I'm Not
Sparks Lyrics


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I'm not
I'm not

First I wake up and not shave
Not a very pretty day
Look at the time
It's time to not go out to work today
I'm not at my best today
I'm not getting dressed today
Look at the time
It's time to not eat lunch with you today

I'm not fooling when I say
I'm not myself any day
I'm not
In or out or up or down
I'm not
Shutting up or yelling out
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not

I'm not buying nothing new
And I'm not trying nothing new
No one makes me feel
As though it matters what I do
I'm not watching my TV
And I'm not reading magazines
And I'm not missing much
And that ain't hard for me to see

You're not my type but you can stay
That's long enough, now go away
I'm not
In or out or up or down
I'm not
Shutting up or yelling out
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

I'm not
I'm not

First I wake up and not shave
Not a very pretty day
Look at the time
It's time to not go out to work today

(I'm not) I'm not
(I'm not) I'm not




(I'm not) I'm not
(I'm not) I'm not

Overall Meaning

The song "I'm Not" by Sparks is a unique and introspective take on apathy and self-discovery. In the first verse, the singer wakes up and decides not to shave, hinting at a lack of concern for his appearance. He notes that it's "not a very pretty day," perhaps suggesting that his mood mirrors the dreary weather. Despite the fact that he has the option to go to work, he decides not to, opting to stay home and opt out of societal obligations. He makes it clear that he's not feeling his best and doesn't want to socialize with others, indicated by him saying "It's time to not eat lunch with you today."


The chorus of the song finds the singer declaring that he's not himself any day, and not conforming to any societal norms or expectations. He's not up or down, not shutting up or yelling out, suggesting that he's not easily categorized or swayed by others. He's simply operating on his own terms, which is made clear by his refrain of "I'm not, I'm not."


The second verse finds the singer continuing to reject mainstream culture, as he's not buying or trying anything new. He feels that no one else's opinion or approval matters, as he states "No one makes me feel as though it matters what I do." He also decides to not watch TV or read magazines, as he feels that he's not missing anything of value. In the final lines of the song, the singer allows someone (presumably a romantic partner) to stay but then abruptly tells them to leave, further emphasizing his independent nature.


Line by Line Meaning

First I wake up and not shave
I choose not to shave in the morning and start my day off in a non-traditional way


Not a very pretty day
The day doesn't seem very promising, and there's not much to look forward to


Look at the time
I check the time to see what I should be doing


It's time to not go out to work today
Instead of going to work, I'm choosing to stay home today


I'm not at my best today
I don't feel like I'm performing my best or giving my best effort today


I'm not getting dressed today
I won't be putting on any clothes or getting ready for the day


It's time to not eat lunch with you today
Instead of having lunch with you like normal, I'm choosing to do something different today


I'm not fooling when I say
I'm being truthful when I say that I'm not myself today or any day


In or out or up or down
No matter which direction you look at it from, I'm just not feeling like myself right now


Shutting up or yelling out
Whether I'm quiet and introverted or loud and extroverted, I'm still not feeling like myself at the moment


I'm not buying nothing new
I don't feel the need to purchase any new items at the moment


And I'm not trying nothing new
I don't feel the need to try anything new or change things up at the moment


No one makes me feel
I'm not affected by the opinions or actions of others around me


As though it matters what I do
It feels like what I do, or don't do, doesn't make a significant difference in the grand scheme of things


I'm not watching my TV
I'm choosing not to watch TV at the moment


And I'm not reading magazines
I'm also choosing not to read magazines at the moment


And I'm not missing much
I don't feel like I'm missing out on much by not watching TV or reading magazines


And that ain't hard for me to see
It's easy for me to realize that I don't need to engage in these activities to enjoy my time


You're not my type but you can stay
You may not be my usual type, but I'm willing to let you stick around for now


That's long enough, now go away
However, it's been long enough and I'm ready for you to leave now


I'm not
I'm just not feeling like myself at the moment


I'm not
No matter how you slice it, I'm just not feeling like my usual self right now


(I'm not) I'm not
This is a repeated chorus, emphasizing the point that I'm just not feeling like myself right now




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