Inside
Solar Moon feat. Jen Lyrics
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But i'm fucking dead inside
Contemplating suicide
Lemme know girl is you down to ride
You should be my ride or die
I might fucking die tonight
Looking for help some tonight
I say everythings alright
She wanna know why i lie
I ain't got no reason why
Hiding all my insides
Keeping everything on the inside
I'm just tryna live my life
Spilling all my insides
Brought a gun to a fight with a knife
You better tuck that pistol tight
Better fuckin grip it right
They say all that matters is whats on the inside
But i'm fucking dead inside
Contemplating suicide
Lemme know girl is you down to ride
You should be my ride or die
I might fucking die tonight
There ain't no fucking help in sight
Looking for help some tonight
I say everythings alright
She wanna know why i lie
I ain't got no reason why
Hiding all my insides
Keeping everything on the inside
I'm just tryna live my life
Spilling all my insides
Brought a gun to a fight with a knife
You better tuck that pistol tight
Better fuckin grip it right
The lyrics to Solar Moon feat. Jen's song Inside depict the struggles of someone who is dealing with intense emotional pain, and who is contemplating suicide as a way to cope. The lyrics express the idea that while society places great importance on inner beauty and mental health, often the reality is that many people are hurting on the inside and feel completely alone. The singer feels empty and dead inside, and sees no way out of their pain.
The chorus is a plea to a loved one to be there for them, to be their ride or die, as they contemplate taking extreme measures to escape their pain. The second verse speaks to the singer's deception; they have been hiding their inner turmoil from those around them and find themselves lying to those they love. The final lines in the song speak to the destructive nature of this pain, as the singer brings a gun to a fight with only a knife, desperate to feel in control.
Overall, the lyrics to Inside paint a haunting picture of pain and desperation, and highlight the importance of mental health and having a strong support system.
Line by Line Meaning
They say all that matters is whats on the inside
People claim that one's inner self is what counts
But i'm fucking dead inside
However, I feel emotionally drained
Contemplating suicide
And my thoughts wander towards taking my own life
Lemme know girl is you down to ride
Tell me if you're willing to stay with me through thick and thin
You should be my ride or die
You must be ready to do anything for me
I might fucking die tonight
Because tonight, things might go wrong and I could lose my life
There ain't no fucking help in sight
I can't seem to find anyone who can ease my pain
Looking for help some tonight
But tonight, I'm still trying to find some assistance
I say everythings alright
I keep pretending everything's okay
She wanna know why i lie
The girl beside me wants to know why I keep lying
I ain't got no reason why
But I don't have any valid explanation for it
Hiding all my insides
I'm keeping my true emotions hidden from everyone
Keeping everything on the inside
I'm bottling everything up within myself
I'm just tryna live my life
I'm just trying to make it through this life
Spilling all my insides
But sometimes, I can't help but let my emotions out
Brought a gun to a fight with a knife
I came prepared with a firearm against my opponent's blade
You better tuck that pistol tight
So I better make sure I have a good grip on my gun
Better fuckin grip it right
I need to have a solid hold on my weapon
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jensen Walsh
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@HansBestenfalls
very nice sound!!!
@nofacemonster
My favorite song from the whole Erotic Lounge compilations. Absolutely love the lyrics and the beat of the music.
"She wears her beauty like wings... wrapped around his soul..."
@olgicaz
i'm crazy for them