Balls And My Word
Soundtrack Lyrics

Maybe you were right after all,
I'm beginning to think that you were correct in your assessment of me.

Maybe I'm just bad news,
Perhaps I am the cause of all that is wrong around me.

I've been drowning in memories
I'm overwhelmed by my past experiences.

Call it residual blues.
I can't shake off the sad feeling that's sticking with me.

I fell asleep watching Veronica Mars again.
I'm finding comfort in watching my favorite TV show because I can't sleep otherwise.

I still fuss with that tourniquet,
I still try to control the damage done to me.

And tried to squeeze in your dreams.
I wanted to take part in your plans and aspirations.

Slung it on- it's a perfect fit.
It's effortless for me to blend in with you.

What do you suppose that means?
What significance does this have for you?

My parents keep asking when you're planning on coming around.
My parents are eagerly waiting for you to visit again.

If we'd only stayed together
Had we not parted ways,

I might not have fallen apart
I wouldn't be in pieces right now.

But the words you said destroyed my planet.
The things you said broke my world apart.

I stall before I start.
I hesitate before taking any action.

I stall before I start anything at all.
I can't bring myself to initiate anything.

Got a job at uncommon grounds,
I'm employed at a coffee shop called Uncommon Grounds.

I finally shaved off that beard.
I'm sporting a clean-shaven look now.

I sold my Xbox to Jimmy down the street.
I've sold my Xbox console to a neighbor named Jimmy.

Hell, I even quit smoking weed.
I've stopped smoking marijuana altogether.

I'm taking an online course- I'm learning to speak Japanese.
I'm studying the Japanese language through an online course.

The things that used to mean so much to me,
The things that were once important to me,

Have gone the way of dinosaurs, hopes and dreams, and everything.
Have become extinct, along with my aspirations and dreams.

All I want for you to be is happy or something,
All I desire for you is to find joy or something similar.

I guess anything is better than the time you spent hoping I'd get it sorted out.
It seems that anything would be better than the countless moments you've wasted hoping I'll get my life together.

I sent you a post card
I've mailed you a postcard

But the post office sent it back
However, I received it back from the post office

They said the buildings been torn down.
They informed me that the building's no longer standing.

I just miss what I thought we would have.
I long for the beautiful moments I had envisioned for us.

It's all my fucking fault!
All of this catastrophe is due to my actions!