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Sophie Cates Lyrics

Invite me over 'cause you love me like a friend
You only want me around when it benefits you, not because you have any real feelings for me.

Just to make me watch you hold her again
You enjoy rubbing your new relationship in my face, even though it hurts me.

So I'll say that I'm tired and go then walk halfway home
I'll pretend to be okay and leave, but inside, I'm hurting and struggling to keep it together.

Sit on the curve edge and stare down on my phone
I try to distract myself with my phone, but deep down, I feel alone and sad.

Convince myself that I believe what I wrote
I try to convince myself that I'm moving on and that I don't care about you anymore, but it's not true.

They said that I would find somebody to hold but you're all I know
Even though people say there are other fish in the sea, I can't help but feel that you were the only one for me.

And you swear you love me more than anything
You say you love me, but your actions show otherwise.

Want me to lie and tell you it's been easy
You want me to spare your feelings and tell you that I'm doing fine without you, even though it's not true.

To watch you move on while I take care of these
While you're off living your life, I'm left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart.

Broken pieces where my heart should be
You hurt me deeply and it's taking time to heal from the pain you caused.

Stop telling me you still feel bad
I don't want to hear your apologies anymore. They don't fix the damage you've done.

'Bout how you made me fall in love and then left
You played with my emotions and left me heartbroken, and now you're trying to make yourself feel better by apologizing.

Bring it up and ruin my weekend again, forgiving your regrets
You keep bringing up the past and it's ruining my peace of mind. I just want to move on and forget about you.

Time goes so slow, walking alone
My life feels empty and lacking direction without you in it.

And on my way home I see you when my eyes close
Even when I'm by myself, I can't escape thoughts of you and what we had.

We both know why you call me crying
You know that I still care about you, so you take advantage of my feelings and call me when you need someone to talk to.

And I hear your lies
I know that you're not being truthful with me, but I choose to listen anyway.

Deep down you wanna be mine
You still have feelings for me and wish that things could be the way they used to, but it's too late for that now.

You say you don't understand
You act like you don't know why I'm upset or why things ended between us, but you know the truth.

But there's a pain in my chest
My heart hurts every time I see you with someone else or hear about your new life without me in it.

'Cause I got into my head when she's kissing you neck
I can't help but imagine what it would be like if that were me instead of her, and it's a painful thought.

That I'm not over it yet
I'm still struggling to move on from our relationship and the hurt that you caused me.