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Heroin
Spitfire Lyrics


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I am the shrieking in the back of your head
I am the child scratching at the walls of your basement
I am what's buried in your back yard
I am what's underneath your floorboards, watching you

I am your sickness
I am your cure
I am your dark side
I am your nine to five killing spree
I am Lucifer's right hand man
I am your right hand man

I would do anything to be five years old again
I know I can't change things, but I know You can do the impossible
Make them understand me
Make me understand me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Spitfire's song, Heroin, are bleak and haunting as they describe the internal turmoil and darkness of the singer's thoughts. The repeated sentence "I am" followed by various actions and objects cement a sense of unease and horror. The first line, with the image of "shrieking" in the back of someone's head, implies a potential mental illness or psychosis that the singer associates with. The next line describing a child scratching at basement walls could be a metaphor for a part of the singer's personality that is trapped and desperate for escape.


Likewise, the mention of buried objects and watching from underneath the floorboards hints at something sinister lurking within the singer's mind. The chorus, however, is the most chilling part of the song with the suggestion that the singer is not only their own sickness, but also their cure. They are effectively trapped within themselves, unable to escape their own mental state.


The final lines of the song bring a sense of yearning and redemption to the otherwise bleak lyrics. The singer expresses their desire to return to a time when they were innocent and free from the darkness of their adult life. They acknowledge that they can't undo their past, but they hope that with the help of a higher power, they can come to understand themselves better and potentially find a way to be at peace.


Line by Line Meaning

I am the shrieking in the back of your head
I am the constant voice in your head that never quiets down


I am the child scratching at the walls of your basement
I am the inner demon that never lets you be at peace, always clawing at you to get out


I am what's buried in your back yard
I am the secrets and traumas that you've buried deep within and never confronted


I am what's underneath your floorboards, watching you
I am the feeling of paranoia and anxiety that always lurks within, always keeping a watchful eye on you


I am your sickness
I am the affliction that eats away at you day by day, getting worse with every passing moment


I am your cure
I am the one thing that can heal and repair the broken pieces of you


I am your dark side
I am the side of you that is shrouded in darkness, the side that you try to keep hidden


I am your nine to five killing spree
I am the monotony of your everyday life that numbs you, and the one that ultimately kills your spirit


I am Lucifer's right hand man
I am the one that always pushes you towards the immoral, the unethical, and the forbidden, just like the right hand of the devil


I am your right hand man
I am the one that is always with you, the one that you can't escape from, the one that helps you handle everything, good or bad


I would do anything to be five years old again
I yearn for the days of innocence when everything was simple, and the world didn't weigh down on my shoulders


I know I can't change things, but I know You can do the impossible
I am resigned to the fact that I can't alter my past, but I have faith that a higher power can do the impossible and change my present and future


Make them understand me
I want others to see what I'm going through, to feel my pain and understand where I'm coming from


Make me understand me
I want to know myself better, to understand my actions and my choices, and the demons that drive them




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JEAN CHRISTOPHE BECK

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