This Time
Smashing Pumpkins Lyrics


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This time I need to know
I really must be told
If it's over
It's up to you you know
The things you want to hold
Are in pieces

Crashing down
Crashing down again
Crashing down
Crashing down my friends

I've got to move it on
I've got to sing my song
While I still can
Dispatch the last alarms
Hand out the last few charms
There's no surprises

Only love yeah
Only love can win
Crashing down
Crashing down, my friends

This time I need to know
I really must be told
That it's over
I've lived my life alone
My every step foretold
To never linger
And yet it haunts me so
What we are letting go
Our spell is broken

Crashing down
Crashing down, my friends
Crashing down
Crashing down again
Only love, yeah
Only love will be enough
Yeah, only love will win

For every chemical
You trade a piece of your soul
With no return
And who you think you know
Doesn't know you at all
Their drain is needless

Someday we'll wave hello
And wish we'd never waved goodbye
To this romance
We'll drink up every line
And shoot up every word
Till there's no more

Crashing down
Crashing down, my friends
Only love
Only love can win

So cry these tears
We'll cry as all
We've held so long to fall apart




As the curtain falls
We bid you all goodnight

Overall Meaning

The song This Time by Smashing Pumpkins is about the themes of love, loss, and uncertainty. The lyrics express the need for the truth, a confirmation of whether a relationship is coming to an end or not, and the struggles of moving on. The singer has suffered from a loveless life of loneness and the song reflects his anxiety, desperation to know the truth, and as well as his hope for love. The line "I've got to sing my song, while I still can" suggests the singer's sense of urgency, implying that he is running out of time, as well as the idea that music itself is his source of solace in his times of troubles. The line "for every chemical, you trade a piece of your soul, with no return" suggests the singer's anxieties about the dangers of addiction and how it can consume a person.


The chorus "Crashing down, crashing down, my friends" is jarring, emphasizing the destructive power of love and how it can metaphorically take one's world down, a sentiment echoed in the line "what we are letting go, our spell is broken." The song ends on an introspective note, with the line "so cry these tears, we'll cry as all, we've held so long to fall apart, as the curtain falls, we bid you all goodnight." This line hints at the finality of the situation at hand, with a sense of closure as well as sadness.


Line by Line Meaning

This time I need to know
I'm seeking clarity


I really must be told
I must hear the truth


If it's over
Our relationship may have ended


It's up to you you know
You have control


The things you want to hold
What you value


Are in pieces
Are damaged or broken


Crashing down
Falling apart


Crashing down again
Repeating the same failures


I've got to move it on
I need to move forward


I've got to sing my song
I need to express myself


While I still can
Before it's too late


Dispatch the last alarms
End the warnings


Hand out the last few charms
Give out the last of our efforts


There's no surprises
No unexpected events will occur


Only love yeah
Love is the only solution


Only love can win
Love is the only way to succeed


I've lived my life alone
I've been alone too long


My every step foretold
My life was predetermined


To never linger
To not hesitate


And yet it haunts me so
It still bothers me


What we are letting go
What we are losing


Our spell is broken
Our connection is severed


For every chemical
For every artificial high


You trade a piece of your soul
You sacrifice a part of yourself


With no return
Without benefit


And who you think you know
You don't truly know someone


Doesn't know you at all
They don't understand you


Their drain is needless
Their influence is unnecessary


Someday we'll wave hello
We'll meet again


And wish we'd never waved goodbye
We'll regret parting ways


To this romance
To this love affair


We'll drink up every line
We'll savor every moment


And shoot up every word
We'll absorb every detail


Till there's no more
Until it's gone


So cry these tears
We'll express our emotions


We'll cry as all
We'll all mourn


We've held so long to fall apart
We've been holding onto something that is now breaking


As the curtain falls
As the end approaches


We bid you all goodnight
We say goodbye




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: WILLIAM PATRICK CORGAN

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