Musically & lyrically, the band embraced a depressive style; personal psyhcologic crisisis and depressions; the suicides at the deep of personal imagination.
Anxiety
Sociopath Lyrics
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I see my body is dying
in every sunrise as time comes to an end
the thin line between the death and breath
feeling of belonging...
the only reason for the whole bleeding
pay heed to the madness in your imagination..
discover the caustic limits of life
bruise the pain inside besieging life for the last time
embrace the death... but don't talk to it
fearful anxiety instigative of suicide
insanity inside still of illusions
doubt in light, scaring irony
this badness is a divine present
don't talk to it, never talk to it...
The lyrics of the song "Anxiety" by Sociopath are deeply introspective and seem to be a reflection of the inner turmoil of the artist. The first line "Forget it with respect" could be interpreted as a plea to forget about the singer's struggles with anxiety, but to do so with empathy and understanding. The next line, "I see my body is dying in every sunrise as time comes to an end" suggests that the singer may be experiencing physical and emotional pain, and that every new day brings the reminder of their mortality.
The following lines "the thin line between the death and breath, feeling of belonging, the only reason for the whole bleeding," highlight the fragility of life and the human need for connection and purpose. The singer acknowledges the madness in their imagination, perhaps referring to the irrational thoughts and fears that come with anxiety. The chorus, "discover the murderous myst of life, discover the caustic limits of life, bruise the pain inside besieging life for the last time, embrace the death... but don't talk to it," seems to suggest a desire to confront the harsh realities of existence, including the inevitability of death, but not to engage in self-destructive behavior.
The final lines of the song, "insanity inside still of illusions, doubt in light, scaring irony, this badness is a divine present, don't talk to it, never talk to it," encapsulate the theme of the song which is that despite the pain and anguish that comes with anxiety, there is a recognition of the value of these experiences, which ultimately contribute to the richness and complexity of human existence.
Line by Line Meaning
Forget it with respect..
Dismiss the thought with reverence..
I see my body is dying
I recognize my body's decay
in every sunrise as time comes to an end
With each new day, I realize that time is running out
the thin line between the death and breath
The delicate balance between life and death
feeling of belonging...
Sense of being connected with something
the only reason for the whole bleeding
The sole justification for enduring all this pain
pay heed to the madness in your imagination..
Pay attention to the craziness your mind conjures..
discover the murderous myst of life
Uncover the enigmatic savagery of existence
discover the caustic limits of life
Roughly comprehend the destructive boundaries of life
bruise the pain inside besieging life for the last time
Agonize the torment within for the final moment of life
embrace the death... but don't talk to it
Welcome death... but don't converse with it
fearful anxiety instigative of suicide
Dreadful restlessness that provokes suicide
insanity inside still of illusions
Madness concealed within myths
doubt in light, scaring irony
Suspecting the clarity, frightening irony
this badness is a divine present
This unpleasantness is a godly gift
don't talk to it, never talk to it...
Avoid communication with it, never with it...
Contributed by Jordyn S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Jaded Muse
I'm really impressed at how self-aware she is. That takes work and introspection. She's also super knowledgeable about people. As someone with probably too much empathy, it's very interesting to hear what life is like on the other end of the spectrum.
Cyndi Gooch
Jaded Muse I've tended to be an overly empathetic person as well, which I'm slowly working on, and totally agree with you about Kanika Batra and others like her.
She's certainly had a much more interesting life than me, but I've experienced a lot of trauma since I was a child, so might've acheived more, if that wasn't the case. 🙁
Jaded Muse
@Cyndi Gooch Same. 💕
ally Xx
Shes married you know! She went to therapy and such :3
S Mohammed
Who new anxiety was a blessing too??? Thank you for this video ... this is huge. I guess we need to be grateful no matter what. I guess balance is nessarcy.too much is horrible and none is just as bad
The Fuck Is a Life?
Everyone has anxiety (unless you have a personality disorder like hers) but some people experience overwhelming anxiety and that’s different because that anxiety is uncontrollable and pretty much prevents normal daily activities and is what I am diagnosed with, anxiety is actually healthy but overwhelming and uncontrollable anxiety is considered a disorder.
pogpogpurin
@The Fuck Is a Life? yeah this! The disorder of anxiety is not a blessing so its important to diffentuate the emotion from the disorder (much like how you can feel somewhat depressed but not have the depressive disorder), but having the normal emotions and feelings of anxiety and anxiousness, something that helps us stop doing stupid things out of worry etc, is absolutely something I can see someone who cant feel that, wish to have as it can help put things in perspective. But not the debilitating condition
Constance Strawn
That's super candid and I'm happy you shared it. I have anxiety disorder and I often dream of a life without anxiety - but you bring up a good point that anxiety does have usefulness. Actually, now that I type that out, I realize you just taught me the exact same thing my therapist has been trying to teach me. Getting those "oh no, danger!!" signals are very important, my disordered brain simply doesn't know how to process that signal. I want to suppress it, they encourage me to recalibrate it. Duck, they are right. And so are you. Thank you for the honesty. I hope this transparency about your diagnosis and thought processes aren't burning any of those bridges you'll need later.
Shinrin Yoku
Yeah, anxiety-ridden person here. My first time on fluvoxamine was godsent, my severe panic attacks went away but so did my enthusiasm and joy. This SSRI saved my life, but it also made me feel understimulated. A bit like sociopaths (even my empathy was seriously reduced). And it was nothing pleasant. It's about finding the right amount of stimulation (ideally a flow state).
Ruby Reign
Also i noticed that understanding your not in control is a big one as well you have to just let try trust activities or activities that require you to trust that def helps the more you accept you can only deal with what happens as it comes you’ll be able to manage it more