Rocker
Speedealer Lyrics


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I want my tears back

The treetops, the chimneys, the snowbed stories, winter grey
Wildflowers, those meadows of heaven, wind in the wheat

A railroad across waters, the scent of grandfatherly love
Blue bayous, Decembers, moon through a dragonfly's wings
Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where's dear Alice knocking on the door
Where's the trapdoor that takes me there
Where's the real is shattered by a Mad Marsh Hare

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Before the years take me
I wish to see
The lost in me

I want my tears back
I want my tears back now

A ballet on a grove, still growing young all alone
A rag doll, a best friend, the voice of Mary Costa

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where's dear Alice knocking on the door
Where's the trapdoor that takes me there
Where's the real is shattered by a Mad March Hare

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Before the years take me
I wish to see
The lost in me

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where's dear Alice knocking on the door
Where's the trapdoor that takes me there
Where's the real is shattered by a Mad March Hare

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Before the years take me
I wish to see
The lost in me

I want my tears back
I want my tears back now

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Before the years take me
I wish to see
The lost in me

Where is the wonder where's the awe
Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Before the years take me
I wish to see
The lost in me





I want my tears back
I want my tears back now

Overall Meaning

The song "Rocker" by Speedealer is a tribute to the lost innocence and imagination of childhood. The lyrics speak to the nostalgic desire to rekindle a sense of wonder and awe that once brought joy and excitement. The first stanza describes various elements of nature, such as winter landscapes and meadows of wildflowers, that can inspire a sense of awe. The second stanza includes references to childhood experiences, such as playing with a rag doll and listening to the voice of Mary Costa. The chorus repeatedly asks, "Where is the wonder, where's the awe?", expressing a longing to recapture the magic of childhood. The phrase "I want my tears back" is a metaphorical way of expressing a desire to be moved to tears by beauty and wonder once again.


The verses also include references to Lewis Carroll's "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland," a classic tale of a young girl who falls into a fantastical world full of whimsical characters and nonsensical events. The line "Where's dear Alice knocking on the door, where's the trapdoor that takes me there," references the mysterious and magical portal through which Alice enters Wonderland. The line "Where's the real is shattered by a Mad March Hare" also references a character from the book.


Overall, the song speaks to a universal experience of longing to recapture the magic and innocence of youth. Its references to nature and classic literature add a touch of whimsy and nostalgia to the lyrics.


Line by Line Meaning

I want my tears back
I want to feel strong emotions again, to be moved to tears.


The treetops, the chimneys, the snowbed stories, winter grey
Imagery of the winter scene, invoking a sense of nostalgia and reflection.


Wildflowers, those meadows of heaven, wind in the wheat
A beautiful, idyllic depiction of nature, highlighting the beauty and peace found in the outdoors.


A railroad across waters, the scent of grandfatherly love
Showing how certain sights and smells can trigger memories of loved ones or fond moments from the past.


Blue bayous, Decembers, moon through a dragonfly's wings
More nature imagery, adding to the nostalgic and reflective tone of the song.


Where is the wonder where's the awe
Questioning why the excitement and amazement of life seems to have faded away over time.


Where's dear Alice knocking on the door
Referencing Alice in Wonderland, wondering where the sense of wonder and magic has gone from life.


Where's the trapdoor that takes me there
Asking for a way to escape reality and find the enchantment of life again.


Where's the real is shattered by a Mad Marsh Hare
Referencing the Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland, expressing frustration with the harsh, cold realities of life.


Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for
Longing for the passion and excitement for life that used to keep them awake at night.


Before the years take me
Feeling a sense of urgency to rediscover the joys of life before it's too late.


I wish to see the lost in me
Wanting to rediscover parts of themselves that have been lost over time or through life experiences.


A ballet on a grove, still growing young all alone
An image of grace and beauty in a serene setting, showing the desire for peace and tranquility in life.


A rag doll, a best friend, the voice of Mary Costa
Reminiscing on childhood memories and the carefree days of youth.




Writer(s): Malcolm Mitchell Young, Angus Mckinnon Young, Ronald Belford Scott

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Comments from YouTube:

SPEEDEALER

Thanks for sharing.

SPEEDEALER

@Lone Star Rocker cool, my personal one is mobways1970

Lone Star Rocker

Definitely, I’ll dm you on ig. 🎸

SPEEDEALER

@Lone Star Rocker Thanks man, we had a blast. Is there any way I could get you to upload the video to drop box so I can edit my other footage with yours? All I have is the backs of our heads. Hahaha Cheers Ricky

Lone Star Rocker

You guys are awesome and great show for sure!