching shadows,
The larger, more imposing forces in life can often make our individual struggles seem insignificant.
A speck of light can reignite the sun
Despite the size or power of darkness, even a small amount of light can have the power to bring hope and renewal.
And swallow darkness whole.
This light can overpower and absorb the darkness, even if it does not fully eliminate it.
Death is a cold, blindfolded kiss.
Death is inevitable and often comes unexpectedly, like a kiss in the dark.
It is the finger pressed upon our lips.
Death often silences us and our ability to communicate or express ourselves fully.
It puts an unwanted emphasis
Death makes us reflect on our lives and what we could have done differently, emphasizing our missed opportunities and regrets.
On how we should have lived.
Death forces us to reflect on how we have lived and may make us regret our choices or missed opportunities.
Life is a gorgeous, broken gift.
Life is a beautiful thing, despite its imperfections and hardships.
Six billion+ pieces waiting to be fixed.
Humanity, with all its flaws and conflicts, has the potential for growth and repair.
Love letters that were never signed,
Unexpressed love is a common regret that many people may have in their lives.
Sent to where we live.
This love and longing is a part of the human experience and is intertwined with our everyday existence.
But the sweetest thing i've ever heard
Despite the hardships and regrets that life may bring, the artist has found something heartening and encouraging.
Is that i don't have to have the answers,
Even though life is full of questions and uncertainty, the artist has learned that they don't need to have all the answers to find hope and joy.
Just a little light to call my own.
Like before, the singer finds solace in having even a small amount of understanding or clarity in their life.
Contributed by Isaac N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
tarasmithtara1
Death is promised to the bee whose sting protects the colony.
Was it's life worth nothing more
than honey for the queen?
Life is a branch and it is a dove,
handcrafted by confusing love. Sign language is our reply, when church bells make no sound.
In hollow towers and empty hives, we craved sweetness with a fear of heights.
Was it all just a grain of sand in an hourglass?
The smartest thing I've ever learned is that i don't have all the answers,
just a little light to call my own.
Though it pales in comparison to the overarching shadows,
a speck of light can reignite the sun and swallow darkness whole.
Death is a cold, blindfolded kiss.
It is the finger pressed upon our lips.
It puts an unwanted emphasis on how we should have lived.
Life is a gorgeous, broken gift.
Six billion pieces waiting to be fixed.
Love letters that were never signed, sent to where we live.
But the sweetest thing I've ever heard is that I don't have to have the answers,
just a little light to call my own.
Though it pales in comparison to the overarching shadows,
a speck of light can reignite the sun and swallow darkness whole.
Atheer Alhammami
Death is promised to the bee
Whose sting protects the colony
Was its life worth nothing more
Than honey for the queen?
Life is a branch and it is a dove
Handcrafted by confusing love
Sign language is our reply
When church bells make no sound
In hollow towers and empty hives
We craved sweetness with a fear of heights
Was it all just a grain of sand
In an hourglass?
The smartest thing I've ever learned
Is that I don't have all the answers
Just a little light to call my own
Though it pales in comparison
To the overarching shadows
A speck of light can reignite the sun
And swallow darkness whole
Death is a cold, blindfolded kiss
It is the finger pressed upon our lips
It puts an unwanted emphasis
On how we should have lived
Life is a gorgeous, broken gift
Six billion pieces waiting to be fixed
Love letters that were never signed
Sent to where we live
But the sweetest thing I've ever heard
Is that I don't have to have the answers
Just a little light to call my own
Though it pales in comparison
To the overarching shadows
A speck of light can reignite the sun
And swallow darkness whole
Sutapa Jana
why isn't Ryan O'Neal more famous? He deserves so much more recognition. The lyrics..oh the lyrics of his every song!!
Margie Burgardt
I’m 73 and just discovered him last week. Oh my, how beautiful is his voice…are his thoughts expressed with just the perfect amount of accompanying sound.
Rakesh Kumar
Its better that way i guess, makes his songs much more personal. A gem that is unseen to many.
Backpacking wizard
Because only few can comprehend what he actually means. Being incredible aesthetic has its price, he went down with it.
He's an expensive masterpiece, only few can afford him.
Hayley Marse
Kat Dorrough Music he isn’t specifically a Christian artist but his music is clearly influenced by God
Gabriel Lucena
I question myself every time I listen to any of his wonderful songs.
Ria Trinidad
This is a song that can only be sung from the place where broken things become whole.
Ippolito 68
This comment made my day 😍
Guilherme Oliveira
Remembering you again :)
A Seth
This song is the epitome of musical genius.