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The music of J.K. Wiechert has appeared in the following films and television shows:
TV:
The Pick Up Artist - Episode 104
Network: VH1. MTV2
Scarred - Pilot
Network: MTV, MTV2
Scarred - Episode 105
Network: MTV, MTV2
Scarred - Episode 106
Network: MTV, MTV2
Scarred - Episode 107
Network: MTV, MTV2
Room Raiders - Episode 605 (Lacey)
Network:MTV
Room Raiders - Episode 620 (Seth)
Network: MTV
Room Raiders - Episode 625 (Stacy)
Network: MTV
MTV Greatest Hits
Network: MTV
Underworld Evolution Inside The Action
Network: MTV
Back To The Blueprint - Windmill
Network: The History Channel
Beyond The Da Vinci Code
Network: The History Channel, A&E
Confessions Of A Matchmaker (Jamie and Grant)
Network: A&E
Confessions Of A Matchmaker (Mary and Mike)
Network: A&E
99 Most Bizarre - Survival Stories
Network: TLC
99 Most Bizarre - Crimes
Network: TLC
99 Most Bizarre - Episode 102
Network: TLC
Children Of Waco
Network: TLC
Even Scarier Movie Moments - Part 1
Network: Bravo
Even Scarier Movie Moments - Part 2
Network: Bravo
Al Roker Investigates - Innocense For Sale
Network: Court TV
Crash Test Human - Cars
Network: National Geographic Explorer
Crash Test Human - House
Network: National Geographic Explorer
Swarms - Hour 2
Network: National Geographic Explorer
That's Clever - Episode 163
Network: HGTV
Conspiracy Files - CIA Mind Control
Network: Discovery, Discovery Times
Rousch Racing Driver X - Competitors Vs Champs.
Network: Discovery, Discovery Times
Roucsh Racing Driver X - Big Surprises
Network: Discovery, Discovery Times
Rousch Racing Driver X - Let The Competition Begin
Network: Discovery, Discovery Times
Critical Hour - Manic Moments
Network: Discovery Health
The Next Food Network Star - Episode 205
Network: The Food Network
Hogan Knows Best - Backyard Battle: Staredown '99
Network: VSPOT
Films:
Windows Of His Truth (Teaser) - Tony Sharp Films
Hunted - Rykar Films
Super Samurai Shriner’s Saga - Rykar Films
Transcendence - Tony Sharp Films
When Heaven Comes Down - Minds i Productions
Web Projects:
StarTrans Bus Corporation
Benefiel Dentistry
Dekonstruktion Records
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Discography:
2007 - Within The Dirt - Download
2006 - Building Glass Shelters - Buy CD
2005 - Anhedonia - Buy CD
2004 - Friend Or Foe
2003 - At The End Of It All
2002 - Standing In A Crowd In A corner Near The Wall
2001 - Killing With Malice Aforethought
1999 - Reviviscence
Trying To Find You
St. John's Eve Lyrics
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Look around, I've got nothing left to show now
Except coffins as decor, memories inside
Take a little part of me
Like a museum that holds old history
All the missing things in me you cannot find
Why can I never find love?
It's like I'm repeating myselfIt gets under my skin
Feels I'll never win
Until I find you
(I find you)
I've been running looking for you baby
Waiting for the way you look to change me
Can I hold you now? I've waited forever
Can we ride this out through pain or pleasure?
Take a hard look at me
Mirrors won't show what I can't see
Onto the next one that leaves, it's all lonely nights
In a loop of answering questions
Repeating the same things with less inflection
Push me in the right direction, I'll always be waiting
Why can I never find love?
It's like I'm repeating myself
It gets under my skin
Feels I'll never win
Until I find you
(I find you)
I've been running looking for you baby
Waiting for the way you look to change me
Can I hold you now? I've waited forever
Can we ride this out through pain or pleasure?
The lyrics to "Trying To Find You" by St. John's Eve explore the singer's longing for love and their search for someone who can bring meaning and change to their life. The opening line, "Please don't slam the door," sets a tone of desperation and vulnerability. The singer feels they have nothing left to show, as symbolized by the "coffins as decor" and the memories they hold inside. They feel incomplete and are searching for someone who can fill the void within them.
The lyrics convey a sense of repetition and frustration, as the singer wonders why they can never find love and why they feel like they're constantly repeating the same patterns in relationships. This repetition "gets under my skin" and makes them feel like they'll never win. However, despite these feelings, they remain hopeful and determined to find the person they are searching for. They have been running, actively seeking this connection and waiting for someone who can change their life and make them feel whole.
The refrain of the song expresses the yearning and anticipation the singer feels: "Can I hold you now? I've waited forever. Can we ride this out through pain or pleasure?" They are willing to go through any ups and downs, as long as they can finally find the person they've been searching for. The lyrics capture the longing for love, the willingness to endure, and the hope of finding someone who can bring about a transformative change.
Line by Line Meaning
Please don't slam the door
I'm asking you to stay and not leave abruptly
Look around, I've got nothing left to show now
I have no material possessions or achievements to display
Except coffins as decor, memories inside
All I have left are reminders of the past, filled with memories
Take a little part of me
I'm willing to give you a piece of myself
Like a museum that holds old history
Just like a museum preserves historical artifacts, I have stories to share
All the missing things in me you cannot find
You won't be able to discover the things that are lacking within me
Why can I never find love?
I wonder why I always struggle to find true love
It's like I'm repeating myself
I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle of the same experiences
It gets under my skin
It deeply affects and bothers me
Feels I'll never win
I constantly feel like I'm losing in the search for love
Until I find you (I find you)
The only way I can achieve victory is by finding you
I've been running looking for you baby
I've been tirelessly searching for you, my dear
Waiting for the way you look to change me
Hoping that your presence will bring about a positive transformation in my life
Can I hold you now? I've waited forever
After waiting for an eternity, can I finally embrace you?
Can we ride this out through pain or pleasure?
Let's go through the ups and downs together, enduring both joy and suffering
Take a hard look at me
Examine me closely and honestly
Mirrors won't show what I can't see
Reflecting upon myself won't reveal what I'm blind to
Onto the next one that leaves, it's all lonely nights
After each person departs, I'm left with nights full of loneliness
In a loop of answering questions
I find myself stuck in a repetitive cycle of addressing inquiries
Repeating the same things with less inflection
I keep saying the same words, but with diminishing emotion
Push me in the right direction, I'll always be waiting
Guide me towards the correct path, as I'll forever be here, eagerly waiting
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Cole Matylewicz, Nick Carrano, Spencer Niemann
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