II
Spectrum Lyrics


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You used to question if I loved you, well I fucking did
Took way too much to convince you, now that's fucking dead
Didn't wanna make time for you, I gave you too much
But nothing I gave you was enough
I'm glad that's fucking dead
I came back twice, damn I feel stupid
I can't explain why so I gotta blame Cupid
I went to war for your heart but came back wounded
Should've warned me from the start that the pain was included
Third time's the charm I hope your new man is charming
Cuz if he has to put up with the same shit, he'll be leaving
And I don't mean to jinx you
But you keep going for the same shit, like that's gonna save you
But it won't
No it won't
Look I'm telling you it won't
Cuz love is not a fetish
I really hope you get it
Why you following me when you know I'm gone
Don't call me up when you need me cuz I'm done
You keep playing all these games, well you have won
Don't hit me up, don't call my phone
I must admit I might be bitter
Scrolling through your timeline seeing you with another nigga
To be honest, you weren't the only thing that mattered
But I made you matter
That should've mattered
But that's the past and the past stays the past
You said I did this and I did that
But ultimately you were the one making up the facts
Facts
You lied so many times
But it's on me cuz I believed you every time
I should've seen this coming
Cuz when we kissed you'd check to see if my eyes were opened
Damn
Now that's trust issues
You got love issues
I should've had them too
But
Now that's all said and done
At least I know you're not the one
Why you following me when you know I'm gone
Don't call me up when you need me cuz I'm done
You keep playing all these games, well you have won
Don't hit me up, don't call my phone
Why you following me when you know I'm gone
Don't call me up when you need me cuz I'm done




You keep playing all these games, well you have won
Don't hit me up, don't call my phone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Spectrum's song II express the singer's disappointment and frustration with a past relationship. The song begins by addressing the partner's initial doubts about the singer's love, which he assures her was genuine, but it took too much effort to convince her of it. He then acknowledges that he didn't prioritize her enough and that he gave her everything he could, but it was never enough. Now, he is relieved that the relationship is over. The singer reveals that he gave the relationship multiple chances, but without success. He blames Cupid, claiming that there is no logical explanation as to why he kept coming back to someone who wasn't right for him.


As the song progresses, we can sense the singer's disappointment with himself for fighting so hard for the relationship, as he returns wounded from the emotional war for his lover's heart. He warns his ex-girlfriend that if she doesn't change, her new man will leave her just as he did. The singer chastises his former partner for pursuing the same futile path, believing that it will save her from her love issues; he advises her that love is not a fetish, and she should acknowledge it. In the final verses, the singer admits that he is bitter and regrets making his former partner his first priority, but he acknowledges that they both played a role in the break-up. He acknowledges her trust issues and her need for love, but ultimately knows she isn't the one for him.


Line by Line Meaning

You used to question if I loved you, well I fucking did
You doubted my love, but it was always there


Took way too much to convince you, now that's fucking dead
It was exhausting to prove my love, it's over now


Didn't wanna make time for you, I gave you too much
I wanted to be with you, but I also gave too much


But nothing I gave you was enough
I tried to do everything, but it was still not enough for you


I'm glad that's fucking dead
I'm happy that the relationship is over now


I came back twice, damn I feel stupid
I gave our relationship multiple chances, I regret it


I can't explain why so I gotta blame Cupid
I don't know why I kept coming back, maybe it was fate


I went to war for your heart but came back wounded
I fought hard for your love, but it hurt me in the end


Should've warned me from the start that the pain was included
You should have told me that love comes with pain from the beginning


Third time's the charm I hope your new man is charming
I hope your new partner treats you better and makes you happy


Cuz if he has to put up with the same shit, he'll be leaving
If he faces the same problems as me, he will eventually leave too


And I don't mean to jinx you
I don't want to curse your relationship


But you keep going for the same shit, like that's gonna save you
You keep repeating the same mistakes, it won't help you in the long run


But it won't
Repeating the same cycle won't lead to a successful relationship


No it won't
I'm sure of it, it just won't work


Look I'm telling you it won't
I want to warn you that it's not going to work out


Cuz love is not a fetish
Love is not an obsession or a fetish, it's deeper than that


I really hope you get it
I hope you understand the true meaning of love


Why you following me when you know I'm gone
Why are you trying to keep in touch when our relationship is over?


Don't call me up when you need me cuz I'm done
Don't call me when you need help, I'm not there for you anymore


You keep playing all these games, well you have won
You always played games in our relationship and now you may have won, but at what cost?


Don't hit me up, don't call my phone
Don't try to contact me anymore


I must admit I might be bitter
I have to confess that I may still be holding onto some resentment


Scrolling through your timeline seeing you with another nigga
Seeing you with another person on social media hurts


To be honest, you weren't the only thing that mattered
Although I cared for you, you weren't the only important thing in my life


But I made you matter
I tried my best to make you feel special and important


That should've mattered
My efforts to make you feel important should have been appreciated


But that's the past and the past stays the past
Our relationship is over and we can't change what happened


You said I did this and I did that
You blamed me for things in our relationship, without acknowledging your own actions


But ultimately you were the one making up the facts
You twisted the truth and made up your own version of events


You lied so many times
You were dishonest on several occasions


But it's on me cuz I believed you every time
I should have seen through your lies and not believed you


I should've seen this coming
I should have anticipated the end of our relationship


Cuz when we kissed you'd check to see if my eyes were opened
You had trust issues and always suspected me of something


Now that's trust issues
Your distrust of me has caused you to have trust issues in general


You got love issues
You have issues with love and relationships


I should've had them too
I should have been more careful with my heart


Now that's all said and done
Our relationship is over and there's nothing left to say


At least I know you're not the one
I've realized that you're not the right person for me




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Spectrum Originator

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Comments from YouTube:

Dream Caster

This was my Spectrum, a big upgrade from the rubber key and served me well until I got an ST.

Drago Kills

I had a gray plus 2, but it came with Donkey Kong, Mario Bros and that Ian Botham game. Happy memories!

James Aitchison

The ZX Spectrum 128k + 2 was my very first home computer games system, i got it for Christmas 1985...good times 😃

Robbie D

My first computer after my atari 2600 . Loved it .
Horace goes skiing , match of the day , Daley Thompsons decathlon .
Happy days ❤

Laserdreams

Thanks for the video just picked up one of these, that version of oh mummy looks a bit tit compared to the Amstrad version 😄 was an amstrad owner in youth noticed that alien destroyer has the same art as galactic plague, same game?

The Laird's Lair

Amstrad Oh Mummy is far superior, but both are great. Alien Destroyer just uses the same artwork, Amstrad being lazy.

etrax

Reckon the ZX Spectrum 2+ is the best way to go. You can load games from cassette and save them to an SD card reader!

Tetlee

27:05 you obviously never owned a TI99/4A and felt the joy of the pain sticks 😁

Ashleigh Cartwright

This was available in the UK. They did a James bond pack in with the gun too.

Drago Kills

G'day sport!

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