After All
Sowelu Lyrics


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Narenai SUUTSU SHIWA mo tsukezu ni sesuji wo nobashita mama
Tsuri kawa ni giri hitomi wo fuseta ano hito mitsuketa asa
Hanashi kake you toshite sugu ni kotoba wo nomi komu watashi ga ita

Mukashi hanashi hajimetara tanoshi koto wa wakatte iru kedo
Kore wa tabun ai ja nai
Minna kou yatte kawatte iku none shiranai hito he to
Okaeri michi mata ano hito ga ita otono no kao wo shiteru
Madamada yoru wa samui mitai ne BURAUSU eri wo tateta
Machi no hi matata kidasu sou yo watashi konya wa isoga nakucha

Kokoro yurusu hito tachi wo shitta doko mo kowosare mou nai
Ato wa nani ni naru no kana
Soshite kiga tsukeba kawatte iru none shiranai machi he to

Ano koro no hoshi tachi wa mou mienai keredo
Ato mo naku kieta wake janai kara

Eki kara uchi made tsuduku kawa beri no michi wa aruki nareta mo nagai
Demo samashii basho nante nai hazu
Soka ni iru kono watashi dakega tada samashii dake

Kawatte iku watashi demo mirai no watashi honto ni yuruseru?
Dareka omoi hajimetara
Sorede kono kimochi koni samishi samo umerareru kashira

Mukashi hanashi hajimetara tanoshii koto wa wakatte iru kedo




Kore wa kitto ai jaanai
Ie ni tsuita nara mezamashi mo kakezu nemuri ni tsukimasu

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sowelu's song "After All" tell a story of self-reflection and uncertainty. The singer is reaching out to someone they found while fishing at a riverbank, eager to start a conversation but struggling to find the right words. They reflect on their past experiences and relationships, acknowledging that they've grown and changed because of them but uncertain what the future holds. They wonder if they can truly forgive and accept themselves, and if someone else could really see and accept them for who they are. The song ends with the singer returning home, admitting that they'll sleep in till late and putting off the stresses of the day, not sure what will come next.


The lyrics can be seen as a meditation on the process of growing up and changing, and the way that past experiences can shape our thoughts and feelings. The singer seems to be trying to make sense of their place in the world, and whether they can find meaning and connection with others. The imagery of the riverbank and the fishing could represent the transient nature of life and relationships, with the singer casting their line out into an uncertain future. The song's slow, meditative pace and sparse instrumentation give it a contemplative feel, emphasizing the introspective mood of the lyrics.


Line by Line Meaning

Narenai SUUTSU SHIWA mo tsukezu ni sesuji wo nobashita mama
I stood up straight without creasing my unworn suit or making wrinkles


Tsuri kawa ni giri hitomi wo fuseta ano hito mitsuketa asa
I found someone I once met while fishing and locked eyes with them


Hanashi kake you toshite sugu ni kotoba wo nomi komu watashi ga ita
I was the one who immediately consumed words while trying to start a conversation


Mukashi hanashi hajimetara tanoshi koto wa wakatte iru kedo
When I start to tell stories of old, I remember that they were enjoyable moments


Kore wa tabun ai ja nai
But now, it may not be love


Minna kou yatte kawatte iku none shiranai hito he to
Everyone is changing to become someone unknown


Okaeri michi mata ano hito ga ita otono no kao wo shiteru
On my way home, I see that person again and can tell they have grown older


Madamada yoru wa samui mitai ne BURAUSU eri wo tateta
It seems the night is still cold, I pull up my collar


Machi no hi matata kidasu sou yo watashi konya wa isoga nakucha
The lights of the town are beginning to twinkle and it seems like I don't have to rush tonight


Kokoro yurusu hito tachi wo shitta doko mo kowosare mou nai
I know people who have forgiven me, so there's no need to be scared


Ato wa nani ni naru no kana
I wonder what the future holds


Soshite kiga tsukeba kawatte iru none shiranai machi he to
And before I knew it, I'm changing to become someone unknown to the city


Ano koro no hoshi tachi wa mou mienai keredo
The stars of that time can no longer be seen


Ato mo naku kieta wake janai kara
However, they haven't disappeared completely


Eki kara uchi made tsuduku kawa beri no michi wa aruki nareta mo nagai
The riverbank path from the station to my house is a long, well-trodden route


Demo samashii basho nante nai hazu
But there shouldn't be a space that feels so empty


Soka ni iru kono watashi dakega tada samashii dake
Perhaps it's just me feeling lonely, although there are people around me


Kawatte iku watashi demo mirai no watashi honto ni yuruseru?
Even though I'm changing, can the future version of myself truly forgive me?


Dareka omoi hajimetara
Once someone starts to have feelings for me


Sorede kono kimochi koni samishi samo umerareru kashira
I wonder if these feelings can fill up the loneliness inside


Mukashi hanashi hajimetara tanoshii koto wa wakatte iru kedo
When I start to tell stories of old, I remember that they were enjoyable moments


Kore wa kitto ai jaanai
But now, it may not be love


Ie ni tsuita nara mezamashi mo kakezu nemuri ni tsukimasu
When I arrive home, I fall asleep without setting my alarm




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