Freelancer
Sonic Syndicate Lyrics


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Here I am
Licking my wounds once again
Why am I trapped in a replay of yesterday
The imprints of you will all be burned
And I cross my heart in hope you'll never return

I love myself for hating you
And I can't remember what meant so much to me

IF YOU GAVE ME THE POWER TO TURN BACK TIME
TO SAVE MY CORRUPTED HEART
I WOULD SHAPE IT THE WAY IT WAS MEANT TO BE
I WOULD NEVER KNOW YOU
AND YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW ME

I'll forever be what I am
A freelancer
Never be duped by your scam
Have fun extracting any love from my heart
And Godspeed, passenger,
On my train of pain which will soon depart





I love myself for hating you
And I can't remember what meant so much to me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sonic Syndicate's song Freelancer depict a heartbroken individual who is healing from the wounds of a failed relationship. The singer wonders why they are trapped in a never-ending replay of yesterday, with the imprints of their former lover burning deeply within them. They hope that their heart will never allow this person to return and plague them with the pain again. The singer states that they love themselves for hating this person, and they cannot even remember what meant so much to them to begin with. They feel as though they have been given a chance to turn back time with the power to save their corrupted heart. But with that power, they would never have met this person, and they would have never crossed paths.


The lyrics narrate a transformation of the singer from a naive lover trapped in a toxic relationship to a liberated freelancer who refuses to be duped by the scam of love. The singer acknowledges the pain and hurt that they have experienced, and they boldly declare that no one will extract any love from their heart again. The singer seemingly bids farewell to their former lover, ushering them to the Godspeed of life with the assurance that they will forever remain a freelancer.


Line by Line Meaning

Here I am
I am present and here in this moment.


Licking my wounds once again
I am tending to my emotional hurts and feeling the pain once more.


Why am I trapped in a replay of yesterday
I feel stuck in a cycle of reliving the past and cannot move forward.


The imprints of you will all be burned
The memories of you will be erased and forgotten.


And I cross my heart in hope you'll never return
I vow to never let you have a hold on me again.


I love myself for hating you
I recognize that hating you is an act of self-love and self-protection.


And I can't remember what meant so much to me
I cannot recall why I ever cared about you or valued our relationship.


IF YOU GAVE ME THE POWER TO TURN BACK TIME
If I had the ability to go back in time,


TO SAVE MY CORRUPTED HEART
To prevent my heart from being damaged or harmed,


I WOULD SHAPE IT THE WAY IT WAS MEANT TO BE
I would mold and shape it to its natural and authentic form.


I WOULD NEVER KNOW YOU
I would have never met or been involved with you.


AND YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW ME
You would have never crossed paths or interacted with me.


I'll forever be what I am
I will always be true to myself and stay grounded in my identity.


A freelancer
I am independent and free from any constraints or restrictions.


Never be duped by your scam
I will not fall for your deceitful tactics or manipulation.


Have fun extracting any love from my heart
You will not find any love or affection from me.


And Godspeed, passenger,
I wish you well and safe travels,


On my train of pain which will soon depart
As I move on, I leave behind the hurt and suffering caused by you.




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Страхиња Стојилковић

I almost forgot to listen to this masterpiece today.

RiZA PLHV

Same bro

NeykoXXX

one of their best songs

Mad Kiitten

Still can't get enough of this song

Jose Manuel Quesada

Outstanding song. It sounds like a perfect mix between In Flames and The Offspring.

Miklós Pásztói

"If You Gave Me The Power To Turn Back Time To Save My Corrupted Heart " I Miss U Roland =(

DeadlockR

I love this song so much <3

MasterofHorror2310

Great Song : ) Sonic Syndicate are the Best!!!

Praetoras

The Unguided still sounds really good, have you listened to their new album preview?

Bwe4Fun

Its from the second album, their first 3 albums in original lineup are very good. But after the third album Richard Sjunnesson (Harsh Vocals) , Roland Johannsson(Clean Vocals) and Roger Sjunnesson (Guitar) left the band because of extensive touring and creative differences. More about this you can read in Richards blog.

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