Where are you
Solar Fake Lyrics

You are unseizable like the sand that runs through my hands
You are impossible to hold onto, slipping away like sand between fingers

And you’re flowing away with the waves
You are being carried away by the currents of life and circumstance

To alley the pain you can’t stand any more
To ease the pain that has become unbearable

Within your thoughts there is no room for another game
Your mind is consumed by one particular struggle and you can't handle any more challenges

To pretend and to act like whoever expects
To put on a façade and play a role to meet others' expectations

There’s nothing left to respect
Respect has been lost or devalued

With your arms spread on the floor
Feeling defeated and helpless, lying on the ground with arms outstretched

You try to forget your life of yore
Attempting to forget or escape the past and all of its complexities

You are waiting for a better day
Hopeful for a brighter future

When you can ignore the things they say
Being able to brush off criticism or harsh words from others

And your fear is taking over again
Fear is becoming overwhelming and paralyzing

The fight and struggle was all in vain
The effort and hardship endured were ultimately for nothing

And the stars cannot light the way
Even guidance from the universe is failing to provide direction

To the place where you are today
To the current state of being, which is lost and confused

To the place you’d like to be today
To the desired state of being, which may feel unattainable

You feel the cuts that cover all of your naked skin
Suffering from emotional pain, which feels like physical wounds covering the whole body

You remember each time when a drop of your blood
Reflecting on past instances of intense struggle and hardship

Has seeped into the ground
Enduring hardship has felt like giving a part of oneself away

And you wonder why it’s not hurting anymore
Feeling detached from pain that used to cause great distress

and you bear all the unspoken truths in your mind
Carrying the weight of unspoken thoughts and feelings internally

There’s nothing left to regret
Mistakes have been made, but there is no point in dwelling on them now

I followed your trace again
Making an effort to reconnect with someone who has become distant

But now I feel my strength has waned
The effort required to maintain the relationship has become too great

I would give everything to see your starry eyes just for one more time
There is a strong desire to reconnect with this person, even if it requires great sacrifice