Beautiful More So
Spencer Bell Lyrics


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Come the end of this June
I'm gonna leave this city for good.
I'm gonna black out all of the pages I wrote
and move on to some better ages, I hope
Do what I can to forget about you
cuz your love un-made me
You loved me so fine in fact
that all it really did was fuck me up real bad
I don't know 'bout what I did possess
that got me so obsessive
I gotta know all about your new squeeze yeah
I gotta know does he call you monkey? yeah
I gotta know does he nibble at your hip-bone? yeah
does he call you beautiful? yeah
does he think you're beautiful? yeah
Does he actually know yeah
You're beautiful more so?
I sure hope so
I've been so tired these days
with loggin' late night sessions
So uninspired these days
I hardly even try to write my own progressions
It's not that easy
not to feel sorry for myself
because honest to God
I do believe this could be
me throwin' away the best thing
that I ever got.
So please don't kick me
if I ever come crawlin' back
My money says I'm never gonna
but with you I'd like to play
on the safe side




ba-ba-aaaah.
You're beautiful more so. You're beautiful more so.

Overall Meaning

In Beautiful More So, Spencer Bell sings about leaving the city and moving on from a past relationship that has left him feeling hurt and uninspired. He reflects on the obsessive nature of his previous love and wonders about the new person in his ex-partner's life. He asks if this person thinks she is beautiful and if they know that she is "beautiful more so." Despite expressing a desire to move on and forget about her, he still holds on to feelings of love and regret, as he believes that he may have thrown away the best thing he ever had. He concludes by hoping that the new person in her life recognizes her beauty and worth.


The lyrics in the song convey a sense of longing and heartache that many people can relate to. Bell's use of poetic language, such as "black out all of the pages I wrote" and "move on to some better ages," creates a melancholic tone that captures the emotions of a person trying to move on from a difficult past. He also touches on the theme of self-doubt, as he questions what possessed him to become so obsessive in his previous relationship and worries about throwing away something valuable.


Overall, Beautiful More So is a powerful and emotional song that showcases Bell's talent as a songwriter and storyteller. Its themes of love, loss, and self-reflection resonate with listeners and make it a timeless classic.


Line by Line Meaning

Come the end of this June
At the end of this month, I'm going to depart from this city for good


I'm gonna black out all of the pages I wrote
I am going to erase all my past memories and move on


and move on to some better ages, I hope
I am hopeful that I will find a better, brighter future


Do what I can to forget about you
I am going to do everything in my power to forget about you


cuz your love un-made me
Your love left me broken and shattered


You loved me so fine in fact that all it really did was fuck me up real bad
Your love was so intense that it damaged me emotionally


I don't know 'bout what I did possess that got me so obsessive
I am unsure why I became so fixated with you


I gotta know all about your new squeeze yeah, does he call you monkey? yeah
I want to know everything about your new partner, including silly pet names like monkey


I gotta know does he nibble at your hip-bone? yeah
I want to know if he does things to you that we used to do together


does he call you beautiful? yeah
I wonder if he finds you as beautiful as I did


does he think you're beautiful? yeah
I wonder if he truly appreciates how beautiful you are


Does he actually know yeah You're beautiful more so?
Does he actually understand how exceptionally beautiful and special you are?


I sure hope so
I hope he realizes your true beauty and worth


I've been so tired these days with loggin' late night sessions
I have been exhausted lately from staying up late working


So uninspired these days I hardly even try to write my own progressions
I am so lacking in inspiration lately that I don't even try to create my own music


It's not that easy not to feel sorry for myself
It is difficult not to feel sorry for my own situation


because honest to God I do believe this could be me throwin' away the best thing that I ever got.
I truly believe that I am throwing away the best thing that ever happened to me


So please don't kick me if I ever come crawlin' back
Please don't reject me if I ever try to return to you


My money says I'm never gonna but with you I'd like to play on the safe side
I am not very confident that I will return to you, but I would like to leave that possibility open


You're beautiful more so. You're beautiful more so.
You are truly and exceptionally beautiful




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Comments from YouTube:

Vicki Stafford

Love this song! Great job guys! Thanks for sharing Spencer with us!

Anna Stoner

This is so amazing, the song, the video, and the story behind Spencer Bell <3

Lisa Knox

Absolutely amazing! Great job guys!

Pinay Skirt

This is one of the best songs I've heard in a long time!

Mandi Lewis

These musicians never cease to amaze me....this makes me even more sad that I can't go to the legacy concert (I live too far away and my AICE testing starts a few days after it) I only wish I could have known Spencer, it is obvious that he has inspired people more than anyone can imagine.....I know he has made a difference in my life.....

elleisnothere

LOVE this song <3 and love it even more because Jackson is in it <3

maejemw

absolutely beautiful, well done

Lady Phoenix Grey

2020 and this song still gets me...<3

sarah80angel

This is amazing... love the concept of it :-)

christine

love this <3 first saw this during the 2010 SBL concert in August over webcam, and loved it ever since <3

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