Cross My Heart
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Gut knotted, you don't care
Mind rotting, through my stare
You walk away
Lifeless feeling in my mind
Bloody hands seems so divine
You think it'll go away

Cross my heart, hope to die
I lost my dream today
I lost my dream today
I lost my
Cross my heart, hope to die
Pluck out my fucking eye

I am broken everywhere
Loveless bastard, I don't care
I walk away
Tell me something I don't know
Tell me how I need to grow
Emotions drain

(dream today)

You, you walked away
You, never planned to stay
You, you walk away, just get away, just stay away
I said
You, never plan to stay, just walk away, just stay away
I swear

Cross my heart hope to die
Cross my heart hope to, dear God my,
Guts knotted, showed no care
Mind rotted through my stare
You walked away
Lifeless feeling everyday




Bloody hands were my decay
You thought it'd go away

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of SOiL's song Cross My Heart convey feelings of being abandoned and betrayed by a loved one. The first verse uses vivid imagery to describe the emotional turmoil the singer is experiencing: their gut is knotted and their mind is rotting, likely due to the pain of being left by their partner. The partner is described as walking away without any care or concern, while the singer is left with a bloody feeling of despair.


The chorus of the song, "Cross my heart, hope to die," is a phrase often used in children's games to make a promise. However, in this context, it takes on a darker meaning: the singer has lost their dream, and they feel that they would rather have their eye plucked out than to continue living with the pain.


The second verse continues to explore the singer's emotional state, with them referring to themselves as a "loveless bastard" who doesn't care. They seem resigned to their fate and willing to accept any negative emotions that come their way.


Overall, Cross My Heart is a powerful song that delves into feelings of heartbreak and abandonment. It is a reminder that even the strongest of us can feel broken and lost after experiencing love and loss.


Line by Line Meaning

Gut knotted, you don't care
I am anxious and upset, but you don't seem to care


Mind rotting, through my stare
I am feeling mentally ill and hopeless, and it shows in my stare


You walk away
You leave me alone and abandon me in my moment of distress


Lifeless feeling in my mind
I am feeling numb and emotionless inside


Bloody hands seems so divine
I am feeling so hurt and lost that even self-harm seems desirable


You think it'll go away
You believe my pain will eventually fade on its own


Cross my heart, hope to die
I swear honestly with all my being


I lost my dream today
I have lost my hope and aspirations


Pluck out my fucking eye
I am so desperate and in pain that I want to cause myself physical harm


I am broken everywhere
I am shattered and lost in every aspect of my life


Loveless bastard, I don't care
I feel unloved and hopeless, and I am losing the will to care


I walk away
I am giving up and leaving the situation behind


Tell me something I don't know
I am pleading with someone to give me new information or perspective on my situation


Tell me how I need to grow
I am asking someone to give me guidance on how to improve myself and my situation


Emotions drain
I am feeling emotionally depleted and unable to cope


You, you walked away
You left me alone to suffer


You, never planned to stay
You never intended to commit or stick around


You, you walk away, just get away, just stay away
You keep leaving and coming back, but I wish you would just stay away


I said
I emphasized my point or clarified my previous statement


You, never plan to stay, just walk away, just stay away
You have no intentions of staying, and I wish you would just leave for good


I swear
I am making a serious vow or declaration


Cross my heart hope to die
I am promising with utmost sincerity


Guts knotted, showed no care
I am feeling nauseous and upset, but you are indifferent


Mind rotted through my stare
My mental state is deteriorating, and it is evident in my expression


Lifeless feeling everyday
I feel empty and unfulfilled every single day


Bloody hands were my decay
My self-destructive tendencies have led to my downfall


You thought it'd go away
You hoped my problems would resolve themselves without effort or intervention




Lyrics © DistroKid, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JONES, WILLIAMS

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03056932R

this is truly one of the great songs from the mid 2000's, a real classic. epic.

reali T

This song has such a good flow and feel to it!

Garry Brown

ryan Mccombs such a underrated metal vocalist

SoiLX

So intense, Ryan kills it everytime!

HeyThatsAlexandria

This song is amazing!

Alithepro1

This songis F**king awesome :D Go on Soil Please contineu making awesome music.

Tim Sifrin

soil...really 1 of my fave bands!..just <3

MopOfVirtue

Wait, who would consider them to be in the same category anyway? SOiL effing kicks ass.

Karolina Kay Kowalska

I like it.. awesome.

bioreflex

Chorus is really nice

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