The band consists of Rachel Goswell (vocals/guitar), Neil Halstead (vocals/guitar), Nick Chaplin (bass), Christian Savill (guitar), and Simon Scott (drums, 1990-1994, 2014-present); additionally, Ian McCutcheon replaced Scott from 1994-1995. Goswell and Halstead had known each other since early childhood in Reading, Berkshire.
Initial demos were released as the Slowdive EP in late 1990; the band's sound was influenced by the Cocteau Twins and Creation labelmates My Bloody Valentine, featuring heavy use of guitar effects and muted vocals. Reviews in Melody Maker and the NME were enthusiastic, and two further well-regarded EPs followed in 1991 (Morningrise & Holding Our Breath). Their debut LP Just for a Day was written and recorded in six weeks, and was generally felt to be a disappointment at the time. At the same time, the UK music press had started to pick up on the American grunge scene, and the more introspective sounds of Slowdive, labelmates Ride, Chapterhouse and other "shoegazing" bands had fallen from critical favour. American label SBK pushed back the release of Just for a Day after a disastrous viral marketing campaign (involving vandalism of a public statue). In early 1992, the band toured the USA with Ride, and then returned to the UK to record a second album.
The band's second album, Souvlaki, would later become generally the band's most popular and well-received record. The album broke new ground for the band: two songs featured contributions from Brian Eno; "Souvlaki Space Station" was influenced by dub reggae; tracks such as "Dagger" and "Here She Comes" would become indications of the country-rock direction Halstead and Goswell would take a few years later; and several songs such as "When the Sun Hits" and "Alison" continued the style of the first album, but with improved songwriting. Initial copies of the UK version came with Blue Day, a compilation of most of the early EP tracks originally released as a separate album in Japan and some European countries. Later in the year, the band also released the 5 EP, containing four songs showcasing the influence of ambient techno; the lead track "In Mind" was also remixed by Bandulu and Reload (both then signed to Creation's dance label).
As with the first album, SBK delayed Souvlaki's release, and the band found themselves touring the USA in the summer of 1993 as Catherine Wheel's supporting act with no product to promote. The US version of Souvlaki was eventually released in early 1994, and included "Some Velvet Morning" (originally recorded for the Volume 7 compilation) and three of the tracks from the 5 EP. When Slowdive were finally able to tour America to support the album, SBK withdrew their funding halfway through; two further tours in 1994 were entirely funded by the band.
Simon Scott left amidst creative differences in 1994; he was replaced on drums by Ian McCutcheon. The band had almost become a Halstead solo project by the recording of their final album, 1995's Pygmalion. A critically misunderstood and widely-misinterpreted "ambient" record, Pygmalion took the dreamy guitar sound and warm-yet-solemn tone of earlier Slowdive to a newer, more minimalist extreme, similar to earlier dream pop bands such as A R Kane, or bands such as Labradford.
Slowdive was dropped by Creation in 1995 a week after the release of Pygmalion; Halstead had been warned before the recording of the album that the relationship with the label would end unless he delivered a "pop album". A legend arose that the band was dropped due to the Gallagher brothers refusing to sign Oasis to Creation if Slowdive and their counterparts remained on the label's roster, although Oasis had in fact released their debut single almost a year before Pygmalion.
After being dropped from Creation, Slowdive eventually went on hiatus later in 1995. Neil Halstead, Rachel Goswell and Ian McCutcheon recorded an album of country-influenced songs, and were signed to label 4AD, changing the band name to Mojave 3. Halstead and Goswell have also both released solo albums for 4AD.
Christian Savill went on to form Monster Movie, a dream pop group that continued where Slowdive left off. They have released three albums thus far, Last Night Something Happened, To The Moon, Transistor, and—most recently—All Lost.
Simon Scott formed Televise in 2004, a group which developed the lengthy noise swells and experimental song structures that helped define shoegaze while (also) including a more electronic brand of indie rock.
Eventually, all of Slowdive's albums were reissued in late 2005. Just For a Day included a bonus disc with all tracks from the first three EPs, and the three songs recorded for a John Peel session on 26 March 1991. Souvlaki included a bonus disc with all the remaining EP tracks, as well as "Some Velvet Morning" (originally recorded for a compilation). Pygmalion—which had become a collector's item in the years since its release due to it never being issued in the USA—contained no extra material, however.
On January 28, 2014, following a 12-day countdown and the appearance of an official website and Twitter account for the band, Slowdive announced their reunion with the Just for a Day/Souvlaki-era line-up including Simon Scott as drummer. The band was confirmed the same day to be playing the 2014 Primavera Sound Festival in Barcelona, Spain. 2014 saw the band go on a 5 month, 40 date long tour. In January 2017, Slowdive released their first new single in 22 years on the Dead Oceans label. Another single and a self titled fourth album followed in May 2017, preceded by another single, "Sugar for the Pill".
In September 2020, Slowdive announced they had begun work on their fifth studio album. In April 2023, the band confirmed on a podcast that they had finished their new album. The lead single "Kisses" was released on 20 June 2023, and later that month the band played the Glastonbury Festival for the first time. The album's second single "Skin in the Game" was released on 18 July 2023, followed by "The Slab" and "Alife" in August, and the album Everything Is Alive, was released on 1 September 2023.
So Tired
Slowdive Lyrics
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It's so hard to feel
But it's alright
'Cause I believe
And I guess I'll dream
I guess I'll take the time to dream
It's alright
I'm just sleeping
Slow down
It's just always on my
Slow down
It's just always on my
So tired
Suicide is gone yeah
But it's alright
'Cause I believe
And it's just a dream
It's always on your
It's just a dream
It's just always on your mind
The lyrics to Slowdive's song "So Tired" illustrate the singer's exhaustion and weariness with life. The repeated phrase "so tired" emphasizes the overwhelming exhaustion that the singer is feeling. Despite this, there is a sense of hope and faith throughout the song, as they believe that things will eventually get better.
The lyric "Suicide is gone yeah" is particularly poignant, as it suggests that the singer has had suicidal thoughts in the past, but has managed to overcome them. The line "it's always on your mind" reinforces the idea that even when the singer is feeling slightly better, the thought of suicide continues to linger in their mind.
The repetition of the phrase "it's just a dream" adds to the dreamlike quality of the song, suggesting that the singer's experiences are somewhat surreal or unreal. Overall, "So Tired" creates a melancholy yet hopeful mood, communicating the complexity of dealing with mental health issues.
Line by Line Meaning
So tired
The singer is exhausted and drained.
It's so hard to feel
The singer is struggling to experience emotions.
But it's alright
Despite the difficulties, the singer remains optimistic.
'Cause I believe
The artist has faith that things will get better.
And I guess I'll dream
The artist looks to dreams as a way to find solace.
I guess I'll take the time to dream
The singer recognizes the importance of taking a break and dreaming.
It's alright
The singer reassures themselves that everything is okay.
I'm just sleeping
The artist might be physically resting, but really they're struggling with emotional exhaustion.
Slow down
The artist is urging themselves to take a break.
It's just always on my
Despite the need for rest, the artist's concerns are constantly on their mind.
Suicide is gone yeah
The singer has overcome suicidal thoughts.
And it's just a dream
The artist recognizes that their struggles with mental health may not be wholly based in reality.
It's always on your
The singer recognizes that others might also struggle with these same feelings.
It's just a dream
The singer reassures others that their struggles with mental health may not be entirely grounded in reality.
It's just always on your mind
Despite the need for rest and relaxation, these struggles with mental health are unrelenting.
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Written by: NEIL HALSTEAD
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James Conrad
on Miranda (Demo Version)
Wrong lyrics.