Heal My Pain
Spheric Universe Experience Lyrics


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Once again as far as I can see
It hurts my brain, my mind gets empty
Blinding rage, self recognition
Unable to lead my revolution

I'm sorry you don't make me laugh
I'm trying to follow my path
I'm starving, searching my freedom
Destroying this queenless kingdom

Heal My Pain , Pain

Heal my pain
Don't want to feel my soul leaving me
I'm your man
I won't forgive your lack of pity
Heal my pain
I'm your man

See me, feel me
Like you've never done before
Trust me, believe me
And now take care
When I say I choose to make you pay
Cause that's your turn to heal my pain

Not guilty of being your son
Forgive me but I'll get the job done
Life in sin must not frighten me
From my hand you don't deserve to escape

I'm sorry you don't understand
I'm trying to blow up the end
I'm starving searching a window
Destroying the most evil widow

When I say I'm cold, I'm mad
My blood is freezing
I decide to reach my oldest dream
I can kill
My remorses will be late
But I won't miss my target
If I choose to make you pay

Heal my pain
Don't want to feel my soul leaving me
I'm your man




I won't forgive your lack of pity
Heal my pain

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Spheric Universe Experience's song Heal My Pain describe a sense of frustration and anger. The singer is grappling with feeling trapped by their circumstances, unable to create change or lead a revolution. They are experiencing a lot of emotional pain, and they are calling out for help to make that pain go away. The singer seems fixated on being in control of their own destiny, to the point where it has become an obsession. They are determined to make someone pay for their pain, and they are willing to take extreme measures to do so.


Throughout the song, the singer vacillates between desperation and cold anger. They are torn between wanting to find a way to heal and feeling like they must exact revenge. The lyrics are dark and intense, reflecting the overwhelming feelings of someone who is struggling with mental anguish. The plea for help to heal the pain is repeated frequently throughout the song, suggesting that this is a deeply entrenched feeling that the singer cannot easily shake.


Despite the intense emotion and violence in the lyrics, there is also a sense of vulnerability and a desire for connection. The singer is looking for someone to see and feel them, to understand what they are going through, and to help them heal. Unfortunately, their fixation on making someone pay for their pain creates a barrier to that healing. Ultimately, the lines "Heal my pain, I'm your man" imply a willingness to surrender, to trust someone else enough to let them help.


Line by Line Meaning

Once again as far as I can see
From my perspective, as far as I can tell


It hurts my brain, my mind gets empty
This situation is mentally exhausting, leaving me feeling empty


Blinding rage, self recognition
I'm struggling with anger and recognizing my own role in the situation


Unable to lead my revolution
I don't feel capable of leading the necessary change


I'm sorry you don't make me laugh
I'm not finding humor in this situation


I'm trying to follow my path
I'm focusing on my own goals and journey


I'm starving, searching my freedom
I feel deprived and am searching for a sense of freedom


Destroying this queenless kingdom
I'm taking action to dismantle this oppressive system


Heal My Pain , Pain
Repeating the song's title for emphasis


Heal my pain
I need healing from the pain I'm experiencing


Don't want to feel my soul leaving me
I don't want to lose an essential part of myself


I'm your man
I'm willing to put my trust in you to help me heal


I won't forgive your lack of pity
I won't overlook your lack of empathy in this situation


See me, feel me
I want you to truly understand and empathize with me


Like you've never done before
In a deeper and more meaningful way than before


Trust me, believe me
I need you to have faith in what I'm saying


And now take care
This is important, so please pay attention


When I say I choose to make you pay
There will be consequences for your actions


Cause that's your turn to heal my pain
It's your responsibility to help me heal from the pain you've caused


Not guilty of being your son
I'm not responsible for your actions as a parent


Forgive me but I'll get the job done
I may need forgiveness, but I will accomplish what I set out to do


Life in sin must not frighten me
I won't be scared by the consequences of living according to my beliefs


From my hand you don't deserve to escape
I won't let you off the hook for your actions


I'm sorry you don't understand
I wish you could empathize with me, but I understand that you don't


I'm trying to blow up the end
I'm attempting to bring about an end to this situation


I'm starving searching a window
I'm searching for a way out of this situation


Destroying the most evil widow
I'm working to take down the most oppressive force


When I say I'm cold, I'm mad
When I appear emotionless, I'm actually angry


My blood is freezing
I'm feeling intense emotions that are hard to express


I decide to reach my oldest dream
I'm dedicated to achieving my lifelong goals


I can kill
I am capable of extreme actions if necessary


My remorses will be late
I may regret my actions later


But I won't miss my target
I won't falter in my pursuit of my goal


Heal my pain
Repeating the chorus for emphasis




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