On My Own
Spoo and Nick Lyrics


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Somehow my love
Somehow my love

Keep me an open heart in hell
Give me courage to feel it all
The beauty of the fall
When I want to run away
When I wish run away
Oh Lord, help me stay

I look around, I look away
Hey hey
It's too much to take
I fool my heart each day
I fool my heart each time I say
That it don't know how to break
And that I'm better off this way
Come on, Lord, help me stay

Somehow my love
Somehow my love

Can we bear the unbearable?
How to bear the unbearable?
How to bear the unbearable?

Finding the color of my rage
Giving that rage a place
Whoa, the beast has a face
With a grimace and such grace
With an open heart in hell
Well well
Courage to feel it all
Hold us, keep us still
When we want to run away
Come on, Lord, help me stay

And I do it for my own
My little boy, my little girl
And we do it for our home
Hey hey
If we do it for the world
So let it out and let it in
Get to know that beast within
Give him love and bring him in
No, not an enemy, but a friend
And in the fury of the fire
In that timeless fire
I find my ancient friend




Lord, come to help me once again, yeah
Whoa whoa oh, yeah, woo hoo, yeah

Overall Meaning

In Spoo and Nick's song "On my own", the lyrics seem to reflect a struggle with personal difficulties and a need for divine assistance to stay strong. The repetition of "Somehow my love" emphasizes a yearning for love and support to overcome the hardships. The first verse speaks of keeping an open heart in hell, finding courage to feel pain, and finding beauty in suffering. The Lord is called upon to help stay strong and resist the urge to run away.


The second verse delves deeper into the theme of facing unbearable difficulties. The singer speaks of finding the color of their rage and learning to accept it. The beast within is personified with a "grimace and such grace," and is seen as a friend rather than an enemy. Finally, the surge of the fire is mentioned again, indicating a purifying, healing process.


Overall, this song seems to convey a powerful call for inner strength and a way to combat fear, doubt, and grief by embracing a connection with a divine force.


Line by Line Meaning

Somehow my love
Expressing the depth of the singer's love


Somehow my love
Repeating the declaration of love


Keep me an open heart in hell
Asking for the strength to remain open-hearted during difficult times


Give me courage to feel it all
Asking for bravery to face difficult emotions


The beauty of the fall
Finding positivity even in difficult situations


When I want to run away
Admitting a desire to escape from difficulties


When I wish run away
Repeating the feeling of wanting to escape


Oh Lord, help me stay
Asking for divine intervention to resist the urge to run away


I look around, I look away
Feeling overwhelmed and avoiding confronting the situation


Hey hey
Verbal filler, adding lightness to the tone


It's too much to take
Admitting that the situation is difficult to bear


I fool my heart each day
Trying to convince oneself that the heart is strong and unaffected


I fool my heart each time I say
Repeating the previous line


That it don't know how to break
Claiming that the heart is unbreakable


And that I'm better off this way
Believing that avoiding emotions is a better option


Come on, Lord, help me stay
Asking for help to resist avoiding difficult emotions


Can we bear the unbearable?
Questioning whether we can handle extremely difficult situations


How to bear the unbearable?
Repeating the previous question and considering how to face difficulties


Finding the color of my rage
Acknowledging feelings of anger and processing them


Giving that rage a place
Allowing oneself to feel anger and expressing it in a healthy way


Whoa, the beast has a face
Referring to the feeling of anger as a beast, and acknowledging it as a real part of oneself


With a grimace and such grace
Describing the anger as both ugly and beautiful


With an open heart in hell
Reminding oneself to remain vulnerable despite difficulties


Well well
Verbal filler, adding emphasis


Courage to feel it all
Emphasizing the need for bravery in facing difficult emotions


Hold us, keep us still
Asking for divine intervention to help remain calm during difficulties


When we want to run away
Admitting a shared desire to escape from difficulties


Come on, Lord, help me stay
Repeating the previous request for divine help


And I do it for my own
Acknowledging that the effort to face difficulties is for oneself


My little boy, my little girl
Referring to the singer's children and considering how to set a good example for them


And we do it for our home
Considering how the singer's actions affect their family and household


If we do it for the world
Imagining how personal growth can have a positive impact on others


So let it out and let it in
Encouraging the expression of difficult emotions


Get to know that beast within
Acknowledging the reality of one's difficult emotions


Give him love and bring him in
Learning to accept and love oneself even with difficult emotions


No, not an enemy, but a friend
Recognizing that one's difficult emotions are not a threat, but an important part of oneself


And in the fury of the fire
Referring to difficult emotions like anger as a fiery force


In that timeless fire
Recognizing that difficult emotions are a part of the human experience


I find my ancient friend
Acknowledging that difficult emotions are a part of the singer's personal history


Lord, come to help me once again, yeah
Asking for divine help to continue facing difficulties


Whoa whoa oh, yeah, woo hoo, yeah
Verbal filler, adding enthusiasm and energy to the song's ending




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Downtown Music Publishing
Written by: Benjamin Francis Leftwich, Jimmy Hogarth, Nicholas Patrick Mulvey

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